Being Cosmic Chaos

Send us Fan Mail 🎙️ m Godstream — The Chosen One & the Ancient Whales In this Godstream episode, Cass shares how watching Avatar 3 became a full-body spiritual activation. As the ancient whales speak, her Oversoul Etulk begins to weep—reminding her of soul origins, cosmic language, and the living current of Source that runs beneath ordinary life. She reflects on the “chosen one” character who...

Send us Fan Mail 🎙️  Pennies, Provision & Universal Law In this blended Let God Maintain x Because Universe Said So episode, Cass shares a deceptively simple spiritual teaching she learned from the father who raised her: never walk past a coin on the ground. He always picks up pennies and loose change—no matter who’s watching—and that small act became a living lesson in how God and the Univers...

Send us Fan Mail 🌌 2025 Last Forecast: Aligned Words & Purposeful Action 🌌 This week brings opportunities to ground our communication and take meaningful steps toward what’s next. The energy highlights where discipline supports expression and where passion wants to meet purpose. If you’re ready to move into the new chapter with clarity and intention, this forecast will help guide the path wi...

Send us Fan Mail Winter Solstice Paradisean Meditation On the longest night of the year, we enter sacred stillness to remember who we are beneath all striving. This Winter Solstice meditation is a Paradisean transmission—anchoring Sovereign Light Being frequency through calm presence, elemental harmony, and New Earth guardianship. Guided by Moose Spirit, the gentle giant of grounded power, you’ll...

Send us Fan Mail Reviewing The Urantia Book Papers 1. Section 4. The Mystery of God.  We are fragments of God seeking understanding of what God is. But why is God a mystery if we are an aspect? How do we get to know God by getting to know ourselves? Let’s dive into my favorite view of Source and Spirit.

Send us Fan Mail 🌌 Friday Forecast: Grounded Love & Healing Conversations 🌌 This week invites a shift toward emotional maturity, clarity, and heart-centered truth. As relationships, intuition, and communication come into focus, we’re asked to balance realism with compassion and speak from a place of healing. If you’ve been sensing a need for steadiness, honesty, or deeper connection, this fo...

Send us Fan Mail 🎙️  Let God Maintain the Why (Universe Said So) In this blended Let God Maintain x Universe Said So episode, Cass shares how a “random” nudge from Spirit changed the entire way she records her cosmic–nervous system tracking work. While mapping local weather, ocean shifts, solar flares, and geomagnetic activity to her Heaven-on-Earth nervous system book, she kept hearing one instru...

Send us Fan Mail 🎙️ Mantra or Memory — Never Truly Left Out In this Mantra or Memory episode, Cass reflects on a powerful line from The Urantia Book (Paper 1, Section 3): “Lo, he goes by me, and I see him not; he passes on also, but I perceive him not.” She explores how God can move right beside us—through our relationships, our seasons, and our shifts—while we completely miss the Presence, not be...

Send us Fan Mail 🌑🏹 New Moon Meditation              The Bridge of Light  The New Moon in Sagittarius opens a visionary gateway — a moment to plant intentions not just for the self, but for the future of humanity. In this episode, Cass guides you into a Meruvian initiation, activating the Rainbow Body, heart-led telepathy, Earth gridwork, and sacred creativity. This meditation is an invitation t...

Send us Fan Mail 🎙️  Godscrolls : To See Music Music is much like God that we as humans do not have the ability to see music with the human eye but it moves feelings in our heart, brings out beauty in our world, and allows a connection to something within us that words or pictures could never justify. This week we focus on section 3. God Is A Universal Spirit from the Urantia Book We recommend hav...

Send us Fan Mail 🎙️ Oversoul’d — Too Much or Just Enough? In this Oversoul’d episode, Cass opens up about releasing control over how others perceive her—through autism, ADHD, sobriety, and family history. Fresh from attending Mickey’s family Christmas party without masking for the first time, she shares what it felt like to simply be herself: stimming, observing, easing into comfort without forcin...

Send us Fan Mail 🌌 Friday Forecast: Foundations, Truth & New Beginnings 🌌 This week carries a powerful mix of grounding, emotional insight, and fresh starts. As the energy shifts from deep inner awareness into focused action, we’re invited to align our desires, responsibilities, and future direction. From subtle intuitive nudges to moments that ask for maturity and commitment, this forecast...

Send us Fan Mail 🎙️ Praying in the Godstream In this blended Pray + Godstream episode, Cass reflects on a very real week where her partner kept literally dropping the things she asked him to carry—time-sensitive, emotionally charged items that meant a lot to her, including a Yuletide clay ornament she’d spent two weeks creating. Each crash to the floor triggered anger, then exposed the deeper laye...

Send us Fan Mail 🎙️  Universe Said So — Joy Isn’t Selfish In this Universe Said So episode, Cass shares a tender moment with her youngest daughter—whose incredibly kind heart hesitates to join a sports team not because she doesn’t want it, but because she’s worried about “adding more” to the family schedule. What begins as a sign of sweetness becomes a powerful teaching: how kindness can quietly d...

Send us Fan Mail 🎙️ Mantra or Memory Presence is Proof  The Reality of God  (Urantia Book: Paper 1, Section 2) In this Mantra or Memory transmission, Cass anchors into a powerful truth from The Urantia Book (Paper 1, Section 2: The Reality of God): that the only “proof” of God one person can truly offer another is personal experience of divine presence. Cass shares why no explanation can convince...

Send us Fan Mail 🎙️ Let God Change Your Plans In this Let God episode, Cass speaks into storm energy—both physical and energetic. With winter snowstorms affecting daily life and solar activity stirring aurora “sky weather,” this transmission reframes storms as part of the planet’s natural balance and a sign of timeline shifts asking us to re-route, rest, and integrate. Instead of forcing productiv...

Send us Fan Mail Reviewing The Urantia Book Papers 1. Section 2. The Reality of God.  God created every material thing from a perfect paradise viewpoint. How are we still even considering one man’s perception on a word that was misinterpreted and meant to mean Gods ability to create perfect humans?  In the current  Epoch of the human race through occult and ascending societies the Aryan Root Race...

Send us Fan Mail 🌗✨ The Integrating Mind Meditation - Multidimensional Awakening + Reincarnation Purpose  This Last Quarter Moon in Virgo brings a powerful moment of refinement, clarity, and integration — the exact frequency needed to awaken the deeper layers of the Aryan Root Race within us. In this meditation, Cass guides you into the heart of the 5D human experience: mindfulness, conscious co...

Send us Fan Mail 🌌 Friday Forecast: Alchemy, Alignment & Awakening 🌌 This week brings powerful heart-centered shifts, purposeful tension, and moments of healing clarity. The cosmos highlights where we’re being asked to evolve, communicate with intention, and move toward the future that’s calling us. From emotional depth to destiny-altering insights, this forecast will guide you through the e...

Send us Fan Mail 🌌 Friday Forecast: Truth, Tension & Turning Points 🌌 This week brings a blend of breakthroughs, heart-level clarity, and unexpected shifts. As several planets change direction and activate shadow work, intuition, and action, the cosmic energy pushes us toward honesty, alignment, and evolution. If you’re feeling pressure, inspiration, or the urge to break old patterns, this f...

Send us Fan Mail 🎙️ Oversoul’d — Burnout, Fuel, and the Flame God Sustains In this Saturday Oversoul’d transmission, Cass shares a tender threshold moment: as her partner Eylam retrieves the last of their belongings from an office space that once felt like it had to work, she reflects on the deep lack of support that led to physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual burnout—her most intense in nea...

Send us Fan Mail 🎙️  Godstream — No One Can Stop the Flow In this Friday Godstream transmission, Cass explores how people and situations arrive in divine timing—not because life is always “perfect,” but because the stream helps you see what perfection truly is. Some connections uplift your spirit and remind you that Earth is holy and Heaven-on-Earth is real. Others attempt to place “dams” in your...

Send us Fan Mail 🎙️  Pray — The Luminous Ones (Gemini Full Moon) Under the Full Moon in Gemini, Cass offers a prayer for discernment, courage, and right-relationship with “the luminous ones”—the fiery presences many people call angels in religious language and fae / Sídhe in spiritual language. In this episode, she explores how different traditions name the same kind of light-bearing intelligence,...

Send us Fan Mail 🎙️  Let God Maintain Your Self-Perception (Because Universe Said So) In this blended Let God Maintain x Universe Said So transmission, Cass explores the difference between releasing other people’s opinions—and surrendering the way you see yourself. While it can be easier to accept that others view you through their own lens, letting God maintain your internal perception can feel l...

Send us Fan Mail 🎙️  The Crystal Mind Full Moon Meditation Atlantean Light Codes & Sacred Geometry 🌕✨  Under the bright Full Moon in Gemini, the mind becomes a luminous temple — and tonight’s meditation opens the Atlantean gates of knowledge, sacred geometry, and crystalline intelligence. In this transmission, Cass guides you into an Atlantean activation designed to awaken the 4D mental body...