The Affinity Journals

In this episode, I’m challenging one of the oldest love clichés: the idea that love should be blind. I don’t believe that. In fact, I believe the opposite. Love — real, honest, soul-deep love — should see everything. It should see the shadows, the patterns, the imperfections, the neurodivergence, the grief, the healing, the awkward, the divine. Love should witness us in our wholeness… not just the...

This week, I talk about an upcoming event I’m so excited to be part of — The Maine Book & Print Fest this September — and how I’ll be using it as a space to gather and honor stories from the community in a really tender way. I’ll have a special interactive booth where folks can write love letters to their future selves, share grief and gratitude reflections, or simply show up and be witnessed....

In this episode, I explore the anatomy of trust—not as something I've mastered, but as a path I'm still walking. I open up about my ongoing journey of learning to trust my own body, mind, and spirit after years of second-guessing. It’s a tender conversation about what it means to keep coming back to yourself, one moment at a time. ✨

In this episode, I return to a conversation that lives in my bones—resilience through adversity. I speak from the heart about my own grief journey, the heaviness that comes with deep loss, and the unexpected places where hope still blooms. This isn’t a conversation about "moving on." It’s about what it means to move with—with the weight, with the ache, with the love that remains. I share what I’ve...

Content note: This episode includes discussion of substance use and addiction. Okay y'all, come get settled in for this one -it's a long, but gooood episode. I sit down with Rickita, a courageous woman who opens up about her journey into addiction, the challenges she faced in recovery, and the quiet strength she carries today. With raw honesty and gentle reflection, she shares what led her down a...

In this episode, I reflect on one of my favorite poems by Mike Posner—‘don’t ask the sun to shine more like the moon’. It’s a piece that’s stayed with me, quietly reminding me what it means to accept myself exactly as I am. I talk about how these words have helped shift my perspective on self-love, identity, and honoring my own light—without trying to dim it or change its shape for anyone else.

In this heart-centered episode, Alyza reflects on the power of love as a generational force. She explores how we can intentionally nurture love within and around the younger generations—those shaping the future with their diversity, brilliance, and bold authenticity. Through personal insight and soulful reflection, Alyza celebrates the beauty of these new waves of humans and the importance of mode...

This episode is a reflection on something I’ve been working through myself—how to stay informed about the world without letting it completely take over my thoughts or my energy. It’s a weird tension to hold, wanting to care deeply while also needing to protect your peace. I talk a bit about what’s helped me set boundaries with the news and social media, and how I’m learning to listen to my body wh...

In this eye-opening episode of The Affinity Journals, we examine the calculated dismantling of public education, libraries, the arts, and scientific research under Donald Trump’s current administration. Through a carefully researched, fact-based timeline of executive orders and policy shifts, this episode explores how these actions are impacting our collective access to knowledge — and what it mea...

✨ What's possible when love leads the way? In this episode, I’m pulling back the curtain on Enough! — my grassroots nonprofit working to create community-powered change 🌱🤝. I’m sharing our mission, our dreams, and exactly why we believe activism rooted in love is unstoppable 💛. You'll also hear about our upcoming Bake Sale & Craft Fair — a joyful, intentional fundraiser building momentum for o...

I'm back, y'all! Season 2 of The Affinity Journals kicks off with a heartfelt catch-up on the last few months—what’s changed, what’s stayed the same, and what’s on the horizon. From personal growth and creative shifts to navigating grief and embracing new opportunities, this episode is a raw, honest reflection on life’s ever-evolving journey. Let’s reconnect, realign, and set the tone for a season...

In this heartfelt episode of The Affinity Journals, I dedicate our time together to the loving memory of my older brother, Tyler Beau Ferrell. We'll delve into the alarming statistics of opioid overdoses in the United States and discuss the critical importance of supporting addicts on their journey to recovery. Join me as we honor Tyler's memory and advocate for compassion and understanding in the...

Join Alyza and Margot Roux for an in-depth discussion on educational rights and freedoms in America. In this episode, we'll explore the current state of our educational system, the challenges in funding, and the potential improvements that could transform public education. Tune in for a thought-provoking conversation on how we can better support students and educators alike.

Let's chat about a few practical ways you can grow love in your community & thank you as always, for taking the time to listen ✨

Hey folks & welcome to our second segment of Aggressively Agreeing. The segment where heated discussions may seem like you're arguing with your friends, but turns out you're just Aggressively Agreeing. In today's segment we're talking all about the attack on homelessness, the new laws being put in place surrounding homelessness & how it's affecting our nation. Listen along as we chat statics, empa...

Good morning beautiful souls! Here's a quick recap of what you can expect at our nonprofit photo expo and craft fair coming up next month at The Viles Arboretum in Augusta Maine. As always, thank you SO much for tuning in! We hope to see you there 📸

✨ Disclaimer✨ This segment contains discussions on sensitive and heavy political topics. Listener discretion is advised. Welcome to our "Aggressively Agreeing" segment, where hosts Alyza and Margot Ru dive into some of today's most urgent political issues with heart and conviction. We're not professionals—just two women passionately discussing our rights and the current state of political matter...

Does time ever feel like it's slipping through your fingers? Let's explore the world of time blindness and its unique challenges for neurodivergent individuals. Alyza shares laughs, stories, and tips to help you manage your own time adventures. Plus, hear about her amazing photographer mentor Alaynna Marr and her fantastic Struggle Bus Business course—learn how to hop on board and drive your own s...

In this powerful episode, we Alyza sits down with Joanna, a passionate local advocate for survivors of grief and trauma. Join us as Joanna shares her compelling personal journey and extensive professional experience in supporting those who have faced profound loss and hardship. Tune in for an engaging conversation filled with insights, heartfelt stories, and practical resources designed to guide y...

Join me, Alyza, on this enlightening episode of the Affinity Journals Podcast as I share my personal spiritual ascension experience! We'll dive into the highs, the lows, and the magical moments of my journey. Plus, I’ll be dishing out some of my favorite tips, tricks, and resources to help you along your own spiritual path. Whether you're just starting out or looking to deepen your practice, this...

In this enlightening episode, we sit down with a seasoned Polarity Therapist to delve into the transformative world of Polarity Therapy. Join us as we explore the intricacies of energy balancing, discover the fascinating aspects of Human Design, and uncover the mysteries of Tarot cards. We also discuss the concept of time blindness and how it impacts our daily lives. Tune in for a rich conversatio...

Let's chat about Imposter Syndrome! What it is? How does it pop up in our lives & how can we shoo it along when it does? 🤔

In this episode I talk about how intimacy & the art of photography connect. Along with ways you can find me capturing intimate moments for my clients at Affinity Fire Studios LLC 📸

In today's episode we're discussing the multiple different forms of intimacy. Tune in next week to hear how I capture these forms of intimacy through my photography! 📸

Today's episode explores the theme of "Love Grows Love" and features a soothing 5-minute guided meditation to help cultivate feelings of love and compassion. Tune in to discover how nurturing love within ourselves can have a ripple effect in our lives and relationships. Join us for a brief journey towards inner peace and connection.