Try to be Happy :)

I talk about briefly about my wisdom as a 25 y/o, some balance in my life, a little bit of trauma, family and my feelings about some topics like youth and sexuality. These topics are not properly talked about in depth so bare in mind it's a shorter episode with room to discuss further. I also reintroduce myself as Silly or well, Existing Silly on Twitch, YouTube and Tiktok. Feel free to join the d...

This episode I am joined by one of my Twitch Community Members, The one and Only Walldoser. Walldoser is a fun teddy bear type of guy, but even he has to try and be happy. We speak on many topics, for a packed episode on his family life, childhood and mental health, specifically OCD and the internet and young children. Walldoser tries to make the most of his situations and it shows, he offers some...

Let's keep it light cause damn have I been dark lately. Forgetting what the main prompt of this show is, it's to try to be happy. So in spite of having to face all the negative from childhood I will be ignorant of it for now and share some of the highlights of little soggy as a young soc. I hope this is light and entertaining to you all haha. From junior kindergarten, drawing sussy things in gr. 2...

People suck. But so do I. Patience is a virtue. Hard to have. Peace on Earth sometimes can be hell. I talk about my week, past, present and future what has been weighing on my mind.

Is co-existence really co-existence if you can't allow other people to actual speak to you? Can people learn to unlearn? Am I just some random who only knows a fraction about myself and the world? The answers to these questions shall be addressed not solved through todays episode. Let's talk about Landlords, Supers, My analytics, Finances and the pain of being a human being with other shitty incon...

I'll be honest, I have no idea what I was talking about exactly for this summary. Idk I suppose it was just a weak for me ehe. No but seriously, I think I just talk about my issues as usual specifically on identity and vulnerability.

Going on a hiatus, cleaning my apartment, using the tik of tok, working on finances, giving myself time to heal. All these things require patience, kindness, balance and respect for myself. Let me share what I am planning for a month and a half and why it's an important lesson to give yourself grace!

Sorry for the unplanned break, if anyone cares. I am in the process of getting positive again, but life still happens however it wants. I will just be giving a rundown of my 'rundowns'. Hopefully I am gonna be more consistent and happy in the coming months ehe.

Apparently this year no resolutions are the new resolutions. No new goals, milestones, achievements to be planned, its a go with the flow kind of year. This year I need to focus on the old resolutions and continue to develop the opportunities and growth I have started this last year. However I will discuss in this episode my fears going into 2023.

I hate a lot of things during this season but especially my own birthday, can you relate? I share my experience with the 'special' day and why once again I probably need new friends and better communication to old ones.

I am back! Kind of? Guess we will challenge the consistency? This is just some updates and some realizations I had while letting this podcast slowly rot in a corner. Anyways, commitment is hard and life sucks, but let's do our best right? @1:03 trigger warning!

Having conversations with new people can be a lot of different things, but what if we try to make it a learning experience? Sometimes we need to be humbled and understand we are not done learning and that the experience of being human, happy and living is even more rich when we do continue to learn and listen to others. But who the f*ck knows I am only some sad girl could be wrong

warning low quality sounding episode! Once upon a time, I was trying to figure out an episode topic all week and when I finally had the idea the software glitched, but then a magical and very annoying text came hither to me and thus began the rant of soggy at 3 am. Feel free to skip this episode or listen, listeners ears discretion please be advised. Next episode will be on time. I hope.

#sensitivetopicwarning Let's talk about why I suck...not just at everything but mostly friendships. I am still on the journey of finding myself and being humble when it comes to my understanding of others but it took A LOT of reflection to get to where I am today :/ ..and I still new a lot more work to do *sigh* I will discuss the reasons why things didn't work out in a broader sense & hopeful...

It starts off with me super excited to talk about whatever is on my mind, but definitely listen for the bs that I say as I also roast myself throughout some of the audio. Let's talk about motivation and the problems I have had with it though and hopefully all the crap I said earlier doesn't resonate with you and that will instead.