50 Shades of Shilamida

As we approach the end of March and start another quarter of this year, I would like to end the month with a talk about life’s potentiality. In this episode, I talk about how I was able to discover my life’s potential through Kabbalah, manifestation, and gratitude. Of course, none of these would be possible without the people who went through this journey with me – my life’s mentors, who are also...

Today is a special episode as we celebrate my best friend, lover, soulmate, and husband, Ben Lover. In honor of his birthday, for today’s episode, I share a gist of how great our relationship is and how huge of an impact Ben was on my journey to being the best version of myself, especially spiritually. My relationship with Ben came with a lot of love, respect, gratefulness, desire, awakening, and...

This month has been nothing but the different awakenings I have encountered in my life along with the people who have gone through the same thing as I did and have guested in my podcast. And so, to continue on with this series, for today’s episode we are talking about food awakening. I’ve always had a struggle when it came to my weight. I was overweight and never really understood food, not until...

I am so excited to introduce to all of you one of the many people I met on my spiritual journey and who has never failed to make me feel accepted and loved; that I am not weird and that I am not alone on my journey. In today’s episode, I am joined by Lynn, who is known by many as Rev. Lynn LaBorde Eastman. Lynn is a gifted spiritual healer and teacher with 50 years of education, experience and tra...

I went through my teens and 20s thinking I was weird until I found the right people. In this week’s first episode, I share with all of you how I came to be in my spiritual journey. Kabbalah has been a great part of my life. It has helped me stay grounded in my doings and the beliefs I’ve developed in my life. I was changed! Everything in my life did. Being awoken spiritually at 23 has really chall...

Today we are joined by an amazing guest, Lauren Marie, who is known for the brand “The Butterfly Effect”. In this episode, we dive deep into learning about trusting our intuition as Lauren specializes in this. However, we give you more by sharing and talking about our personal stories about how we got to where we are today. We both share the importance of mentorship, finding your own people, manif...

Being a mother is a unique and rewarding experience that can bring joy, love, and fulfillment to a woman's life. However, motherhood also comes with its own set of challenges, such as lack of sleep, balancing work and family, financial pressures, and the emotional toll of caring for children. On today’s episode we talk about one of the challenges a mother has to go through after birth, Postpartum...

Welcome to another episode of 50 Shades of Shilamida! On today’s episode, we are diving into the topic of shadow work with a shadow work expert, Danielle Massi. We talk about a different level of self-care, self-work, and self-love by healing and confronting the unconscious with shadow work. Danielle, aside from being a shadow work expert, is the CEO of the Wellness Collective, a Licensed Psychoth...

Welcome to another episode of 50 Shades of Shilamida! What is past life regression? Past life regressions are when you are taken aback to our past lives to discover more about ourselves. We have lived this life before; it is only reasonable to know what to correct and to heal from throughout this process — spiritual awakening. Have you experienced such awakening, or are you interested to begin you...

Can you imagine being an adult model and a life coach at the same time? Welcome to another episode of 50 Shades of Shilamida! On today’s episode we are joined by Nikole Mitchell who is a stripper turned pastor. As she shares her life story with us, we break the stigma that exists about OnlyFans models like her. May we all accept and love ourselves to the extent that we don’t need anyone else’s val...

I have been happily married for 3 months & 11 days and found my greatest love at 31 when I initially thought I was too late to find mine. If you were to ask me how I was able to have the relationship I have with my husband now, it would be because I knew what kind of love I desired and manifested it. In today’s episode I let you in on how manifesting love worked for me and how I did it. If there i...

Welcome to another episode of 50 Shades of Shilamida! As you go through this month of love with this self-love series, the more you get to know who you are and deeply invest love in yourselves, and the same goes for me. Having gone through the struggle of truly loving myself, it is an honor for me to help you get through this journey. In today’s episode, we dive on the topic of self-intimacy and m...

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We often hear the saying “self-love is the best love”. At this point it could sound cliche, however, at the same time, its claims are true. Greetings with love and welcome to another episode of 50 shades of Shilamida! In today’s love episode we talk about how the seeking and lacking of love happens as I share with you my personal experiences on this journey. We also talk about how important it is...

Welcome to another episode of 50 Shades of Shilamida! Today, we go through another self-love episode with my special guest, Michael Edwards! Michael is a speaker, healer mentor, and coach. He trained with the world renowned therapist and author, Marisa Peer and has also been referred as one of her proteges. He works with the conscious and subconscious mind as well as deep emotions and energetics t...

Why is it that out of all people, it is ourselves we forget to show love and appreciation to? In today's episode of 50 Shades of Shilamida, we go through the journey of learning to love ourselves! Just like everyone else, I too had to struggle giving myself the love that I deserve and to be honest, it's still something I am going through. I'm here to tell you guys that this is not something to be...

Welcome to the E25. 50 Shades of Shilamida - Addiction or Sabotage? Today’s episode is all about addiction, alcohol, sex, self-sabotage, fears, cycles, and more! In today’s episode, I share my vulnerable side with you and my history with addiction & what addiction means to me. If you told me 12 years ago (while I was living on food stamps) that I would go into 2023 as a best-selling author, podcas...

Welcome to another episode of 50 Shades of Shilamida! Today, I am super excited to introduce to you my Mastermind Sister & Spiritual Mentor, Homaya Amar. Homaya considers herself to be an oracle, a carrier of evolutionary code, a master maker. A spiritual mentor providing inspiration, initiation, activation toward a greater level of alignment with your divine presence, your multidimensionality. A...

Welcome to Desire and get ready to manifest all of your dreams. While listening, really try to tune into your body, mind, & soul, and feel what I am saying. In this show you’ll hear about vision boarding, why I do it, & why you should to. If you love me & want more tune into my Visionboard Masterclass next Thursday 2/2 from 11-1:30pm. We will meditate, activate, and create the life we desire. ❤️

Welcome to a whole new season of 50 Shades of Shilamida. Kicking off this year with an interview with David Mainenti, L.Ac., Dipl. O.M. (NCCAOM), who is a triple Board-Certified Acupuncturist, Chinese Herbalist, and Oriental Medicine practitioner with over twenty five years’ experience in integrative health and well-being. David is a scholar of Daoist thought and expert provider of a wide variety...

Hey friends, We are back with another juicy episode.  Today we have with us, an incredibly special guest, Susie Olson-Corgan. She is a Consultant / Advocate / Photographer Holistic Health Coach / Initiatives for Family Health. An avid health freedom advocate who campaigns for medical freedom, Individual rights and informed consent, Susie knows that each person has a unique part to play in mak...

Hey friends, We are back with another juicy episode... this one is a re-release from an episode I did earlier this year on the heels of the New Jersey convoy event... and this one is all about leadership. Everyone loves to throw the word around, call themselves a leader, and even desire the title. But what does leadership really mean? Well, to me, leadership is informed consent and choices. Having...

Hey friends, We are back with another juicy episode... this one is a release from my free masterclass last week... you know, the one on health, wealth, wellness. Imagine if you could change your life, take back your power, and be fully sovereign? You are! You can! You've got this. Here's the thing, many of us want change, yet few of us are willing to do what it takes to get there. And that require...

Hey friends, We are back with another juicy episode... this one is for all the mamas. Dedicated to all the "bad moms" (remember that movie?! Never have I felt so seen). Raise your hand if you've ever said to yourself... I love being my kid's mom... but I legit hate doing the mom thing... You're not alone. Now don't get me wrong, I love my children. Heck, I'd give my right and left arm for them, an...

Hey friends, We are back with a powerful and transformational episode today - two Eastern medicine healers and Channel sisters in one episode!! How amazing is that?!? Say hello to my dear friend and fellow sister from The Channel by Melanie Ann Layer -- Dr. Jin Ong. She is a Cathartic Release Therapist, osteopath, psychosomatic therapist, western medical acupuncturist and herbalist, and host of Th...