Bleu’s Kleu

Some people have a problem accepting rejection. When you no longer give someone access to you they lose their benefits. Can’t just be grown and let me get my stuff without confrontation.

Everyone is being inconsiderate and selfish. But it’s all good. Cause I know I was there for everyone. Im hurt and disguised! I don’t want to be bothered by anyone. Believe what you want. Y’all just selfish asf and inconsiderate. I got things going on besides love issues.

Nothing is getting any better. I have family attacking me. Asking “if I’m on drugs”. Stating that I “provoke” her. Saying I’m the “problem”. If you honestly feel like that FUCK YOU. Stay away from me. I have nothing to say to you. Everything I state is FACTS. I know it and She know it. Now we both gotta deal with our actions.

Starting to realize that I’m traumatized. This hurts my soul. I wake up at the same time of this traumatizing event for 2days straight now. I wake up in rage, disbelief, scared, and on guard. I’m uncomfortable. I silently cry thinking about it. And to think my birthday is tomorrow (9/13). I feel shitty. Useless. A waste. I feel lost. Like I know I’m going to have to take some serious time to get o...

Depression is no joke. Physical and verbal abuse is no joke. Trying to keep everything together and fell completely apart.

Tuesday August 17,2021 (late upload) Update on what’s been going on with Bleu.

Know your triggers. Know your partners triggers. Have good coping skills. More than one. Know your worth.

Going through this journey called life and every now and then you get tested. Well I failed my first test since my breakdown. Story time about what happened at work.

Bleu talks about her coming out story, past relationships, past experience with ex’s, acceptance, labels, stereotypes and more. We as the Gay Community need to do better with acceptance and supporting each other. Remember Love is Love.

Update on my situation. Bragging how good God is to me and those connected to me. What those try to break; God built to stand strong!

August 3rd. New month, new slate, new start. Trying something different. Taking action of my situation. Getting counseling, trying to eat more healthier, &etc. Time to get my Peace back.

New podcast… starring Bleu. What to expect from this podcast. Topics, news, life stories and more. Stay tune.