This Is Insanity

In this episode of This Is Insanity , we unpack the title track, “Insanity.” After years of trying to change myself, trying harder, praying more, making promises, failing, and starting over, I began to wonder if I was the crazy one. The cycle felt endless. The definition of insanity is often said to be doing the same thing over and over while expecting different results—and that's exactly how...

In this episode of This Is Insanity , we unpack the title track, “Insanity.” After years of trying to change myself, trying harder, praying more, making promises, failing, and starting over, I began to wonder if I was the crazy one. The cycle felt endless. The definition of insanity is often said to be doing the same thing over and over while expecting different results—and that's exactly how...

In this episode of This Is Insanity , we unpack “Fool’s Errand” — a song about the voices from the past that never seem to stop calling your name. Even after choosing to follow Christ, the past has a way of lingering. Old desires. Old memories. Old ways of thinking. They don't simply disappear; they become like a ghost that follows you, whispering that resistance is pointless, that you're...

In this episode of This Is Insanity , we unpack “Fool’s Errand” — a song about the voices from the past that never seem to stop calling your name. Even after choosing to follow Christ, the past has a way of lingering. Old desires. Old memories. Old ways of thinking. They don't simply disappear; they become like a ghost that follows you, whispering that resistance is pointless, that you're fighting...

In this episode of This Is Insanity , we unpack “Ain’t Good Enough” — the most emotionally vulnerable song on the album. For years, I wondered what would happen if I stopped fighting. If I gave myself permission to pursue everything I had spent so much energy resisting. Would I finally feel free? Would I finally feel understood? Would the ache go away? In this song, I follow that imagination as fa...

In this episode of This Is Insanity , we unpack “Ain’t Good Enough” — the most emotionally vulnerable song on the album. For years, I wondered what would happen if I stopped fighting. If I gave myself permission to pursue everything I had spent so much energy resisting. Would I finally feel free? Would I finally feel understood? Would the ache go away? In this song, I follow that imagination as fa...

In this episode of This Is Insanity , we unpack “Is This Your King?” — a song born from the disappointment that comes when God doesn't seem to save us the way we expected. Many people in Israel longed for a Messiah who would overthrow Rome, restore their nation, and usher in immediate victory. Instead, Jesus arrived in humility, spoke of suffering, and died on a cross. For many, He looked noth...

In this episode of This Is Insanity , Jonathan, Cammie, and Hez finish unpacking “Fairy Tale” — a song about the stories we tell ourselves when longing becomes louder than conviction. After wrestling with temptation for so long, a question begins to emerge: What if the thing I've been resisting is actually the thing that would make me whole? What if stepping into these desires would finally br...

In this episode of This Is Insanity , Jonathan, Cammie, and Hez unpack “Fairy Tale” — a song about the stories we tell ourselves when longing becomes louder than conviction. After wrestling with temptation for so long, a question begins to emerge: What if the thing I've been resisting is actually the thing that would make me whole? What if stepping into these desires would finally bring peace,...

In this episode of This Is Insanity , we unpack “Fire” — a song about what happens when desire refuses to stop presenting itself in the life of someone who is confused. For many Christians who wrestle with same-sex attraction, the struggle isn't simply knowing what they believe. It's living with desires that don't disappear. Desires that feel powerful, persistent, and, at times, overwh...

In this episode of This Is Insanity , we unpack “Dance” — a song about the confusion of trying to take holiness seriously in a world that constantly sends mixed signals. What happens when churches preach that certain lifestyles are sinful, but never address the leaders, artists, or influential people on platforms who seem to openly live in those same realities? What does that do to the person in t...

What does it mean to be a man? Who gets to define it? And how do the environments we grow up in shape the way we see ourselves? In this episode of This Is Insanity , Jonathan Solomon and his guest, Cameron Hodge, continue their deep dive into the album Allegory of Insanity by exploring track four, “Never Feel At Home.” The conversation centers on Jonathan’s experience wrestling with manhood, ident...

Jonathan Solomon and his guest, Cameron Hodge, continue their in-depth discussion of the album "Allegory of Insanity." In this episode, they focus on tracks 2 and 3, titled "Abomination" and "What Does It Mean," respectively. These songs explore Jonathan's and Cameron's childhood experiences as they navigated their understanding of sexuality at a young age.

Jonathan Solomon and his guest Cameron Hodge, begin the deep dive into his album "Allegory Of Insanity." They are beginning with track 1 and are going into the state of mind of someone who struggles with sexual brokenness in the kingdom of God. Cameron shares some of her own testimony and lets us know why she is so passionate about this particular topic in the church.