Absolutely Me

Send us Fan Mail In this final chapter of my healing series, I open up about the physical side of trauma recovery—something I’ve never fully shared until now. From a surprise eye disease diagnosis to healing back pain and rebuilding my nervous system, I talk about the gritty, beautiful, and sometimes bizarre path my body has taken toward wellness. This episode is about more than health—it’s about...

Send us Fan Mail In this episode, we dive into wild ‘What If’ scenarios that might just change the way you see the world. What if honesty was mandatory? What if animals could talk? What if teleportation existed—but only for the ultra-rich? Some of these might make life easier, others could turn society into total chaos. Either way, get ready for some deep thoughts, absurd tangents, and a whole lot...

Send us Fan Mail In this episode, I sit down with my mom for a real conversation about her life, parenting, and everything in between. We talk about her experiences, the lessons she’s learned, and how things have changed over the years. It’s a mix of personal stories, honest reflections, and a few things I’ve never asked her before. Hope you enjoy this one as much as I did.

Send us Fan Mail The first year after escaping can be a whirlwind of emotions—fear, loneliness, guilt, and self-doubt creeping in when you least expect it. In this episode, we dive into the emotional aftermath of trauma and how your body and mind react in the months that follow. We also explore the lingering effects of PTSD—flashbacks, anxiety, hypervigilance, and the unexpected ways the past stil...

Send us Fan Mail It’s been almost three years since I walked away from my abusive relationship, but the journey didn’t end there. In this episode, I open up about what it was really like to leave—what I expected, what actually happened, and the emotional toll of those first months. I share the unexpected struggles, the lingering fears, and the complex emotions that come with breaking free. This is...

Send us Fan Mail In this heartfelt episode of Absolutely Me , I sit down with my sister Sammy for an open and honest conversation about her life—childhood memories, teenage struggles, college experiences, and her dreams for the future. We dive deep into emotions, personal growth, and what truly makes her who she is. From funny stories to raw reflections, this episode is all about connection, self-...

Send us Fan Mail  You’ve listened to me for 24 episodes, but how well do you really know me? In this milestone 25th episode, I’m sharing 25 things you didn’t know about me—broken into fun, quirky categories! From my weirdest habits and funniest stories to some seriously spicy hot takes, you’re about to learn it all. Stick around to find out which popular opinion I’m totally over—and tell me your t...

Send us Fan Mail In this episode of Absolutely Me , I sit down with my dear friend Savana to talk about her incredible journey through life’s ups and downs. From navigating family and financial struggles growing up to the challenges of marriage and motherhood, Savana opens up about the moments that shaped her resilience. We also dive into the complexities of friendship breakups, including a vulner...

Send us Fan Mail Happy New Year! In this episode, I’m looking back at 2024—the good, the bad, and the downright weird—and talking about what I’ve got planned for 2025. It’s a mix of reflection, a few laughs, and some honest thoughts about where I’m headed this year. If you’re in the mood to reminisce and maybe think about your own goals, grab a cozy drink and hang out with me for a bit. Let’s kick...

Send us Fan Mail I have a confession...I may or may not be violently high as we speak. JUST KIDDING! But I am going to be telling you all about my experiences being violently high while getting ketamine treatments from my doctor. Buckle up, it's a wild ride this week!

Send us Fan Mail There's not much to say about this episode, other than it's filled with all the female rage I've been holding in for 27 years.

Send us Fan Mail Are you sick of setting new years resolutions that never seem to get accomplished? Well me to. This year I decided not to set ANY resolutions, and just see where this year takes me. Join with me in talking all things New Years, and hopefully we can commiserate together. 

Send us Fan Mail Are you as nostalgic for Christmas as a child as I am? Join me in this episode as I reminisce about the joys of Christmas and what I miss the most about Christmas as a child. 

Send us Fan Mail It's finally here!!!! An update on my life and why I have been away for so long, and I have finally answered all your questions you submitted for me to answer. So buckle up...

Send us Fan Mail This week is all about dating and relationships! Me and my boyfriend have both had a rollercoaster of a dating past. Ups and downs all over the place. Luckily, we are both in the best place we have ever been in our lives and have the relationship of our dreams. Come along with us as we talk about our past dating lives, talk about red flags in dating, and what makes a relationship...

Send us Fan Mail I know it's been a minute, but I've got a life update for you! This episode is short and sweet but full of info on what is going on in my life. I hope you enjoy! 

Send us Fan Mail Just listen to the sound of my voice...something I've been waiting for you all to do for weeks now.  Listen to me talk about some things I've been loving about life lately, and some things I have really been struggling with. 

Send us Fan Mail Continuing our series from last week, my incredible aunt Melanie talks about the complicated relationship she had with her family after leaving her religion, and how she came back to spirituality after many years of feeling ostracized from the religious community. Melanie has amazing advice for those who are going through a faith transition, or may have loved ones who are going th...

Send us Fan Mail In this episode, I talk with my aunt Melanie McLaws about her experience with leaving the Mormon church. This two-part series covers a range of emotions and is a deep dive into what it's like to have a faith crisis, and ultimately, leave the religion you have belonged to your entire life. Melanie is incredible, and I hope you all love hearing from her and her life experience....

Send us Fan Mail The controversy around whether or not men and women can "just be friends" has been around for longer than I can remember. TV shows and movies growing up made it seem like every friend group that included boys and girls would all but guarantee a will-they-won't-they relationship between at least 2 people in the friend group. The speculation runs DEEP as to whether or...

Send us Fan Mail Grief is something everyone will have to experience throughout their life. Grieving a partner is an experience most people don't believe they will ever go through in their 20s. My friend Madison was kind and vulnerable enough to discuss her grieving process over the last 6 months after losing her partner Alan in an accident. I hope to have as much grace and eloquence as Madis...

Send us Fan Mail In this very special episode of Absolutely Me, I answer all your hardest hitting questions. From my relationship, to my faith crisis, to cringey life lessons, I answer the questions you have all been dying to ask. 

Send us Fan Mail In this episode one of my very favorite people, Mackenzie Graham, and I talk about narcissism and how it has affected each of our lives. Mackenzie grew up with a father who is a narcissist, and who is now serving time in prison for embezzling money from his law clients.  We discuss what narcissism is, what turns someone into a narcissist, and how to navigate relationships with the...

Send us Fan Mail This week's episode is PACKED to the brim. So much, that I had to break it into 2 episodes. I had the honor of interviewing Nicole for this episode, and we have the unique experience of being in an abusive relationship with the same person. We talk about our experience of being abused, how similar the cycle was for each of us, and what it took to leave. Over the next two epis...

Send us Fan Mail This week's episode is PACKED to the brim. So much, that I had to break it into 2 episodes. I had the honor of interviewing Nicole for this episode, and we have the unique experience of being in an abusive relationship with the same person. We talk about our experience of being abused, how similar the cycle was for each of us, and what it took to leave. Over the next two epis...