A Voice Less Ordinary

"... why did my abuser pick me? ..." This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

"... my state of mind seems fragile and unsur e ..." This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

"... We have walked straight into darkness and switched on all the lights ..." This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

"... so even then everything he ever did to me was illegal ..." This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

" ... I like therapy   ~   it changes you ... " This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

"... this could be Rotterdam or anywhere ..." This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

A bonus episode of various bits of writing, vague ideas or Wordpress daily writing prompts. 

' ... I think I have decided a few things, I don’t want to be owned by anybody anymore. I am pretty sure I am done with that. ' This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

' ... We are meeting today and i have woken up feeling anxious and a whirl of emotions. ' Open Journal #12 & #13 This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

' ... You do know that he never touched you for the intention of giving you pleasure? He only touched you because he enjoyed it. ' This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

' ... The crime was always small the retribution always huge ' This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

' ... I find myself talking of dark, intense, intimate things that I would never say elsewhere ' This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

' . .. I am fairly sure that by at least 7 years old I could disassociate almost at will ' Open Journal #17 ~ #20 This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

A bonus episode of various bits of writing, vague ideas or Wordpress daily writing prompts. 

‘ … I have asked often what I would have been if this had never happened to me. ‘ Open Journal #14 ~ #16 This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

'… we didn’t understand it then and we don’t understand it now’ This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

‘… I like it and despise it, it makes me feel shame and disgust in equal measure.’ Open Journal #10 & #11 This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

'... I always make the decision to stay awake. Tired is better than scared.' Open Journal #7 ~ #9 This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

 '…  if nothing else it will prove to myself that I mean this, this is for real, I’m not messing about' Open Journal #5 & #6 This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

'Touching the edges of fear. Leaning against the edges of understanding ' Open Journal #1 ~ #4 This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.