Blankthoughts

To erase, to preserve

To the ones who are fluent in lies and deceit

Am I too late? I brace myself in preparation for every possible outcome

Translation: love letter, this is a love letter to my friends, my soulmates. I hope this shows just a bit of all I feel and think about them. To every single one of you, that have wiped my tears; thank you. You can find the script on my instagram, background music is by cello notes on YouTube. Thank you ❤️

To love someone who loves someone else. Background music by cello notes on YouTube.

He beckoned and I listened. Beautiful Background music by Justine griffin, check her out on YouTube. Thank you TUFF for lending me your voice.

Written by jai and voiced by yours truly, river song is a love poem from my friend to her lover, background music by Itsamoney.

A prayer for you . Background music by zephyr Tao check her out on YouTube. Thank you anum for the cover.

setting fires they know they won’t tend to afterwards. Thank you anum for loving this so much, Thanks to Nasif Francis for his beautiful cover on YouTube. Check him out.

crossing lines we had no business attempting. Background music credits, to Brooklyn duo check them out on YouTube.

To my friend Yan, to myself and everyone that loves even when they shouldn’t. Thank you Steven, the man behind the guitar; thank you for letting me use your art.

In due time, you will receive what is befitting to you. ( credits to brooklyn duo for cello and piano cover, also you may leave me voicemails on anchor. Tell me what you think, or if you have requests. Kisses)

To all those who want but cannot have. Violin credits:- ItsAmoney

Sometimes regardless of the sparks it just isnt meant to be. You may never hear this, but it'll be in existence that you were my muse, and finally this is how I say goodbye.

They seek adoration, not love. They seek adrenaline, not depth.

A person who can endure pain or hardship without showing their feelings or complaining. To any man who listens to this, you don't have to be "a real man", to any woman who listens to this let your brother, your son or your friend have the comfort of simply being human.

Let me show you with my tongue, what my words are not enough to express.

A little self love never hurt anybody

To the ones who grew up without a father, To the ones who felt abandoned and left behind. It is from a girls POV but it is for everyone, this will be the last episode of season one. I hope to make season 2 lighter and happier, thanks for listening.

It's okay to be sensitive, being emotionally aware does not equate to weakness. There's a strength in feeling and feeling shamelessly.

Loss is a difficult thing to deal with, this is my way of immortalizing the one I've lost. I apologise for how my voice shakes.

Love isnt perfect. This is me being at peace with that.

The End, of a toxic Circle. A video is also up on YouTube for this, just search Blankthoughts Bewildered.

The beauty of it is. You dont have to understand to enjoy it to understand. Just feel it.

Bullying isn't something to be taken lightly. Especially In schools/ boarding schools. If you're being bullied, you need to speak out. I apologise for the shaking in my voice, I tried to sound strong but oh well. At the end my nerves were getting the best of me even more so, at the ending I said "before irreversible damage is done." It took a lot to speak about this, so to anyone who's going throu...