WTF is on my Mind?!

In this episode, a discussion about the magical profit margin in airports, the 'Ethics Police' in cults and social media, the denial of evil, and the true motives of the WEFC. Support the show The views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast or Mark Vicente. Any content provided by guests are of their opinio...

In this episode, a short discussion about emotional repression and its effects on us. Support the show The views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast or Mark Vicente. Any content provided by guests are of their opinion and are not intended to malign any religion, group, club, organization, business individual, anyon...

In this Episode, a conversation with Mike Rinder about The Vow (Season 2) and his book: A Billion Years: My Escape From a Life at the Highest Levels of Scientology Mike is a former senior executive of the Church of Scientology International (CSI) who has become a prominent whistleblower against abuses in scientology and other organizations. He is best known today for his role alongside Leah Remini...

SPOILER ALERT! Scenes from Episode 6 will be discussed! In this Episode: Debrief of 'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 6 (NXIVM) ‘Letter to the Inside’ in 4 parts is available on all Podcast platforms and Youtube.  'The Vow' Opening Title Sequence Music Son Lux – "Dream State (Run From It) [feat. Bonnie Piesse]" (Official Audio) A Little Bit Culty Podcast https://www.instag...

SPOILER ALERT! Scenes from Episode 5 will be discussed! In this Episode: Debrief of 'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 5 Daniel Shaw, LCSW Traumatic Narcissism and Recovery -  Leaving the Prison of Shame and Fear End Titles Episode 5: "Regret" sung by Bonnie Piesse; co-written with Reinhold Heil, Michael Tuller and Mac Quayle.  (NXIVM) ‘Letter to the Inside’ in 4 parts is available o...

SPOILER ALERT! Scenes from Episode 4 will be discussed! In this Episode: Debrief of 'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 4. End Title Music: "Unraveling" by Bonnie Piesse Music and Lyrics by Bonnie Piesse Produced by Bonnie Piesse and Eric Margen Lyrics everything  everything is wrong  there's nothing left  of how we knew it  breaking down all the crooked lines  unraveling  everyt...

In this Episode: (PART 4 of 4) In March 2018 I recognized Keith Raniere was about to be arrested. Along with my fellow whistleblowers, we had spent the previous 9 months trying to get people out of NXIVM. I made one final attempt en masse to get my friends (true believers) to wake up before Raniere was arrested. I wrote a long letter to a select few friends on ‘the inside’ on March 10th, 2018 - 16...

SPOILER ALERT! Scenes from Episode 3 will be discussed!  WARNING! I discuss the ‘Fright Experiments’. Extreme Violence is mentioned. In this Episode: Debrief of 'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 3. A South African accent... https://www.tiktok.com/@samihallsays?lang=en https://www.instagram.com/samihall/   Bridge over the River Kwai (1957) Directed by David Lean https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/T...

In this Episode: (PART 3 of 4) In March 2018 I recognized Keith Raniere was about to be arrested. Along with my fellow whistleblowers, we had spent the previous 9 months trying to get people out of NXIVM. I made one final attempt en masse to get my friends (true believers) to wake up before Raniere was arrested. I wrote a long letter to a select few friends on ‘the inside’ on March 10th, 2018 - 16...

SPOILER ALERT! Scenes from Episode 2 will be discussed! In this Episode: Debrief of 'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 2. Opening Title Sequence Music Son Lux – "Dream State (Run From It) [feat. Bonnie Piesse]" (Official Audio) A Little Bit Culty Podcast https://www.instagram.com/alittlebitculty/ Consent Awareness Network #FGKIA: Freely Given, Knowledgeable Informed Agreement https:/...

In this Episode: (PART 2 of 4) In March 2018 I recognized Keith Raniere was about to be arrested. Along with my fellow whistleblowers, we had spent the previous 9 months trying to get people out of NXIVM. I made one final attempt en masse to get my friends (true believers) to wake up before Raniere was arrested. I wrote a long letter to a select few friends on ‘the inside’ on March 10th, 2018 - 16...

SPOILER ALERT! Scenes from Episode 1 will be discussed! In this Episode: Debrief of 'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 1. A Little Bit Culty Podcast https://www.instagram.com/alittlebitculty/ Cult Definitions Steve Hassan’s BITE Model  What is a Cult? Whiteboard Animation Explaining the BITE Model  Dr. Janja Lalich - Definition and Explanation of the Word “Cult”  Rick Ross - Warning Signs Mark...

In this Episode: (PART 1 of 4)  In March 2018 I recognized Keith Raniere was about to be arrested. Along with my fellow whistleblowers, we had spent the previous 9 months trying to get people out of NXIVM. I made one final attempt en masse to get my friends (true believers) to wake up before Raniere was arrested. I wrote a long letter to a select few friends on ‘the inside’ on March 10th, 2018 - 1...

In this episode: Answering questions about 'The Vow'Season 1 and an ANNOUNCEMENT about multipart WTF podcast episodes that will drop during the release of 'The Vow' Season 2 on HBOMax. 'The Vow' Season 2 will start airing on October 17th, 2022 on HBO. Website: https://www.hbo.com/the-vow ESP (NXIVM) Mission Statement https://www.markvicente.com/esp-mission-statement S...

In this episode: What is Spiritual Bypassing? The problem with 'being above it all'. Dissociating from difficult feelings. Robert Augustus Masters write a book on Spiritual Bypassing, then abused his students. Toxic positivity protects abusers. The inability to acknowledge darkness. Teachers who haven't dealt with their psychological shit. Creating a kind of hell for yourself becaus...

In this episode: Getting into the cold ocean and disillusionment with the principle of "pushing against adversity". The ESP/NXIVM Credo to overcome the body and vilify comfort. Satiation was deemed weak and unprincipled. An entire intensive dedicated to proving that true love = the ability to withstand pain. Calorie counting and skinniness are a requirement for virtue and nobility.  And...

In this episode: Starting this podcast. A lot of important things to talk about. Regarding: "The Vow". Releasing certain things that never came out. Requests from friends. Support the show The views and opinions expressed on WTF is on my Mind?! do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of the podcast or Mark Vicente. Any content provided by guests are of their opinion an...