Luke Hand Diary

Self harm urges, suicidal thoughts (Sat, 24/10/2026) 31.10.2026 1:02 ↓

M: 1. E: 4. — Grateful: Saw [REDACTED] and had a quick chat.

Curious (Fri, 23/10/2026) 30.10.2026 1:06 ↓

M: 5. E: 5. — Grateful: Had a play with the new iPhone Duo at the Optus shop. Curious.

Queer (Thu, 22/10/2026) 29.10.2026 1:06 ↓

M: 3. E: 4. — Grateful: paracetamol

Applause 👏🏻 (Wed, 21/10/2026) 28.10.2026 1:14 ↓

M: 7. E: 7.5. — Grateful: Community centre lunch went well. And I was given a round of applause. I soaked it up. I could definitely get used to that type of attention, adoration, and applause!

My Person of the year, 2026: [REDACTED]! (Tue, 20/10/2026) 27.10.2026 1:47 ↓

M: 5. E: 7. — Grateful: pineapple with mint & sugar as a snack at work. Haven’t had that for a while.

Lampin’ (Mon, 19/10/2026) 26.10.2026 1:07 ↓

M: 6. E: 5. — Grateful: lamp

Bunty Cob (Sun, 18/10/2026) 25.10.2026 0:59 ↓

M: 6. E: 6. — Grateful: hair looks better than how it looked before I cut it.

Looked happy (Sat, 17/10/2026) 23.10.2026 0:58 ↓

M: 6. E: 5. — Grateful: Saw this lady at dinner with her family - husband, a pair of tweens, and an older couple (her parents or in-laws, maybe) - and she looked very happy.

Neat (Fri, 16/10/2026) 18.10.2026 0:48 ↓

M: 5. E: 5. — Grateful: Saw one of the cages for recyclable bottles and cans on one of the bins in town. Neat idea.

Fuck-witted ex-gf (Thu, 15/10/2026) 17.10.2026 1:15 ↓

M: 6. E: 6. — Grateful: My Superannuation made $12,000 in investments last year.

Government, aliens, drugs, etc (Wed, 14/10/2026) 17.10.2026 0:42 ↓

M: 5. E: 5. — Grateful: Found a cool note with musings about the government, aliens, drugs, etc.

In my absolute sexual prime, and the only thing fucking me is Autism (Tue, 14/10/2026) 15.10.2026 1:08 ↓

M: 5. E: 5. — Grateful: Thank god for the ‘clean-up’ feature in the iOS Photos app. No longer will we post selfies with crumbs on our chins or similar.

“As Eve said to Adam” 🤭😉 (Mon, 12/10/2026) 14.10.2026 1:24 ↓

M: 5. E: 5. — Grateful: Richard DeVore jug; "Untitled #850” (earthenware with glazes)

TGIS (“Thank God It’s Sunday”) (Sun, 11/10/2026) 13.10.2026 0:37 ↓

M: 3. E: 2. — Grateful: Tgis (tee-jizz) - thank god it’s Sunday.

Cheeseburger (Sat, 10/20/26) 10.10.2026 0:37 ↓

M: 5.5. E: 5. — Grateful: cheeseburger.

Fri, 09/10/26 09.10.2026 1:17 ↓

M: 6.5. E: 6. — Grateful: [REDACTED] said that my initiative of [REDACTED] was a good idea.

Capybara (Thu, 08/10/2026) 08.10.2026 1:22 ↓

M: 7. E: 6.5. — Grateful: Really nice weather. Fine and sunny with a gentle breeze.

Age-gap literature & chill (Wed, 07/10/2026) 07.10.2026 3:30 ↓

M: 7.5. E: 7. — Grateful: Play date customer service. Got an email warning that if I didn’t update the software on my device, it would be difficult to do so after a certain date coming up soon. They’re so good at keeping customers updated (pun intended) like this. Fantastic service.

Photos arrived (06/10/2026) 06.10.2026 2:39 ↓

M: 7. E: 7. — Grateful: Photos arrived! Some nice shots.

Pause to inhale deeply (Sat, 14/06/2025) 03.06.2026 0:54 ↓

M: 5. E: 7. 🥹😮‍💨🏳️😤🌊⚠️😭🥺 Grateful: [REDACTED] received the shirt and bag in the mail - and liked it. Squee.

🥃 🫧 🛀 (Friday, 13/06/2025) 02.06.2026 0:56 ↓

M: 7.5. E: 7.5. 😇 Grateful: Had a relaxing glass of whisky in the bath before bed.

Swedgered (Thu, 12/06/2025) 01.06.2026 0:59 ↓

M: 7. E: 7. 😐🧘💡 Grateful: Got the iOS 26 beta. Nice and bubbly.

I ❤️ Lawrence (Wed, 11/06/2025) 21.04.2026 0:41 ↓

M: 6. E: 6. 🙂 Grateful: Lawrence.

With frenzy (Tue, 10/06/2025) 20.04.2026 0:56 ↓

M: 4. E: 4. 😴 Grateful: Calm shift on a day when I felt too fragile to deal with frenzy.

Reggae-ish (Mon, 09/06/2025) 19.04.2026 0:55 ↓

M: 6. E: 6.5. 😐 Grateful: Reggae-ish track is sounding like more of a proper song.