Dysfunction Exposed

Avoidance, embarrassment and falling into another mental abyss.

A confidence crisis, polyamory and an affair, what could possibly go wrong?!

Unintentionally cosplaying Pretty Woman, being put in the ‘BBW’ box and my first inferiority complex.

SEASON 5: ESCAPE ATTEMPT #1 is HERE!!! Thinking i woke up dead, wishlist hype and a weed farm…

Playing with borrowed time, abandonment guilt and chasing a mother’s love.

Corporate scandal, far too much free alcohol and manipulating positions of power.

Corporate environments HATED me and i could never understand why, until now.

Experiencing thin privilege for the first time blew my head clean off, never mind how much false confidence is placed in to simply fitting in. How did i feel when the illusion shattered? Let me tell you.

Oh hindsight, you beautiful bastard you. The conversation continues with my personal experiences of unintentional self harm, recklessness and guilt.

SEASON 4 - An Introduction to Adulting is HERE!!!! Today’s episode discusses going to college, witnessing Sticky Vicky and smashing egos!

Sneaking out in foreign countries, being diagnosed anti-depressants at 15 and discussing the disappointment i felt on an important day to a teenager.

What do you remember about your first time? Let me tell you all about this awkward scenario, along with being arrested, escaping death and getting tattooed at 15!

Lacking trust, surrounded by hypocrites and trying to navigate it the best way i knew how…i had a full blown Karen moment! Let me tell you about it.

I didn’t have a typical life to begin with, but what happens when a young mind is dealt with multiple blows in quick succession? Let me tell you.

My dad was diagnosed with ‘The C Word’, Cancer, when i was only 14. Let me tell you about the day that changed my life forever and how my parents handled it.

Woooo! Season 3: Secondary Complications is here!! In this season, i’ll be discussing all things high school, my lack of support during this period and some of the toughest times i survived. Episode 1, i’m talking sibling comparison, shame showers and mixed gender sleepovers.

The last episode in Season 2: Primary Concerns! I’m discussing stupid, unsupervised decisions and my first experience with death.

Today’s episode consists of staged kisses, realising boys were attractive & loving the past from afar.

This episode explores my rich childhood in the financial sense, but emotional poverty was always the buzz kill in the corner.

A flooded house, being the adopted pub child and pulling pints when i was nine…

As a child i was passed from babysitter to babysitter in the absence of my parents…let me talk to you about part time, paid mother figures.

Season 2 - Primary Concerns is HERE! Let me tell you about my dysfunctional childhood and how my family dynamic initially set the tone for my declining mental health!

After the WORST 9 months of my life, i ended up going ‘Girl, Interrupted’. What is life like on a psychiatric unit? Let me tell you.

What actually happens when you go to the NHS for psychiatric help? Let me spill the tea…

*Trigger Warning - Sensitive Content* Today’s episode consists of my experience with suppressing my mental health, Stockholm syndrome & suicide.