Conversations With Life

In the season finale of Conversations With Life, the hosts reflect on how to work with group fields practically and responsibly, asking how “responsibility” changes when we see ourselves as part of a larger, mysterious field. They explore the tension between strict containers that help groups cohere and the risks needed for growth, including how trauma is shaped by aftercare and resourcing. Using...

Join us as we expand our “group field” exploration from personal and social layers out into cosmic and galactic consciousness, arguing it’s irrational to assume humans are alone in a vast universe and noting growing “disclosure” conversations, including public comments from Obama and Trump. They discuss UFO accounts, the book American Cosmic, and claims of nonhuman interference with satellites, th...

Join us as we dive into the hot topic of political power and discuss whether our current world is heading towards tyranny or if there's hope for an attainable solution. We'll touch on historical movements, the differences in generational perspectives, and whether humanity's survival hinges on radical change. Get ready for an engaging and thought-provoking ride as we question the sustai...

Welcome to another episode of Conversations With Life! Join me, Xochi, along with Cedar and Keith as we dive deep into the magic of group field work during this season of global transformation. Feel that end-of-the-world tension? Yeah, us too. That's why we’re talking about the power of reconnecting with the Earth and rediscovering the sense of community. Ever felt a deep, soulful connection t...

Hey beautiful souls! 🌟 Welcome back to another enriching episode of Conversations With Life. Join Cedar , Keith, and me (Xochi) as we dive deep into the essence of community and why we do what we do. We explore complex questions revolving around humanity's perplexities, childhood memories, and the importance of connection. From the bizarre news stories to the captivating world of sacred sexua...

Hey folks! Welcome back to 'Conversations With Life'! I'm Sochi, and today I'm sitting down with Cedar and Keith to explore family fields and their intense energy, impact, and evolution. We dive into how family fields can nurture personal growth, reveal our deepest shadows, and play a major role in shaping our identities. Keith shares his journey from feeling confined in family rol...

Hey lovely folks! 🌟 Ready to dive deep into the chaotic, beautiful world of inner self and group dynamics? Join Cedar, Sochi (yes, that's me!), and Keith for an eye-opening convo in episode two of season six of Conversations With Life. We're unpacking 'group field technology' and sharing some epic stories and insights on how to get everyone—from spiritual circles to work teams—hum...

Welcome back to Conversations With Life for Season Six! 🎉 This time, we're tackling the magic and mess of working in groups. We dive deep into the soul of group dynamics, how hyper-individualism is cramping our style, and why 'me' often feels lonely without 'we'. Let's talk primal tribal wisdom, educational insights, and the unpredictable journey of emergent group energy....

Join us for an enlightening discussion at the Divine Assembly Revival, where we dive deep into the essence of questioning our beliefs and experiences. Hosted live with an interactive audience, this episode of 'Conversations With Life' explores the transformative power of inquiry, authenticity, and community. Topics include the challenges of questioning long-held beliefs, the concept of absolute tr...

In this episode of Conversations With Life we are live at Revival hosted by the Divine Assembly, we are joined by special guest Steve Erhart among revival participants in Eden, Utah. Steve shares the origins of his mushroom church, The Divine Assembly (TDA), and its journey over the past five years. The group delves into the intersection of psychedelics, religion, and spirituality, questioning whe...

Join Xochi, Keith and I in this fascinating episode of Conversations With Life as we delve into the intricacies of internal family systems and parts work. If you've ever wondered how trauma shapes your inner world, this one's for you. We'll explore methods like IFS and the Process Method, discussing how trauma isn't just a burden but a potential gift. What happens when your main pe...

Hello, lovely folks! This week's episode of Conversations With Life is a rollercoaster of a journey featuring none other than Keith on the couch (yes, that has a nice ring to it). Join Cedar and I as we dive into Keith's life saga—from sunny Sydney, Australia, to the snowy peaks of Logan, Utah, fueled by an adventurous student exchange that flipped his world upside down! Discover how a seemingly s...

What do lions, lizards, and lonely humans have in common? We’re all just trying to belong… even when it’s a cosmic setup. In this existential rollercoaster, Cedar Steve, Sochi, and Keith take a hilariously honest dive into the abandonment wound —that sneaky little feeling that no one gets us (because maybe they can’t). From primal fears and family trauma to the sacred art of blowing up your life (...

Ever wondered what happens when you sip cedar tea, have a mystical awakening in a Washington forest, and somehow end up both a shaman-without-a-tradition and the guy who used to run the poetry club? Yeah, us too. In this episode, we unravel the wild, wonderful, and extremely non-linear life of Cedar Steve—aka the "badass nurturer," "permanent stoner," and "inspirational an...

Hello and welcome to another enchanting episode of 'Conversations With Life'! Join Cedar, Keith and I as we dive deep into the wonderful world of magic (with a K!). We break down the difference between illusion and real magic, explore the power of positive thinking, and discuss how our perceptions can shape reality. From personal stories to ancient traditions, this episode is packed with magical m...

🎉 Welcome back to another season of Conversations With Life! 🎉 This time, Cedar, Xochitl, and I kick things off by turning the spotlight on ourselves. In this episode, we get an in-depth look at Xoch's transformative journey from her Mormon roots to discovering her spirituality, sexuality, and midwifery career. Expect a mix of humor, heart-wrenching moments, and raw honesty as Soji opens up...

Welcome to 'Conversations With Life'! This time, Cedar, Xochi, and Keith tackle the ultimate question, 'What does it mean to be alive?' From talks of simulations and genetic codes to deep dives into painful experiences and ecstatic highs, they explore the full spectrum of what makes life vibrant. Listen in as they share personal anecdotes, ponder big philosophical ideas, and even c...

Join hosts Xochi, Cedar, and Keith in this insightful episode of 'Conversations With Life' where they delve into the complexities of physical health and its intersection with the meaning path. The discussion unfolds with personal stories of fitness journeys driven by necessity and societal pressures, the impact of health on self-worth, and the judgment tied to body image. The hosts explore...

In this episode of Conversations with Life, we welcome our first in-studio guest, Colby, for a deep (and hilarious) dive into transformation, faith, and finding meaning in discomfort. From leaving behind a decade-long marriage and the LDS Church to embracing cold plunges, ecstatic dance, and the unexpected twists of community, Colby shares his journey of self-discovery and celebration. We explore:...

In this thought-provoking episode of Conversations with Life, Xochitl, Cedar, and Keith dive deep into the concept of edges—those moments in life where we encounter boundaries, personal growth, and the potential for trauma. From consent in unexpected places (like a medical exam vs. a mic check) to the psychology behind fear, boundaries, and personal agency, this episode explores how we navigate th...

In this episode of Conversations with Life, Sochi, Cedar, and Keith dive deep into one of the most raw and existential questions we’ve received: What’s the point? When the world feels heavy, when progress seems fleeting, and when hope feels like a cruel joke—why keep going? We explore the collective and personal waves of despair, the February Slump of life, and the cycles of meaning and meaningles...

In this episode of 'Conversations with Life,' join us for an in-depth exploration of the question, 'Who are you? Who am I?' Hosts reflect on the complexities of identity, referencing Alice in Wonderland's caterpillar, and delve into themes of spirituality, materialism, and self-worth. They discuss the impact of societal norms, the insidious nature of materialism, and how it infiltrates spiritual b...

Join us for Season 4, Episode 2 of 'Conversations with Life,' where we tackle our first community question from Amanda: 'How can I remain curious as an artist amidst the turmoil in the country?' We dive deep into the role of art in society, the importance of maintaining curiosity and openness, and the challenges artists face in today's polarized world. From the impact of political unrest on artist...

Kicking off Season 4 of 'Conversations with Life,' this episode delves into the vital themes of staying in the question and navigating the path of meaning. Join us as we unpack the importance of remaining curious and open, exploring the dynamics of ego and the journey towards self-discovery. From discussing how the need for answers can hinder growth to examining how ego death can lead to new quest...

Join us for our season finale episode of 'Conversations with Life' as we dive into the concept of sacred union, or the great work in esoteric thought. This discussion unpacks the pursuit of wholeness versus excellence, the challenges and rewards of integrating archetypes, the polarities of masculine and feminine energies, and the transformative journey towards achieving balance and fulfillment wit...