The Ramblings of an Insomniac

Send us Fan Mail Remember when our parents would ask us, “if everyone jumped off a bridge, would you?” Their point being, not to blindly follow. To use your own brain.  Nowadays it seems people leap without looking? Just follow whatever trend of the week is getting attention? To follow a trend.  I talk about putting my pet’s needs and health before my own. Making sure THEY have their supplements a...

Send us Fan Mail In this episode I discuss getting out and trying new things. In this case, it was tap. I strapped on my tap shoes and tapped my heart out. Did I look like an idiot? Hell ya! Did anyone, including myself care? Heck no!  I also talk about trust. Trust in humans. Being aware of your surroundings. Not being gullible.  Yet also not assuming everyone’s bad and out to get you. I discuss...

Send us Fan Mail What’s been preventing me from counting sheep? SCAMMERS! Con artists. Those that get off on taking advantage of vulnerable people. Those that use control and power to manipulate.  Some con others for attention. Others simply to see what they can get away with? For the rush of all the balls in the air.  I can’t wrap my head around people that go to such great lengths to deceive. I...

Send us Fan Mail In this episode I discuss learning from our mistakes, Darwinism and never saying, never.  Support the show

Send us Fan Mail What’s been keeping me up? Disrespectful humans. People that can’t seem to act civilized or like a normal, functioning member of society? Those that cannot seem to coexist?  I talk about communication. The lack of communication people have. Instead of communicating, I discussing, talking things out, people escalate things.  We all have choices. Free will. Morals. Standards. Each o...

Send us Fan Mail In this episode I discuss my insomnia. My head is gooey and feels like a marshmallow. I  feel so lost. Sad. Regretful. I can’t stop thinking of my mom.  I talk about bullies and my deep intolerance for them. I discuss the justice system, insomnia and my peeping tom habits.  I also talk about people caring more about the content on their social media page than the content of their...

Send us Fan Mail The, “what ifs,” are taking over. I am currently wide awake, anxiety ridden. Can’t sleep. Thinking of my mom. Wondering if I could have done things differently? What if I didn’t encourage her to move? What If I spoke out more?   I should have said more to my mom and taken better advantage of time with her? I keep replaying the phone calls of my telling me how scared she was to die...

Send us Fan Mail What’s been preventing me from counting sheep? Personal space and boundaries.  In this episode I discuss people feeling it’s OK to invade your personal space? To disrespect both physical and personal boundaries.  I feel boundaries are very important. We need to let others know what is/is not acceptable? What you will tolerate as a partner, parent or friend. Allowing people to walk...

Send us Fan Mail What’s been keeping me up? Crazy people. Mentally unstable humans. Pessimistic, unhappy, ungrateful humans. Those that go out of their way to try to bring others to their miserable level.  But I refuse to follow. I say, rejoice in the rain like Drew Barrymore. Sing and dance like no one’s watching. Because it’s OK to be HAPPY. To be PROUD. To celebrate life and be thankful.  Hate...

Send us Fan Mail In this episode I discuss being awake. I can’t sleep. My body is ready but my brain  has taken over. Videos from social media are playing in my head. Videos of people acting like animals. Humans behaving like savages. I can’t handle the violence. It’s keeping me awake.  So, I am on, yet another sabbatical from social media. I can’t get sucked in to the black hole that is negativit...

Send us Fan Mail In this episode I discuss faking it till you just can’t any more. Putting on a happy face, even when times are tough. I feel we need to walk talk, with confidence and take pride in ourselves. Because if we don’t, who will? If we don’t take ourselves seriously, no one else will.  I discuss why animals help our confidence. You can’t lie to a horse.  What’s been keeping me up? CONFID...

Send us Fan Mail In this episode I discuss regrets. I feel regrets and guilt cause big health issues. There’s nothing you can do to change the past. All you can do is learn and move forward. If you continue to make the same mistakes, they are no longer mistakes. It’s intentional. You are failing to grow and are seeking drama. Mistakes happen once or twice. Beyond that, maybe it’s your choices?  I...

Send us Fan Mail In this episode I discuss CONFIDENCE vs arrogance. I discuss weak minded people that want to unalive confident, educated, strong people. Insecure people view those with confidence as a threat. Or is it something they covet? Something they WISH they had. They wish they had that person's ability to hold their head high and move forward with pride.  Because let’s face it, you ha...

Send us Fan Mail What’s been keeping me up at night? INSANITY!!! Crazy, psycho people running around causing havoc! Not just crazy people but those that follow, support and ENCOURAGE the crazy! What has this world come to? It’s sad. We’ve become jaded.  And now, people are making videos rejoicing in violent and psychotic behavior. It’s TRENDY to scream, abuse, destroy and assassinate. How is viole...

Send us Fan Mail Hello! In this episode I discuss, getting involved and educating yourself.  The mayor and politicians of our city decided that strong arming and bullying was the best route in getting their way? We, the citizens, should have been aware of what was going on beforehand. If we had educated ourselves and attended city counsel meetings, we would have been prepared.   I feel it is of th...

Send us Fan Mail What’s keeping me awake? Good people DYING! So OVER IT! Why are all the kind, hard working, good humans have to die? Fauci is alive and well. So many evil, terrible people are living life. Why?  I discuss abusive relationships and Hayden Panettiere. I am proud of her for speaking out about abuse. She also died too young. Sad.  This episode is based around relationships and good pe...

Send us Fan Mail What’s keeping me up? Manipulative people. People that get off hurting vulnerable, scared, humans that just want to feel secure for the first time? That want to feel safe and stable, for once? There are monsters that prey upon the vulnerable. That feed their egos by controlling others. It’s sadistic. It’s exhausting. It’s preventing me from sleeping and causing health issues… Supp...

Send us Fan Mail In this episode I discuss relationships. Abusive ones. Both mentally and physically. I talk about how stressful and scary it is to be in an abusive relationship. The time, energy and self esteem you lose. The stress it puts on you mental and physical health.  I also discuss love. Everyone seems to have their own definition of what love is? I’m noticing some see abuse as love? They...

Send us Fan Mail What’s been keeping me up at night? people’s lack of consideration!  I feel people forget they share the planet?  I discuss growing up, evolving, learning. I talk about glory days and those that still live in them.  I get in to my bad habits. The fact I allow my own family and partners to disrespect me. To lie, cheat and abuse. I give too many chances.   I talk about reparations A...

Send us Fan Mail In this episode I babble on about motorcyclists. The fact they seem to feel the rules don’t apply to them? Drivers in general need to start paying attention. I feel sixteen is FAR too young to have a drivers license. Why? Just… why?  I discuss virtue signaling, in all its glory. People love to talk the talk. Rarely do they walk the walk? Martha’s Vineyard anyone? Hey, if you feel...

Send us Fan Mail Alright, what the hell’s keeping me up THIS TIME? Trust. Betrayal. Narcissism. Sociopathic people. Ya know, normal stuff? Tired of all the above. Especially when it’s your own family or partner. When it’s someone you’re supposed to trust, it sucks even more.  I discuss the fact human seem jaded nowadays? No one bats an eye at anything anymore? It’s scary and sad.  I talk about peo...

Send us Fan Mail In this episode I discuss projection. People’s tendency to project their beliefs, feelings and thoughts on to others. I talk about people forming opinions based on one sided info. Based on things they’ve heard from one media outlet or one group of people. Instead of doing their research. Instead of gathering all of the facts.  I also discuss assuming. You know what they say about...

Send us Fan Mail What’s keeping me up? Gratitude. Being happy, at peace. Loving and living life.  People shouldn’t feel bad or guilty for being happy. For enjoying things they’ve earned. You can have empathy and sympathy for others, while still being grateful.  I feel awful for people and animals suffering. I feel terrible that people have difficult lives. I, too have struggled and have had a diff...

Send us Fan Mail This episode is as about imperfect as it gets. I somehow, pause the episode and don’t realize I’ve done so until quite a bit later? After it’s too late. Because of this error, I start discussing one topic and end up on an entirely new one? One minute I’m discussing hobbies. The next, I’m rambling on about imperfection. Which is pretty ironic? Sorry about that. Did it stop me from...

Send us Fan Mail In this episode I discuss being fabulous. Finding your inner fabulous and loving yourself. Taking the time to live life. Love being alive. Going out and enjoying yourself.  I also talk about having a hobby. Doing something for you and you only.  Support the show