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Donate to the California Wildfire Relief Fund https://www.calfund.org/funds/wildfire-recovery-fund/ Donate to the LAFD https://supportlafd.org/donate/ As an actor, I'm starting to face some issues with the pace of my life. I need a push. I need a challenge. Am I burning out?

I'm sorry. I let everyone down. I got so stuck up with my own perception that I abandoned you guys. I abandoned the reason I started this. I abandoned my vision. But no more.

Supremely lighthearted update

The last few months have gone by in a flash. I'm 27 now and with that, I have news! I'm going to LA, I'm growing up and I'm learning new things about me every single day.

I'm not perfect. Just knowing that isn't going to change anything. I need to do something. Also, here's my Twitch : lordramolani

Times are changing but am I ready to change with? Its a bit daunting, tbh.

I'm in a weird place. I want to be here, just not alone.

Season 2 is here! Probably the last episode this year. See you soon.

I think I put you on a pedestal for long enough. You did not deserve me. You f*cked up. 

Hot water or cold water? Sweet or spicy? Shitter or shower? I need to know what you want. I need to understand. Talk to me.

Mac is gone, I'm home alone. It's just me, myself and I. So what do I do? Try to become self-aware. Wanna try?

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag drifting through the wind, wanting to start again? Do you ever feel so paper thin, like a house of cards, one blow from cavin' in? Do you ever feel already buried deep? Six feet under screams, but no one seems to hear a thing Do you know that there's still a chance for you? Because there's a spark in you You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine Just own...

I don't want to do it, but I'm still addicted to it. Love is a drug and I used. 

Is it just me or do you struggle with choosing and sticking to something in life? I know my reasons, do you know yours?

Relationships and love are two of the many things I've struggled with lately. Also, I need to come clean to you guys as perhaps a way to redeem what good is left of me.

I've been away for a while and there are things I want you to know. Come sit with me, we need to talk.

To be honest, there’s so much to say, yet so little.