The Past, The Present, And The Future.

#45 Lack of understanding 29.04.2026 19:42 ↓

Listen if you even care, which, YOU don’t, do you?

#44 The promised day. 05.03.2026 1:06:02 ↓

This Episode is mainly themed around the game Persona 3 Reload, a game that left heavy but worthwhile weight in my heart, Today is the promised day 3/5/2010

#43 Despair 04.08.2025 32:53 ↓

This Episode I talk about my current troubles and thoughts about my planned suicide and fear of death

#42 Rebirh 08.07.2025 23:07 ↓

This episode i come back after TWO YEARS of not recording, i wont make false promises, but id like to record more

#41 For you in the future. 24.02.2024 15:10 ↓

Come back when you need me, me.

#40 I am lonely. 25.01.2024 14:24 ↓

What am I

#38 I wish I was wrong 03.09.2023 10:01 ↓

YIPPPEEEEEE :3333 :DDDD

#37 discipline? 27.08.2023 16:48 ↓

This episodes just a quick one because i wanted to rant a bit, discipline or obsession? I can tell anymore

#36 cry for help 11.07.2023 15:13 ↓

This episode I talk about recent thoughts about my loneliness and suffering

#35 struggle 28.05.2023 20:22 ↓

This episode I talk about things that have been weighing me down recently in hopes of making me feel better or even just a bit lighter

#34 Evolution 18.04.2023 17:43 ↓

This episode is about the realization of how far I’ve come, the progress ive made

#33 dearly beloved 19.03.2023 23:49 ↓

This episode i talk about reason upcomings in my relations and new thoughts ive had about it along with changes in mindset

#32 Hate & love 03.02.2023 36:39 ↓

This episode i talk about recent event that had made me feel defeated and the new relationship in my life

#31 drive 30.10.2022 26:22 ↓

Breathe

#30 I can’t do this anymore 29.09.2022 12:56 ↓

Ive walked miles on miles and yet it is not enough, they want me to keep walking, im done, im done walking, i hate all of you

#29 confrontation 22.06.2022 1:03:17 ↓

This episode is joined by a few special guests, enjoy.

#28 Trauma 07.05.2022 16:26 ↓

This episode I revisit some past thoughts and new ones alike.

#27 Age 11.04.2022 16:10 ↓

This episode i talk about my mortality and how im trying to cope with it

#26 Father 23.03.2022 22:02 ↓

This episode i talk about recent conflicting feelings about my father

#25 Blood and War 15.03.2022 13:59 ↓

Again, another late night recording on a school night, I just, had something come up.

#24 Love? 07.03.2022 21:21 ↓

Yucky

#23 Fighting against the current 19.12.2021 15:45 ↓

This episode I talk about the recent views I've had

#22 Bliss 26.11.2021 18:21 ↓

this episode, I am happy

#21 The Border 26.11.2021 36:27 ↓

This episode I talk about my take on the border and immigration

#20 Relationships 07.09.2021 11:28 ↓

Look at the title