Britt and Sax

Episode 142 - Nya is in my bed so here we are 24.08.2023 4:00 ↓

Britt tries to record the podcast but Nya is happening. It was their first day of K and Sey's 1st day of 1st. Mommy has not slept more than 4 hours in a row for over 40 days.

Episode 141 - Grief and First Day Of School Prep 23.08.2023 11:28 ↓

Britt and Saxon talk about what happened on 8/22/2023

Episode 140 - Nerf Guns at the Playground While Grieving 18.08.2023 14:34 ↓

Britt and Saxon talk about what happened on 8/17/23

Back in Denver after 2 weeks off the grid - apologies for not responding and we love you 17.08.2023 9:31 ↓

It was a whirlwind, scattered, exhausting, emotional and beautiful trip to Oakland, Santa Cruz and Monterey with Pa. We got the death certificates and then lost them and then found them. One of many examples of the chaos that is grieving.

Britt in the minivan in Santa Cruz last week 17.08.2023 6:24 ↓

B managed to record one episode on our family trip to California in honor of Grammy. This marks the beginning of Season 2.

Saxon's last words to JB/Grammy/Mom 02.08.2023 3:31 ↓

Saxon shares the voice memo he recorded for JB that Britt played for her on her last day in the hospital, July 12th. Britt held it up to her mom's ear as she laid next to her in the hospital bed. Her eyes were closed, but she smiled as she listened. You never know when it will be the last thing you say to someone.

Grief notes from the spa 02.08.2023 12:03 ↓

Britt talk/cries in the Korean spa after a weird massage and tries to put words to this experience.

Britt sits in the parking lot recording her grief, after losing a recording, instead of calling her mom. 21.07.2023 6:32 ↓

Britt wishes she could call her mom, and tries to make sense of this stage of fresh grief. I love you mom. I miss you so much mom.

She passed away 8 days ago. 21.07.2023 2:51 ↓

Britt tries to make words come out through the tears and heartache.

Episode 133 - Cremation Arrangements 15.07.2023 9:57 ↓

One of the hundreds of calls you have make when your mom dies

Episode 132 - stay or go? 12.07.2023 0:58 ↓

go home and rest or stay in case this is the end...

Episode 131 - Hospital journal 3 - nothing to be afraid of 12.07.2023 2:45 ↓

britt and mom

Episode 130 - Hospital Journal 2 - hospice 12.07.2023 2:34 ↓

more of britt with mom at hospital as she navigates nurses, care, sponge baths, love, singing, medicines, ivs, emergencies, and more love.

Episode 129 - Hospital Journal 1 - flying to be with her before she goes home 12.07.2023 4:40 ↓

Britt spends the night with mom at the hospital and tries to explain what's happening.

Episode 128 - Britt back to Oakland, mom in hospital, past lives, camp, grief, forgot her purse 10.07.2023 10:32 ↓

Britt records a voice memo in her car trying to explain what is happening and what has happened in the midst of grief. Her mom is back in the hospital so she's boarding a flight to Oakland tonight and she forgot her purse on the way to the store to get camp snacks and rx refills.

Episode 127 - Britts Back In Oakland (Saxon Alone With The Kids) 29.06.2023 11:06 ↓

Britt and Saxon talk about what happened on 6/28/2023

Episode 127 - Britt Loves Summer, Saxons Hot, Solstice 24.06.2023 6:30 ↓

Britt...alone talks about what happened on 6/23/23

Episode 126 - Britt Loves Summer, Saxon Scared of the Attic 21.06.2023 9:27 ↓

Britt and Saxon talk about what happened on 6/20/2023

Episode 125 - Will Britt Snap and See Demons?? 19.06.2023 30:42 ↓

Britt and Saxon talk about what happened on the weekend of the 16th

Episode 124 - Britts Oakland Week 14.06.2023 9:02 ↓

Brittany talks about what happened on her week in Oakland. Saxon did not participate in this podcast because he was too busy answering all of Seylahs 4000 questions.

Episode 123 - Britt Leaves for Oakland Tomorrow. Dad Alone with Kids 08.06.2023 7:19 ↓

Britt and Saxon talk about what happened on 6/7/2023

Episode 122 - We Have a Kitten...Maybe? And Lasagna (together) 08.06.2023 6:09 ↓

Britt and Saxon talk about what happened on 6/6/2023

Episode 121 - Britt Accidentally Gets Too High (Its Saxons Fault) 06.06.2023 8:27 ↓

Britt and Saxon talk about what happened this weekend!!

Episode 120 - Seylah has Asthma and Saxon Forgets to Post 02.06.2023 10:10 ↓

Britt and Saxon talk about what happened on 5/30/23 and 6/1/2023 because Saxon forgot to post yesterdays episode

Episode 119 - Mom, Aunt La, and Tulsa 31.05.2023 10:19 ↓

Britt and Saxon talk about what happened on 5/30/2023