Midnight Wisdom

23:52 08.02.2026 I’m recording everything now My thoughts are coming together better I’m understanding marketing more I have great appreciation for shoalin monks Im practicing japanese consistently Im going up and down the stairs in my building often (very meditative) I went swimming and interval running this week I had dinner with two friends I stretched and did kungfu exercises with Liz I did re...

20:15 01.02.2025 I’m coming back to focus again. Looking forward to it. Love you Khalid. Let’s go. This is a phase of coming back to focus. Understanding what structure is. Having a plan and moving forward. And shibari, somehow. I went to a shibari jam on Thursday and chilled immensely. The atmosphere was so calming. The focus everyone gave while being so calm with such ambient music.

25.01.2026 23:16 Thank you for everything. Thank you for thankfulness

18.01.2026 22:39 I’m aliiiive and wellll. I need to put the meat in the freezer. I have to sleeeeep. I sparred yesterday and today. I’m alive. Thank you God.

22:37 11.01.2026 recorded on the 9th at around 10pm I’m uploading this from the airport as I wait for the border control. Had a horrible sleep on the plane and felt a bit.. odd Have been rather uncreative days and haven’t been able to write as I’d like. Guess it’s the movement Letting go of something again and allowing for something new. Let’s see how we grow and deal with this city. I wanted to c...

14:31 04.01.2026 Feels sad to know I’m leaving here soon. I see how emotionally regulating it is to have people around you who treat you as people instead of another object in their atmosphere. I understand why I broke at my ex housemate how I did. And how that energy and selfishness around me isn’t something to admire or appreciate. I see that I’m forgiving of people too much instead of taking a...

22:49 28.12.2025 In the hotel room. Excited but tired. Tomorrow is a new day!

21.12.2025 23:30 At my cousins watching fighting. Thinking of whether I want to sleep or not.

23:56 14.12.2025 Looove life. Goodnight.

23:58 07.12.2025 with mo

23:53 30.11.2025 Was mean to my housemates and I don’t care.

23:16 21.11.2025 Had the best Muay Thai training today with Kru at SJMT. Trained with Christopher. Had a fantastic time. Learned many new things. I listened to Joe Rogan and Trump and also Elon Musk while playing hollow knight. That was a lot of fun. Missed a Japanese class on Monday while I was working at we work.

23:47 16.11.2025 Anger is owning me right now. I’m also Letting it. Post tea party. Coaching with Sven. Dreams intensifying.

23:51 09.11.2025 Closing tabs. After a full moon and a lovely date. I want to record another one as well.

23:48 02.11.2025 Hello November.

23:01 26.10.2025 daylights saving. Living in my own cave. Finding balance and love again. Taking time to heal and read and practice and learn the right things. Yalla.

23:15 Discipline and purity are the topics.

23:15 12.10.2025 I had a walk after eating on the 9th in the evening and it was great for going through all my topics. A lot of changes now all of sudden. Makes me think I’m living in a sit-com. I’ll have to record about it soon. Good night.

​10.2025 21:26 My best hurts but i’s fine. Im getting to see my heart in an entirely different way. The leopard in me is howling, and it’s hungry for life. I have a new hoodie and t shirt from my muay thai gym. They’re nice. Asked for red and white and got white and red. Accepted it.

20:34 28.09.2025 dressed in white. The ecoist subscription in my hand. Crossing the road. Red shoes and red feathery necklace. Tram still needs 20 minutes. Withdrawing cash, eating and going. I dont want to end my night because of a commitment that keeps me locked in place. Atm is here. Warschauer on a sunday.

22:35 21.09.2025 Resting in bed. Remembering to remain compassionate.

14.09.2025 23:48 Sunglasses on in my room. After theater and dinner at my place. Baba in the hospital. Mom lonely and lost. Me, lonely and lost. I want to choose where to go and get there. I don't want to stay in circles. No amount of meditation or fighting and working out is going to get me to where I would like to go. I want to get there through myself and hard work. I know where that is. Pa...

23:42 07.09.2025 About to fall asleep. One week since Lila game. Back in Berlin from my travels, to figure myself out again and what I truly want. Close to finishing Casanova Memoires

2443 2 steps Four by four pillars 3 rolls I toyed with cooper while this was uploading.

22:52 24.08.2025 Left Eindhoven to Faro. Hope it’s a good decision.