dove night

Going for dreams is hard but i cannot go backwards to what i used to be, progression is the key but i got to overcome the dreamkillers

perceptual biases is making judgments about people based on how they look , act , talk but without actual knowledge about the person true character, talent and personality. Perceptual biases include bigotry,racism ,homophobia , and preference for photogenic or beautiful people without knowing them directly. Just because someone is beautiful does not mean that they are not a sociopath, in other wor...

I do not want homophobes, antisemites, racists , criminals ,regardless of color and mentally ill criminals to be attracted to me , I was subjected to years of stalking and these individuals even trying to prevent me from getting financial aid check by lying to UWLA allegedly and trying to stop me from getting a job. I do not want negative , low functioning mentally ill people,  racists, kkk ,...

talk about my struggles as a starving artist, my other concerns and the ukraine crisis etc.

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Talking about dreams and prayers for the people of Ukraine to have their dream of remaining of democracy to come true

I would not have bought my condo if i knew that i would have deranged criminals who come over to my home,who say they have allegedly violated my right to expectation of privacy and think it is legal--- i told the police . or have these sick people say things that are out of touch with reality and i cannot live near sick people , nosy people and criminals

I want to stop , and i have to ,for now

I am taking some time off ,maybe forever from live performance due to being unhappy, living in despair and lack of recognition but i may change mind. I am still going to write, record ,release records probably, I may do acting in the future ,but not now , you can send me acting offers , if you want to 

I want to tell you , about my struggles to make it in hollywood but now another allegation that someone hacked into my masterwriter account to steal my song to use to make money and that is wrong .

I am tired of struggling to make it in the entertainment industry near hollywood. I came to Hollywood at a young age, if i knew ,I was to struggle for years to make it in hollywood before i first came out here, I would have never came here,but i love to create, but the struggles rejections and despair have taken their toll

One day at a time but too many years of struggle and despair despite being gifted had taken its toll, I have to end some things but my starving artist days are winding down

It is about my struggles, ending my goal to be a band member ,singer , and just be a solo artist, the rejections and the belief to go for it , despite the obstacles, i must persist, at least for a little while

I decided that due to not finding the right band, i am no longer interested to be in any bands unless a professional band comes to me directly. i had to address allegations related to my building.

I want the negative people in my enviornment, my neighborhood to stay away! stay away!

I am talking about my bad experiences with some mentally ill people who exhibited criminal intentions, including some extremely bad experiences ,how i am trying to keep away from these people as well as my concerns about these types, who have severe mental illnesses and antisocial behanvior who are capable of doing harm to innocent people

i was terrorized by criminals and neighbors who used racial slurs, violated my constitutional rights, by peeking into my home ,allegedly and trying to tell me what to do despite me being a homeowner and an adult ,that is terrorism ,morally ,ethically and legally wrong

i have always felt like an outsider in hollywood but i continue with my dreams

struggle to succeed, what next?

I have been battered , chewed up and spit out of the hollywood music industry, it has been tragic but i am hanging in there, i will be ok

It is hard to be gay , i said i do not discriminate against anybody , but homophobia is wrong. While i am not  interested sexually in drag queens, transvestites or transexuals and i do not wear dresses - that is a stereotype, I do not discriminate  them or anybody, else I suffered severe homophobia for being who i am naturally

I do not like superficial ignorant people prejudge me on my look and i am not appeasing them and i am not their friend

im getting no money or little money from the albums ,singles i released on LANDR online record company, CD baby ,they ripped me off.

i am telling you what i am doing,and where i am going - dove ngiht

LANDR is ripping me off ,they are not paying me royalties, them ,CD baby and other record companies, and that is not fair, that is not right, It is so hard to make it in hollywood