Oxymoradox

tats by Oxymoradox

written, produced, and recorded by belak ft. @1mosh & @raresptna lyrics: (belak) if it's all in my head running 'round, afraid of nightlights castle of sheets on my bed will you keep me safe in the night time? and i, oh i wish i was something better than nothing at all ill keep my head in the blankets cause it feels the safest from you (mo$h) can we try, i wanna wait one more night oops accidental...

written, recorded, and produced by belak co-produced by michael harrison Lyrics: Ooh, I’m tryna make my way to you. This feels like a nightmare, and my dreams don’t ever fight fair, so I’m tryna use my imagination to go—oh— to a different place inside my head. But I don’t wanna try no more, 'cause I made up my mind, and I’m so sure. I’m fine. You heard what I said: I’m fine. Guess I could be dead,...

written, recorded, and produced by belak co-written and ft. nat Lyrics: (belak) wooden neck im feeling stressed out things are too complex what are we doing now cant lay down when im about to drown inside out from the inside out lungs flooded with all my tears i got ink on my skin bunny ear tattoos that i gave you wish i could save you cause i would do anything (nat) to see you smile again (i woul...

written, recorded, and produced by belak co-prod @harelatias Lyrics: I thought that I had a nightmare, I woke up and you were right there. I was lucid dreaming, I stare at the Night sky, it stretches for lightyears. But my fear is this: That I'm stuck between four walls And hopelessness, And that I won’t ever break the ceiling That I'm stuck underneath In this endless dream. And I'm, I'm Stuck ins...

written, recorded, and produced by belak co-prod michael harrison Lyrics: i tried, but i dont ever really see the upside baby so i just want to kiss again she said “were always inside we should go out more baby” the suns kissing my skin again everythings problem there aint nothing to it when the night brings issues the day brings solutions and ill move right through it like ghosts dance to music a...

written, recorded, and produced by belak co-prod & ft. @ihateyoutravy Lyrics: (IHATEYOUTRAVY) Psychoanalyzing all my friends, Ninety-nine times out of ten, I'm the only one unaware of all my sins. Can somebody please tell me how this ends? (Belak) Always get it wrong, I can never seem to get it right. Everywhere I go, I'm the problem, Just like all of my friends. Well, that depends On who you ask...

written, produced, and recorded by belak lyrics: im just tryna see the best in me the way that you affected me got me detesting me its recipe for disaster whats before and after? life is always testing me i forgot the laughter it doesnt even matter what did you expect from me? im just another actor playing out the chapter pull me closer im wide awake ive been watching the stars fall from the sky t...

written, produced, and recorded by belak co-produced by @photographic-memory lyrics: wouldnt it be better? if i wasnt stuck here with myself and overcast weather and evil around me and people that couldnt care lesser “try staying positive” that doesnt mix with the pressure i guess my happy chemicals they all left on an adventure without me, so fuck it ill cry by myself till my head hurts im mad at...

written, recorded, and produced by belak ft. @sadboyprolific & @lunzero Lyrics: (belak) overwhelmed but its all in my all in my head losing my sense of self when im pouring up this cup again wish that i could give a fuck about it but i dont and i would tell myself that shit but its not true at all and really i care too much so i always take the fall then end up down below with all this pressure i...

written, recorded, and produced by belak lyrics: how do you figure it out cause everybody leaves and nobody ever stays they just do what my dad did and throw their life away a spitting image of what life is i guess im finding out so tell me baby why you crying? wipe your tears do you l o v e me? l o v e me? i do l o v e you l o v e you find you hiding in my heart im right beside you i wont let thi...

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Belak on all platforms: linktr.ee/heybelak Stream/Buy "sportscar": https://share.amuse.io/Cw4zQT7iKThm Lyrics:

Belak on all platforms: linktr.ee/heybelak Stream/Buy "paint the wall": https://share.amuse.io/pc1OKDuZPeBj Lyrics: (belak) i heard the birds chirp outside the window today you get what you deserve somewhere, nearby in the middle again hey depression how have you been my dawg? got the cold sweats you make my skin crawl and the anti-anxiety meds aint working at all so im playing russian roulette wi...

Belak on all platforms: linktr.ee/heybelak Stream/Buy "butterflies": https://share.amuse.io/MlVaWZ2M-7lG Lyrics: out my own i want you to know that your the only thing thats keeping me going when i have trouble waking up in the morning never let me go i need you the most in my life if you need me im right there by you crawling every inch of the way im one step behind you oh baby your giving me but...

Belak on all platforms: linktr.ee/heybelak Stream/Buy "bathroomcocaine": https://share.amuse.io/_6HlmMnYoDeg Lyrics: two bad shawties bathroom, cocaine yeah im fucking off the molly yeah im fucking up my brain stuff a blunt with my woadie yeah were going MIA baby imma die lit thatll never ever change get the billies stacked rubber band balls in the bank these hoes really cap they aint really all t...

Belak on all platforms: linktr.ee/heybelak Stream/Buy "nerve gas": https://share.amuse.io/u30qlzcZCNXQ Lyrics: we can talk all night or argue back and forth but aid rather not do that shit this shit gets so problematic we can fuck and fight i wasted all my time on love like a hopeless romantic i should load the gun and blast it in my head in my head in my head again dont fold up and crumble and li...

Belak on all platforms: linktr.ee/heybelak Stream/Buy "red": share.amuse.io/wUQ9Ho0qvTZI Lyrics:

Belak on all platforms: linktr.ee/heybelak Stream/Buy "red": share.amuse.io/wUQ9Ho0qvTZI Lyrics: fucked it up i cant ctrl+alt+del that build it up like a time machine could repeat that fell in love space and time collided and we crashed bottle it up till it cracks due to heat stress feel something about it i dont have a grip on myself and i lose hope think that im catching up, but im too slow its...

Belak on all platforms: linktr.ee/heybelak Stream/Buy "red": share.amuse.io/wUQ9Ho0qvTZI Lyrics: i can see from a birds eye view how much that i hurt you i notice grain in the resolution love is an execution i can see it with my optic nerves your hung up on it like a picture and my eyes waited for your contact with my line of sight i couldnt let your gaze wander you were caught in my vision fishey...

Belak on all platforms: linktr.ee/heybelak Stream/Buy "red": share.amuse.io/wUQ9Ho0qvTZI Lyrics: aye hold up lemme get this off shawty Wanda Maximoff yuh she my Scarlett Witch love you only, i could never love no bitch aye kiss me through the phone call me up on facetime when nobody is home tell me how your feeling lets connect our souls love you only, i could never love these hoes x3 never trust...

Belak on all platforms: linktr.ee/heybelak Stream/Buy "red": share.amuse.io/wUQ9Ho0qvTZI Lyrics: guess its lost love hello heartbreak, have you heard of me? i guess not huh? baby your in love with hurting me leave me burnt up skin on fire need emergency let me fall down i get trapped inside uncertainty x2 and if i tried better when lifes not fair will i storm the weather or will i despair

Belak on all platforms: linktr.ee/heybelak Stream/Buy "red": https://share.amuse.io/wUQ9Ho0qvTZI Lyrics: im so over looking down i tilt my head to the sky and get lost in the clouds teardrops precipitate to the ground my eyes mountain runoff i hope i don’t drown white water rapid flash flood warning now i evaporate into sound ive got nothing to lose so dont hold me down get stuck on the rules and...