LUNCH TIME WITH DEMONS

In this episode, Abella tells a story about a recent conversation with a family member about friendship; what we expect from the people we love, what we actually need, and how messy those conversations can get. A simple chat turns into a reflection on how we outgrow old dynamics, how we choose better ones, and how family sometimes says the accidental truth we didn't know we needed.   A short, real...

Season One (Ep22 )This episode centers on healing, spiritual perspective, and the subtle ways the divine interacts with daily life. Abella shares an update on her post-surgery recovery and how the slow, humbling process has reshaped her connection with the divine, especially Lucifer. Abella describes how healing forced her to slow down, release expectations, and appreciate small, nuanced signs rat...

Season One (Ep21) This episode explores the figure of Satan, addressing common misconceptions while offering our own theological perspectives. The conversation acts as a "sneak peek" into Abella's book Lunchtime with Demons , which examines references to Satan across a wide range of sources from the Bible to the Satanic Bible . The hosts highlight one of the most persistent misunderstandings: the...

Season One (Ep20) This week's episode of Lunch Time with Demons we are discussing fear and how that impacts people working with the infernal divine . Abella shares a recent interaction with King Asmodeus, who prompted her to address a pattern he noticed: many of his practitioners have been ignoring him. After Abella made a TikTok video asking why people were avoiding his call, it unexpectedly gain...

Season One (Ep19) This week's episode Lunch Time with Demons explores the importance of self-care, intuition, and slowing down within spiritual practice especially when life becomes overwhelming. Ryan reflects on having to host alone due to Bella's illness, and how the situation became a lesson in listening to the body, honoring personal limits, and working with the Divine through flow rather than...

In this week's episode Abella gives us a card pull for the  week. we explore a theme that many of us overlook: how we spend our energy. The cards asked us to take an honest look at where our focus is going, and whether those places are actually aligned with our inner peace and long-term goals. This episode is a reminder that energy is not unlimited. When we invest in people, projects, and emotions...

Season One (Ep18) This week we dive deep into the tension between traditionalism and modernization in religion and the occult. We discuss how spiritual evolution often clashes with conservative mindsets, both in mainstream faiths and within alternative spiritual communities. We critique the growing dogmatism seen online, where practitioners police each other's beliefs, mirroring the same authorita...

Season one (Ep17) This week's episode delves into Halloween's historical, occult, and societal origins rooted in the ancient Celtic festival of Samhain. We explore how the modern, commercialized holiday began as a sacred time when the veil between the physical and spiritual worlds was believed to be at its thinnest. From this belief enduring traditions emerged: wearing costumes to hide from wander...

Season one (Ep16) We discuss control, prompted by Abella's personal experience recovering from surgery and feeling physically limited. We reflect on how control or the lack thereof affects not only external circumstances but also emotional regulation, accountability, and the ability to adapt when life shifts unexpectedly. The discussion reveals how easily control can dominate one's mindset, shapin...

In this episode Ryan walks you through a meditation with Satan to guide you find something you have lost in your journey it is filled ambient sounds to help our listeners fully immerse within the meditation.   Abella's Linktree

Season one (Ep15)  This week we have a brief chat after Abella's surgery as part update and talk about her team of the infernal divine that showed up to support her in this time of needed support for the surgery. The game that the surgeon was speaking to Bella about is "Cult of the Lamb". Thank you for joining Abella and I for this chat.   Abella's Link Tree Ryan's Link Tree

Season one (Ep14) This episode we dive into the Christian idea of Hell from a left-hand path perspective, tracing its evolution from borrowed mythologies to a tool of spiritual intimidation. We discuss how fear of damnation became embedded in culture and personal identity, shaping how people relate to spirit, sin, and self. Instead of viewing Hell as a literal realm of torment, we examine its symb...

In this episode, we explore the strange friendship between self-doubt and imagination, how the same mind that dreams of infinite worlds can also convince us we're unworthy of them. I talk about what happens when our creativity meets our clairs and why that tension is sacred, and how to keep creating & meditating even when you don't feel ready.     This one's for the dreamers who question everythin...

Season one (Ep13) We welcome newcomers into the world of the occult and the left-hand path, framing it as the beginning of the "fool's journey" a step into transformation, shadow work, and personal empowerment. We reflect on our own experiences and the joy of watching beginners approach this path with awe and curiosity. While we often dive into deeper and more advanced topics, we recognize that ma...

"I'm not here to give you polished answers. I'm here to be honest about feeling scared, sad, and human; so none of us has to feel alone in it."   Abella's Linktree    

Season one (Ep12) What do the words occult and Satan really mean, and how did they become the center of one of America's most bizarre moral panics? This podcast dives into the history, politics, and culture that created the Satanic Panic of the 1980s and 90s; when daycare workers, musicians, and even military officers were accused of secret Satanic cults, ritual abuse, and conspiracies that never...

Season one (Ep11) This week we dive into the world of the Clair abilities and the different ways intuitive and psychic perception can unfold. We explore clairvoyance, clairaudience, claircognizance, clairalience, clairsentience, and clairtangency, unpacking what each ability means and how it manifests. Through personal stories and lived experiences, we share how these abilities have entered our ow...

In this episode, we step into the presence of Prince Amon , a spirit whose name has carried through pharaohs, kings, and grimoires. Often confused with biblical figures and tangled in centuries of lore, Amon emerges not as a shadow of dogma but as a living current, a prince or king among the Infernal divine. We'll explore his origins, the shifting ways his name has appeared in history, and the ess...

Seaons one (Ep 10) In this episode, we're breaking down why shame-based teachings never lead to real growth, and how some "edgelords" in the occult use guilt, fear, and gatekeeping to trap practitioners into staying small. We'll look at the difference between manipulation and true divine guidance, and why real beings never teach through shame, but through empowerment, love, and sovereignty. This i...

Working with the infernal Divine isn't just pacts or prayer. Discover the many ways to build relationships with them, as friends, partners, mentors, or guides. When most people think of working with the infernal divine, they imagine rigid pacts or one-sided devotion. But the truth is far more nuanced. In this episode, we explore six distinct ways to build and sustain relationships with the inferna...

Season One (Ep9) This week we venture into the realm of elementals , those beings tied to earth, air, fire, and water who dwell at the threshold between the seen and unseen worlds. Far more than myth or metaphor, elementals are forces of nature with presence, power, and personality. We share our own personal stories and encounters with these beings, exploring the different ways they reveal themsel...

Season One (EP8) -This week's discussion of intimacy with the divine, what it means to cultivate closeness, vulnerability, and union with the deities we walk beside. Intimacy with the divine can take many forms: from the quiet depth of meditation where the presence of spirit moves through our breath and body, to the profound emotional and energetic connections that shape how we live and practice....

Step right up and enter the ring. In Welcome to the Circus, Abella guides you through a meditation that pulls back the velvet curtain on the madness we call our limitations. Here, you won't just watch the performance—you'll join it, becoming both the spectacle and the spectator. As the circus unfolds, you'll come face-to-face with the ways life has tried to silence you, dim your light, or chain yo...

Sesaon one (Ep 7) - In this episode we discuss the countless ways the divine reaches out to us in both extraordinary and ordinary moments. Together, Abella and I share how these communications appear in our lives, from the subtle acknowledgments that gently affirm our path to the more profound and complex experiences that stop us in our tracks. Through stories of our own shared encounters, we expl...

Season one (Ep6) - In this week's episode, we continue our exploration of covenants by turning inward—sharing our own personal experiences of the commitments and agreements we've made with the deities we work with. Rather than speaking only in theory or tradition, we open up about the living, evolving covenants that shape our spiritual paths, our practices, and our daily lives. Through this conver...