Midnight Wisdom

17.05.2026 23:53 In bed excited to sleep. Broken dryspell. Loving life.

23:56 ​05.2026 Alcohooool isnt so Cool I had a night where it felt like a slept 100 Years and loved it Took me 2 minutes to upload! I could have kept talking.

23:48 03.05.2026 I understand. Weeks go by and I die.

393: Shaved Eyebrows 04.2026 22:52 I’ll have to see who I am now. Connect with the darkness. I still do want an energetic, fluffy Rottweiler. And a cat. And a new apartment. And 25k to 30k a month in revenue.

22:33 19.04.2026

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12.04.2026 23:50 More more more There is peace here already Give yourself to it Write Read Love

22:00 05.04.2026 Imm in bed, tired and looking forward to recovery.

29.03.2026 23:47 Learning so much.

23:07 29.03.2026 Recorded 28.03.2026 after breakfast. I’ve been going through understanding feminine and masculine energy a lot more and God has put me in a place to get deeper and deeper into that understanding. So thank you for that. I even have Jo visiting for the weekend and got to see my feminine reflecting against his. Started writing a new novel. Thank you universe. Your waves make sense.

22:52 22.03.2026 succeeded in keeping sexual energy for much longer. Proud. Possible because of how tired of got of how much I came uselessly in life and how much energy that took from me. Live is not the ejaculation. Dealt with a lot of emotions from the yoga school. Still some left. Looking forward to love more.

23:31 15.03.2026 Recorded Thursday 12th around 1 pm

23:20 08.03.2026 I’m done with everything. It’s all so stupid. I’m giving everyone the benefit of the doubt when they’re shit. Can’t believe it took me this long to really see the world’s darkness. And I’m darker sweetheart. Believe me. Khara 3a kulshi.

22:51 01.03.2026 ​03.2028 is going to be a special date How long are you willing to wait for your love? Instead of chasing it? I bought 4 wine tasting event tickets in Berlin. - overkill? Where would I go! I need a plan. After meditating 30 mins 3x a day I remember after a midday meditation I went and passed out on the couch and disappeared from consciousness for a while. I picked a fortune cookie...

22.02.2026 22:33 Ramadan Decisions made and being made Got rid of a lot of things in the apartment Understanding my sensitivity more and more.

23:46 15.02.2026 Commitment and growth. To a good next 6 weeks. There’s a floss string stuck between my molars Couldnt take it out Ambiguity is the word of the week - being ok with it Ambient music. Russian dubstep. Eagle. Giraffe. Bysone.

23:52 08.02.2026 I’m recording everything now My thoughts are coming together better I’m understanding marketing more I have great appreciation for shoalin monks Im practicing japanese consistently Im going up and down the stairs in my building often (very meditative) I went swimming and interval running this week I had dinner with two friends I stretched and did kungfu exercises with Liz I did re...

20:15 01.02.2025 I’m coming back to focus again. Looking forward to it. Love you Khalid. Let’s go. This is a phase of coming back to focus. Understanding what structure is. Having a plan and moving forward. And shibari, somehow. I went to a shibari jam on Thursday and chilled immensely. The atmosphere was so calming. The focus everyone gave while being so calm with such ambient music.

25.01.2026 23:16 Thank you for everything. Thank you for thankfulness

18.01.2026 22:39 I’m aliiiive and wellll. I need to put the meat in the freezer. I have to sleeeeep. I sparred yesterday and today. I’m alive. Thank you God.

22:37 11.01.2026 recorded on the 9th at around 10pm I’m uploading this from the airport as I wait for the border control. Had a horrible sleep on the plane and felt a bit.. odd Have been rather uncreative days and haven’t been able to write as I’d like. Guess it’s the movement Letting go of something again and allowing for something new. Let’s see how we grow and deal with this city. I wanted to c...

14:31 04.01.2026 Feels sad to know I’m leaving here soon. I see how emotionally regulating it is to have people around you who treat you as people instead of another object in their atmosphere. I understand why I broke at my ex housemate how I did. And how that energy and selfishness around me isn’t something to admire or appreciate. I see that I’m forgiving of people too much instead of taking a...

22:49 28.12.2025 In the hotel room. Excited but tired. Tomorrow is a new day!

21.12.2025 23:30 At my cousins watching fighting. Thinking of whether I want to sleep or not.

23:56 14.12.2025 Looove life. Goodnight.