BiPolar Coaster

Recorded from Oct2nd-11th-Pac tribute on AEW-how online content farmers exploit the death-tearing up-show trials for celebs-Raja Jackson-Roman Reigns-Keanu Carver-funded incel movement-the boys club-Cornell 7 uncharismatic defenders-envisioned convos-can’t be triggered by propagandists-not being new to this fame shit-consequences for the summer lash out-being a product of Howard Stern-Dreams-conte...

Recorded from Sept25th-Sept30th-good open mic experience-mental illness during Fall & Winter-cigarette breath-horoscopes-normalized anti women sentiment-Hanzi isms in the podcast-wondering how I survived this long-lying in my past-recent local comedy specials-not letting internet dictate comedy-Howard Stern formula-Weird dreams-Chrisean Rock-Beef genre passed down to streamers-Converse-Shaq FB...

Recorded from Sept16-20th-Last week Smackdown AEW Collision TNA-This Week’s Raw-New music-mental illness during Fall and Winter season and how it might affect my ability to do comedy-dialing back on envisioned convos and positive visualization-trolls-being too old to be a full time comedian-Camron wanting Cardi B arrested-relying too much on horoscopes-correcting bad behavior from the past-how fan...

This podcast was recorded over the last week and a half-NXT Heatwave AEW ALL IN-Last week’s Raw NXT Dynamite TNA Smackdown Collision recaps-RIP Butcher aka Andy Williams-Mental health-Trolls-ppl wanting me around-some old Stern segments and blue print for cheap labor in entertainment-how they get ppl to be feds-thinking of all angles-horoscopes-creating chaos in my life-Joe Budden engagement-how t...

Recorded from August23rd-30th-Struggling to get out of event downtown with heavy traffic to see Smackdown-Troll amplifying harassment and lies after recent humiliations because he is a mercenary for different factions and hoping the worst on those making the call-mental health update therapy sessions-New music-The Game’s Documentary 3 being promoted because of beef element-J Cole being called perf...

Recorded from August15-20th-mental health hurdles, comedy, politics, celebrity, hip hop, new music, and wrestling recaps and discourse

Podcast was recorded through August 8th-13th-Aug8th where I felt I was going to feel alone on my bday and start thinking irrationally about how I never have the best birthdays and start questioning my existence and how it becomes easier each year that no one cares about your birthday-billionaire type put more effort to try and pretend no one cares than actually letting ppl naturally not care-fanta...

Finally found the file of the podcast audio that was deleted from my podcasters app because I gave Full Gear 2025 a bad review.. plus this is when the first Platner controversy started so look back at my thoughts on that.

August2nd-SummerSlam Night 1 Recap-RIP Vincent Pastore-mental health & avoiding agents in my life-handling my emotions better than in high school-not trying to go out of my way to pine-not feeling good long term putting effort to be irrational and resisting feelings-wasting most of summer w this irrational stuff-past sabotage-troll antics-bad political tweets-weird dreams-Aug3rd-SummerSlam Night 2...

AEW Redemption, RAW NXT Dynamite Recaps-mental health & fighting off irrational thoughts and admitting to vulnerable feelings at the risk of being mocked especially w vultures spying-buzzing in the wall vibration loud that its activated to elevate my already irrational thoughts-difficulties in social situations that reminds me of high school-industry factions being obsessed with me-not being afrai...

Troll coming up w mediocre fan fiction of me-they worry about me spiritually which is why they need me alive-when ppl say they need me here it is normally meant for more abuse and entertainment purposes-ppl want to align or oppose me to be characters in my life-over the last decade having diff handlers audition to be in my life-femcels wanting men to go incel route-spying on my journal entries-Hun...

Recaps of last week’s TNA Smackdown SNME AEW Collision-Weird dreams I have had-This week’s Raw and NXT recaps-New music-mental health and not knowing what to expect going back to comedy-putting my guard up-being in the Godfather 3 era of political/entertainment discourse-anti conspiratorial fake liberals-hypocrisy from older establishment comedians and free speech-Chappelle using gay slur to mock...

Brief thoughts about returning to open mic-Recaps of last week’s TNA Smackdown, AEW Collision, this week’s Raw AEW Dynamite and NXT-going into my mind state going back to comedy after a month hiatus, and not knowing if it will be the same post melt down-not writing my irrational thoughts down for several days-Forest fires in Canada and how the air quality looked so yellow it gave me a Tony Soprano...

Fending off the “imaginary” tactics that don’t officially exist-going over the accumulation of what Ive been through the last decade or so and how current situations remind me of the overall accumulation-really lengthy almost 2 hour rant about the Graham Platner stuff and how ppl keep falling for recycled marketing perpetuated by the compromised alt media-blind fandom for streamers, alt media and...

Mental health and systemic tactics meant to drive me crazy-how being kind to ppl makes them show their true hand to take advantage-when I feel bad for irrational rants the system ante up on the tactics-they amplify harassment to provoke me to make physical threats but when I tear down the psyche they get extra irrational that Im not self destructing-most of my life has been having to dumb down my...

The first 2 1/2 hours is recaps of TNA Slammiversary, AEW Forbidden Door, NXT GAB, RAW, NXT episode-trolling tactics-mental health-creating chaos in my life-cogs are still unwell even w all the perks if they get mad at my lowly opinion-edge lord schtick does not stand out if Im not around because ppl are surrounded by the hive mind-ppl who partake in mind games will have the same done to them and...

Recaps of Smackdown, Night of Champions, AEW Dynamite, TNA. AT the end of the podcast I add on a brief AEW Collision recap-New Music releases-mental health update and calm therapy sessions-not regretting being vulnerable even if it bit me in the ass-keeping my guard up from mafia cogs-limited talking points-Trolls-Dreams-Harassment techniques-trying to cook-people’s petty side always comes out-clo...

June20/21-listening to different covers-preparing mentally to put comedy behind me-makes it easier because no one will end up seeking me out because why give me any validation-eventually ppl get discarded from my memory-Dreams-Revisiting Artie Lange vs Teddy fight-industry heavy weights discarded me for the last 10 years-paying the price for trying to connect-not doing what I did in the past-being...

Since closing IG I won’t expect much of the comedy world to find my podcast because that would mean consuming something I produce and the vitriolic rant I go through is not me on the offensive it is me going on the defensive from tactics and mind games the last 3 years-This dominates pretty much 4 hours of the podcast to get stuff off my chest-cleansing myself from the community-my true value behi...

June 13th-cleansing my mind before going out-Dreams-Therapy-Trying to stay off social media-wondering if ppl will treat me like shit from hearing my rants-forced discourse over Tony Hinchcliffe comedy special-artists with accusations-new music releases-bored with wrestling discourse and Platner discourse-Karmelo Anthony-Elon Musk-marketing storylines using genuine plight-Trump-celeb involvement w...

Performing comedy while fighting off panic attack-Troll coming up w deranged fan fiction-going over accumulative stress and root cause-trying to die happy that I didn’t go regressive-bored with rebranded discourse-being in my head-being a social experiment-trying to reduce social media use-questioning why Im here-listening to old Stern segments-sabotage-karaoke version of edgy stuff-insecurities-n...

Recorded through June 4th-June7th-gradually going into mental decline-podcast numbers being lower when Im not as angry-being social vs being alone terminally online-reality shows wrestling fandom-fighting off panic attacks-testing myself to see if I can be out social for more than once a week since Ive gotten used to isolation-having to be in the right mind set to do comedy-past trauma plays into...

New Music releases-how it feels like listening to depressing music when Im happier-how mental strength maintained getting a long in my personal life-anticipating the come down-sitcom thinking-2020s juxtaposed to the late 90s and early 00s-having a good therapy session-past thoughts-preparing for vultures to strike-positive visualization-long term mental effects from streaming-Dreams-ppl who mental...

Recorded portions over the several days-addressing trolls who will only be important latching onto me who they deem irrelevant-getting into psyche of recruited trolls-how edge lord shit is not sustainable long term mentally-paying good advice forward-vultures cant reach me mentally so they nee to bring me to their level-being in a better mood until the irrational come down-blind fandom-easier to b...

Mental health update-feeling bad for irrational rants-trying to focus less on discourse when I see overview of things and how most things are filler Seeing reboots of 90s/00s propaganda-being from an era where it was dumbed down and how we were influenced by entertainment-envious of ppl who grew up in an era where there was allowed nuance-never having true freedom-past trauma-how marketing drama w...