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Desperately Seeking Cup of Water I would get one myself but I’ve just settled in for my late afternoon nap. I don’t need a full glass, a full cup will do. I know you’ve been there: partially parched and close to near death as your bones wither down to the marrow. Plastic cups with the Millennium Falcon are preferred. Thor artwork will do. Toy Story cartoons are forbidden. Please ring the doorbell...

When I stop and think about it, I wanna justify and provide backstories because I feel bad. I worry that people will think less of me. But then on the other hand I’m totally up front and honest with everybody all the time. I think that life is meant to be cherished and explored and lived and this and this and this. I think about my heroes like Hunter S. Thompson who actually lived and loved his li...

Life brings me a lot of happiness. Like going to a real estate open house with ***** just for fun. Or seeing an unexpected cute little flower in my yard. Or eating cherry pie bars with ***** on a normal weeknight. Most days I remember those are gifts from the cosmos. I only need be my best self and I get all the blessings. God will literally throw shit at me to be happy about. > Here, this is awes...

It’s very unfortunately when pain feels normal, when dysfunction is routine, and agony okay. Absorb the truth that all are unacceptable. When we open the curtains that shadow our fireflies, let their light glow alongside infinite others, no pain is too great to release. And by doing so, someday soon the well of miserable sadness will go dry. Sometimes we’re ready to move on. Sometimes we’re not. S...

I’m sure I’ve said this out loud before but I’ll say it again for those who haven’t had the pleasure. I’m as emotionally stable as the next emotionally stable person when it comes to the negative variety of criticism. I can take a harsh word and a lash of the tongue without a flinch. Fine, good, whatever.. Let it roll on by after a review. With the caveat being that when the scales of criticism sw...

You know how sometimes you want something so bad. Think about it day after day, get angry and frustrated because nothing changes… I get it. I’ve had my fair share of being stuck in jobs, relationships, stuck in some kind of mud. But trust me when I say that good things are being sorted out in the background. Too often it takes a long mother fucking time but the stars *will* align. Possibly a coupl...

> I come home from work and nobody’s here. I open the windows and hear the birds chirping. We’re never alone, peeps. ❤️ I was thinking about this more this morning, thinking of how limited I am when I live only in my own head, confine myself to only what I see in front of me. When I’m home alone I’m regularly reminded of my aloneness. The sounds of my feet on the whitewashed plywood bounce around...

So I wait at the way station Wish I knew what for She says we’re nothing more than frauds In this hollow little world of ours She sits and screams depravity Flows through her veins, it’s plain to see This is not reality And if it is it’s not for me This is not reality And if it is it’s not for me I have dropped like a doll upon the floor Discarded my dreams the day before As I did my hopes the wee...

…that made your dreams come true Don't you love the way I degrade you Don't you love the way I degrade you I degrade you Even though I'm plastic masking tape Around your face After finished with your mouth With your mouth Sick and wrong, sick and wrong And as plastic as the day is long Sick and wrong, sick and wrong And as plastic as the day is long Let your dreams come true Let your screams ring...

When the When what When the window When the When what Win or lose When the window Knocking at the door When the wind blow Better take some more What am I? Where to? What am I on? Oh my, my god I’m so far gone I got bugs Crawling in my skull Only cure I know Is to take some more So I put on my trench coat Sunglasses, overdose Outside my, my window It’s James Bond And the FBI and the CIA and the DEA...

What am I doing here? Without you, my dear? Why did you leave me alone With the clock I fear? Why you did this is still unclear I did not enjoy being left alone Within myself I’m not at home Without you With the clock I fear My derangement is shifting gears Pale rooms, apathetic apartment Life’s gone dry as parchment The plants all died Surrounded by a world grown dim Without your light My derange...

Feeling real good, feeling no pain But feeling good is not enough Isn't that a fucking shame Everything is fine, just killing all my pain But killing you is not enough This is not a fucking game All strung out, all fucked up Coming down on St John's Bluff All my life I wasn't right Lost my shit, who gives a fuck? All strung out, time's burnt up Spinning around on St John's Bluff You hurt me like s...

"I still think you ought to go in town and stay with your mother until I get back. This is our home and nothing's going to take me from it. Besides, most men try and keep their wives from going home to mama. Now toddle off and fly your flying machine, darling." Empty fills me, empty Went to Kansas But the devil went with me Handful of flowers, headful of thorns Room with a view of Arrow Head Day b...

Flooding boats with tides receding As I stare at the vaulted ceiling The landlord waits, the bills are showing Mind's off course, I see it's snowing Your sister stares, the worms are churning Cause all around her, her world is burning Cause all around her, the leaves are turning She finds it all most disturbing Cause all around her, her world is burning "Let me tell you a little something about lo...

Just last week in Kansas 5, 4 days before Fell up those steep stairs Jumped to the attic Just last night in Kansas Tracked the black magic Oh yeah Uh-huh Oh yeah Uh-huh Just me and your canvas Caught in vertigo Painted the bloodstars Under the rainbow I can't remember what I came here for Oh yeah Uh-huh Oh yeah Uh-huh Just last night in Kansas 12 short hours ago Spied on 'lectric spiders Tripped t...

With a head full of nothing But frightening stings Consciously remembering All the nightmare things We shouldn't have seen Too horrible to forgive The fighting in hell Too angry for silence Posturing for not For love that we sought And yesterday's answers Were tragically forgot As my candlelight romances The innocence we lost The shadows we fought

Travel down the darken stairs Without a sound, below the ground Don't be scared, we're well prepared It's okay with the candles lit The tunnels twist mile by mile Hold my hand, let's see a smile Forget what we left behind up there It's okay, we're just misfits The end is near but don't be shy Many good reasons why The best is yet still to come No need to say goodbye Watch your step, watch that rig...

"If you want to serve the Devil, serve him. But make a choice." A week of Sundays I spent wandering On infected heels, strung out mindlessly Broken glass in between the tenements Cuts my feet, but I won't retreat Was any of that real? The scars say maybe Went somewhere god didn't even know me "He warns them that the judgements of God will fall upon them Unless they live for the Lord As for me and...

"Counselor? Counselor? Is that you? Counselor? Come out, come out wherever you are." Put your body into motion Remember that dance you did before Don't talk no shit, I'll falsely listen Cause I know god's got nothing more Times have changed but it makes no difference Don't listen to those treacherous whores Dance for me By the back door Let's explore Submit to me In Middle C Don't abandon me Like...

Moon is washing out the lunacy Glowing tides ignite my curiosity Pocket full of nuts and no currency Sharpening my knives oh so delicately Lacerated my tent, ha! I'm hairless Bliss of accelerated, shady awareness Couldn't stay awake, a milky shake careless Counseled my jury in all due fairness Not a taste of guilt but I'm always suspicious The trial's finale, I'm victorious Heighten my twitch to b...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uZL1_nIH3CI Weird the things we take with us to the lake Keepsakes in our veins with us in our lanes Kissing at the stoplight In the broad daylight Double parked in your car Smoking with the stars I sucked I guess at just being cool And there you were eating all the glue 5 minutes to, to Cicero Heard a love song and thought of you 5 minutes to, to Cicero Running far...

I'm a whore in the between, layer of pig Dirty boar, tarnished clean, layer of pig Flooded shores, rusted meat, lair of pig I can't be who I am if you want me to be Something, just something fucking else Does this all make sense? I can't be who I am if you want me to be Something fucking else You adore soiled queens, layer of pig Thirsty pores, mud vaccine, layer of pig You're the whore, tap dance...

Dripping from lips Perceiving this girl My heart trips Sipping finger tips Sweat with wet My mouth unzips Liquid sex When I'm down Around your lips Liquid sex Lash my tongue About your clit Liquid sex Just how wet Can you get? Liquid sex Just how wet Can you get? Gripping silken hips Breathing these curls My dick rips Stripping on ships Pet my jet Ever ..oh.. whipped Liquid sex When I'm down Aroun...

You are not a slave You are not a fucking slave 24865017-61850955 To accept the charges Press one now The more I am made To feel leashed and shaved The less I am enticed By the dull warmth Radiating your cage Butterflying lice Radiation your face Acne price Touch, punch, fuck Touch me now, punch me now Fuck me now, I am cold You might scare people with that message It was a good one Wouldn't scare...

I had forgotten What it was like What it was like To be fucked up Forgotten, I had forgotten What it was like I had forgotten What it was like Fucked up Fucked up Fucked up To be fucked up Forgotten What it was like What it was like I had forgotten To be fucked up I had forgotten What it was like Forgotten To be fucked up Fucked up To be fucked up What it was like To be fucked up I had forgotten F...