Still Star

The Tolerance You're Refusing Yourself If God is slow to anger with you, why are you so fast to anger with yourself? We use the word "tolerance" to diagnose our culture and our politics, but it’s nowhere to be found in Scripture. This week, Star kicks off a three-part series by looking at the one kind of tolerance nobody talks about: The mercy you owe your own soul. If you’ve been living under the...

Heaven Put On Skin: Finding the God Who Gets It When you're hurting, a faraway God doesn't help. We often picture the Divine as distant or detached, but in Episode 4, we sit with the moment that changed everything: when heaven put on skin. Jesus didn't watch our struggle from a distance—He stepped right into the middle of it. He felt the same hunger, the same laughter, and the same sting of betray...

  When Letting Go Feels Like Failure The day Star brought her son to a residential treatment center, she expected to feel relief. She didn’t. Instead, she found herself in the middle of a different kind of storm—the one where you’ve done everything you can, but your heart still feels heavy. This episode is for the mom, the caregiver, and the woman who keeps thinking that if she just held on a litt...

From Fear to Faith: Discovering the Real God What happens when the God you were given turns out to be one you can't stay with? As the daughter of a Pentecostal minister, Star grew up with a faith built on rules and "what-ifs." She eventually had to walk away from a faith built on fear before she could ever find the one built on love. This episode is for the woman who loves God but isn't sure she t...

Held Together (Even Here) For the woman who is white-knuckling her way through something she can't fix—you were never the one holding it together anyway. In this debut episode, Star shares the moments that cracked her open: a bad fall at SFO that left her unable to walk, followed by a heart attack and the wreckage of that season. If you’ve been pretending you're in charge because you're afraid of...