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My partner Chris and I talk about a cervical cancer diagnosis~ Talking about it out loud has proven to be very helpful for me. A vulnerable one! And also one I will remember forever!! Later in the evening after recording this episode, Chris proposed to me :') Roxanne is your host and music provider, find her at roxannestarnik.com Chris is the artist! find him here Chris Slaymaker

CK Kane is an American writer, Virgo, and middle child. Her mind holds memories like water: precise, interconnected, and reflecting unexpected corners of your own perception. Brilliant, bizarre, and wildly observant, CK has a knack for spotting strange beauty and weaving it into stories both mysterious and deeply human. She has a horse named Clue. Come along for a conversation that’s hilarious and...

Sanpriti is a brilliant astrologer and holistic healer who left the world of allopathic medicine to embark on a profound journey of self-healing and spiritual awakening. In this conversation, she shares her personal story and offers deep insights into astrology, Gene Keys, and the transformative power of self-discovery. Together, we explore a range of personal and spiritual topics, including astro...

Rachel is a serial entrepreneur who first made waves in the plus size fashion industry before transitioning into business and nonprofit consulting. With a keen eye for strategy and a passion for transformation, she has built and supported countless ventures and community projects—but her favorite job of all was being an edible chef during the height of the pandemic, where creativity and serving he...

Chris Slaymaker is a brilliant and prolific artist based in Los Angeles. Not only is he my partner, but he is also the talented illustrator behind all the Pause Portal Portraits—including this striking self-portrait! While we initially delved into his journey as a professional artist, we decided to center this episode around his deeply personal and transformative spiritual seeking. Rest assured, w...

Please see relevant & helpful links below! Hanna is a delightful human that one could talk to about absolutely anything and receive a wealth of impactful insight. And thats what we did in this episode; we spoke about Hanna's recent experience learning about her personal Human Design and of course we dance around the spheres of her Gene Keys. She is a brilliant artist and an initiate of Classical S...

It is Libra season. And today is the last Libra Solar eclipse for the next 9 years. I, a Libra rising~ present a conversation with McKay Gordon a Libra Sun, Moon and Mars who is illustrated here by Chris Slaymaker, a Libra Sun and Moon. You can't get more pleasantly Libra than this. McKay is a singing dance queen Somatic orca~ swimming deep in glitter waters. 3x Libra 3x Scorp of 12th house deepne...

Dre is a judge, crochet freak, movement nerd, one-time sad-girl SoundCloud rapper, a humanist and a former death row lawyer. They are one of my most fav people in the world to talk to and we gab about Gene Keys, Human Design and plenty of existentialism to last you a month! Enjoy Artwork by Chris Slaymaker Music by me https://www.instagram.com/roxanne.starnik Join the Patreon https://www.patreon.c...