The Diary

Finally, a new upload. It has been months but we are back. I explain why I felt the need to step away for a bit. How I have been growing as a person. How I have been trying to enjoy my time instead of constantly reflecting on everything. Also, I cut my hair. A major rant, and a long one at that. I have been gone for a while, and I needed to talk about nonsense. Hopefully you enjoy. New episode whe...

I know, it has been a while. I am back. Hopefully, I can stick around for a while. This episode is kind of a catch up. First, why I was struggling to make episodes and the mind set I had. Also, a show I have been into and the music I have been listening to. The ending topic is about my hair. Being called miss, ma'am, and now darling for the first time. A funny time looking back, but stinging at th...

This quick and short episode is dedicated to the mood swings Alex goes through. Trying to manage his emotions has always been a challenge. Alex has speculated and experimented with what could be causing these sudden changes in emotion. Looking back, there does not seem to be a reason. The changes in emotions seem to have always been there growing up. This episode is the beginning of this talking p...

This episode we are recapping the day Alex went to see Ivan Cornejo on his Mirada tour. First, his favorite youtuber is living the dream. Alex wants to do the same but is not sure how to go about it. Following this, is justifying purchases for the betterment of his health and the podcast. Then, a purchase that does not seem justified which is buying the tickets for the concert. However, it was a f...

No topic this episode, but Alex can definitely yap. First, a reminder to himself of how to use caffeine to your advantage. Second, Alex talks about some artists he listens to and some you wouldn't expect. Lastly, a vlogger he watches religiously is living THE dream. Follow along as Alex finally decides to start podcasting again. This episode is a month behind. So, stay tuned for what is to come! N...

A side of himself he does not normally share, Alex shares his party side this episode. These are some of the stories people ask him about. So, Alex has decided to share some of the recent ones. Starting off with some birthday parties from months ago. Alex talks about being drunk from his cousins signature drink, the three consecutive parties, and the police being on a manhunt. Also, the first expe...

Diving deep into the murky waters, Alex goes into further detail about why he is single. Following last episodes topic, he builds on other stuff that makes him want to stay single but also want a partner. Fighting internal struggles of adequacy, the infinite universe and your place in it. Also, does Alex have a social enough life? Is he spending time with people he wants to or does he need to chan...

A topic Alex keeps bringing up simply because he does not know what he wants. Does he want to be single? Does he want a significant other? The people around him have families, partners, or are married. He has none of that. Sad, but of his own doing. He goes on to explain why he is single and what it means to him. Alex then goes on to talk about random stuff like turning his garage into a workspace...

Sharing information online is fun, informative, and entertaining. However, when you are in the spotlight, when does sharing information become too much. For example, Alex watches a youtuber religiously and feels that he knows too much about this person's life. However, it is this person's job to share their life on the internet. Alex sees that and begins to wonder if he is sharing too much. Alex e...

Feels good to be back to our regularly scheduled program. Alex has bought a new camera which is what he is using in this episode. Testing it out for the first time while also filming a longer episode has been great so far. Now, Alex has no excuse as to why it takes so long to make an episode. Exporting is a different issue. Regardless, this episode was fun to make. The title Endure is also the nam...

This episode is a chill talk about the things I enjoy to do. Some stuff that I do not enjoy and what I would rather be doing. For example, partying is not something I generally enjoy. I prefer being at home and enjoying my peace. I do like to go out but my idea of fun is not the same as everyone else's around me. Everyone likes to drink and party. I like to do activities and have a good time that...

It took a while to make this episode. The first time I have fully went through making a sort of a vlog. Not the first vlog I have made but the first vlog I have liked. So, hopefully you enjoy this episode. I had fun making this and challenging myself with learning something new. I would love to make more vlogs of exploring some places. Stayed tuned as I do have more planned in the future. This epi...

Alex touches up on future episode plans in the beginning again. He then talks about some shows he likes and comedians he likes from different platforms. He notes some of his favorite comedy specials that are worth watching. He remembers one his favorite comics was in town. He then realizes a singer was also in town, and other artists where all together in a different city he's recently been to...

Alex is trying to figure out why he has been under the weather. He shares his thoughts as to why this is low might be going on. Alex then goes on to talk about his upcoming plans for the podcast. The episodes he owes the audience because he has not filmed yet or was not able to in the past. Things like vlogs and how the San Antonio trip and the Mexico trip were supposed to be vlogs but he sort of...

To start the episode, Alex starts off with his realization about how coffee is made. A very dumb discovery for Alex, but a needed one. Also, Alex talks about his discipline with diet and exercise. It is not good at all and he knows all it takes is discipline. Another discovery about an old family camera sends him down a spiral. How much does the camera matter if it is there? How much do you even r...

This episode is all about some of the podcasts that I like. Different topics that are brought up and my thoughts on them. A bunch of topics I am not an expert in but genuinely curious in. Also, a couple of topics from my life. I am an expert in my life but from the sounds of things it does not seem like it. A back to back episode as a return from not uploading for two months. It is good to be back...

It has been a long time since Alex has uploaded an episode. Multiple attempts have been made to make and edit different episodes but with no luck. Finally, after two months, Alex has liked an episode he made and gets back into the groove of things. So, to update you on the current life events, the old charger keeps breaking down. Now, Alex is thinking about buying a new car. What car that may be w...

This is a reflection type of episode. First, going on a little bit more from last week’s episode about drinking. Some stories about how Alex decided not to drink and the few exceptions when and what he will. Also, next episode is episode 100. A huge milestone for Alex. Granted this episode should of been out a long time ago but here we are. Unsure about what to do, Alex brings up different plans h...

There are a lot of reasons I do not drink. Some reasons I have done and other reasons I am simply being responsible. Seeing people drive under the influence, and have done it myself as well, is always a reminder of how idiotic it is. I actively choose to drive myself everywhere and thinking about others and myself is what keeps me from drinking in public. Not only that, listening to people like An...

The first half of the episode, is full of random topics Alex has in mind. The second half is the main topic of choosing to be single and choosing to not have much of a social life. This episode is just the beginning of this topic. To start, Alex talks about working and how that is taking up so much time of his. He does not mind it taking up time because he knows it will pay off in the future. Hope...

With no real topic in mind, Alex takes us on a journey of catch up but not actually. It is mainly just a quick little recap on some of the stuff going on. Little sleep calls for grumpy pants, making this podcast is a dream, accidently breaking stuff, and a horrible time with his dog are some of the stuff he talks about. A quick fun episode to get you through your day. Hopefully you enjoy! Follow t...

Alex is not the person to let things affect him. However, when he is lacking sleep, things do start to pile up. Alex recounts one little thing after another that starts to bother him. It wasn't much, but he is in a down mood. He is not running on all gears yet he is here for our entertainment. This is all the beginning of the episode while the rest of the episode, Alex talks about some Artists...

The main talking point of this episode is Alex learning how to call bullsh*t on something through his writing. Over the years of writing, Alex has learned to realize that if he writes something down and it doesn't feel true, then it is probably not. So, this episode is about that. Along with other random talking points as well. This episode is a lot of fun. Hopefully you enjoy. Follow the podcast...

To talk about what it takes to make one of these episodes, Alex explains some of the challenges. First, it is limited time everyday with all of the things he needs to do. Second, the editing process itself takes a lot of time because he wants the audio to flow and be of quality. Lastly, his hopes and dreams for the future of the podcast. To make this thing a career and to have the freedom to only...

This episode is an update episode. Surprisingly, we have not had an update from Alex in a month. So, he updates us on the Jawzrsize he bought to actually exercise his face. He also updates us on his candles, his perfect pen to write with, and some random products he wants. He finds out some everyday carry items with outrageous price tags. Finally, a keyboard rabbit hole he found himself in. Hopefu...