Wrestling With Grace: Breaking Down Our Wrestle With God

Tatiana is joined by Justin and they discuss  the sweetness of God's love, comparing it to cherished holiday traditions like Tatiana's husband's pecan logs. They highlight the anticipation and preparation for Christ's birth, referencing biblical and scriptural references. They touch on the importance of yielding to God's invitations, using the analogy of acquiring a taste for spiritual experiences...

Tatiana is joined by Justin and they discuss the importance of setting boundaries, especially during the holiday season, while maintaining love and respect for others. They emphasize that boundaries are essential for personal spiritual peace and growth, citing scriptures like Mosiah 4:27 and examples from Christ's life. They highlight that boundaries are not punishments but safeguards for healthy...

Tatiana is joined by special guest Riley Barker and they discuss their previous experiences and upcoming anticipation of reading through the entire Book of Mormon during the month of December. They express the challenges of condensing their reading to one calendar month as well as the blessings they have experienced through their focus and consistency in daily reading. Riley found the challenge re...

Tatiana is joined by Justin and they discuss the challenges of faith, emphasizing the importance of trusting God's word without seeking proof. They explore the concept of agency, highlighting that while it can be oppressive, it also offers freedom. Tatiana shares her journey of understanding God's word, which led to a shift in perspective and a deeper trust in God's plan. They discuss the signific...

Tatiana is joined by Justin and they discuss the theme of joy, emphasizing that it is found through experiencing Jesus. They reflect on how recent interviews and personal experiences highlight the importance of turning to Christ for peace and joy. They discuss the challenges of maintaining an eternal perspective during hard times and the significance of the atonement in finding joy. They also enco...

Tatiana is joined by special guest, Suzanne Rentmiester, and they discuss Suzanne's journey of faith and healing. Suzanne shares her struggles with generational trauma, negative self-talk, and the impact of her verbally abusive mother. Suzanne's turning point came in 2019 when she began the ARP program and the "He Did Deliver Me from Bondage" book. Through daily scripture study, journaling, and co...

Tatiana is joined by special guest, Bekah Sien, and they discuss Bekah's journey through a difficult marriage and the impact of the 12-step program. Becca describes her initial resistance to seeking help and how she eventually found solace and strength through the program. She emphasizes the importance of surrender and the enabling power of the Atonement. Bekah also highlights the transformative e...

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the biblical story of Alma and Amulek, emphasizing the importance of heeding God's calls. The conversation highlights the struggle between comfort and spiritual growth, using examples like Amulek and Enos. They reflect on personal experiences of faith, the challenges of trusting God's timing, and the need to align desires with divine guidanc...

Tatiana is joined by Justin and they discuss the wrestle with faith and the importance of overcoming personal obstacles. Tatiana shares a personal story about her high school swimming experience, highlighting how pride led her to miss opportunities for joy. They transition to discussing step six in the book "He To Deliver Me From Bondage" by Colleen Harrison, emphasizing the need to let desire wor...

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the concept of perfectionism and the need to admit weaknesses. They reference the book "Deliver Me from Bondage" by Colleen Harrison, which encourages honesty and vulnerability in confession. The conversation underscores the transformative power of grace, the importance of trusting in God, and the mutual support that comes from sharing perso...

Tatiana is joined by Justin and they discuss being human and having weaknesses by acknowledging that we are merely mortal. They emphasize the importance of acknowledging human weaknesses and sharing them with trusted individuals like therapists or priesthood leaders for spiritual growth. They reference Colleen Harrison's book "He to Deliver Me from Bondage" and highlight the need for sincere repen...

Tatiana is joined by Justin and they discuss the concept of "Woe unto the uncircumcised of heart" from Colleen Harris's book "He Did Deliver Me from Bondage." They emphasize the importance of a written inventory to examine and address destructive behaviors inherited from past generations. They share personal anecdotes and examples, such as the story of the roast from "The Four Agreements," to illu...

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the journey of faith and the principles of the book "He To Deliver Me From Bondage" by Colleen Harrison, which follows a 12-step program similar to AA. They share personal experiences with faith, repentance, and the importance of writing by hand in the process. They emphasize the significance of honesty and the role of the Spirit of Christ i...

Tatiana is joined by special guest, Lowell Beck, and they discuss his lifelong wrestle with faith, particularly after his father's mental decline and eventual death despite priesthood blessings promising healing. Lowell reflects on his faith journey, emphasizing the importance of holding onto what is known about God and trusting in His plan. He finds solace in scriptures and teachings, particularl...

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the struggles and doubts in faith, emphasizing the importance of self-reflection and emotional maturity. They explore the concept of step four in the 12-step process, focusing on taking an honest inventory of personal actions and their impact. They highlight the discomfort of confronting past mistakes but stress the importance of owning your...

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss more of the principles of King Benjamin's promise, emphasizing the importance of being friends with Christ and seeking His atonement. They delve into step four of the process, which involves making a fearless written inventory of one's past to recognize personal weaknesses and sins. The conversation highlights the significance of repentance,...

Tatiana is joined by Justin, and they continue their discussion on divine promises as part of the struggle to grow in faith. They explore the concept of wrestling with your faith as a sign of deeper commitment and a call to ask hard questions. Tatiana shares a personal story about kayaking with a young girl with social disabilities, emphasizing the importance of teamwork and grace. They discuss ce...

Tatiana is joined by Justin, and they discuss many of the promises that come from living the gospel. They emphasize that the wrestle is an invitation to dig deeper and ask hard questions. The conversation highlights internal changes that come from seeking Christ, such as always rejoicing and retaining a remission of sins. They share personal stories, including Tatiana's experience with a young man...

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss  the struggle and doubts in faith, emphasizing the importance of deep, authentic conversations about God. They continue to explore King Benjamin's final sermon, focusing on the need to believe in Christ's wisdom and power, and the necessity of repentance. They highlight the significance of asking sincere questions and being open to change, d...

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss the concept of remembering one's own nothingness and God's goodness, referencing scriptures and personal experiences. They highlight the necessity of daily prayer, repentance, and the sacrament for spiritual sustenance. The conversation also touches on the distinction between consistency and constancy, using examples from personal and profes...

Tatiana is joined by Tiffany Mansfeld, and they discuss their experiences with spiritual wrestling and faith. Tiffany shares her journey, growing up in a devout family, her parents' divorce, and her in-laws' decision to leave the church, which led her to question her faith. She describes her five-year struggle with these questions, her eventual decision to leave the church, and her later rebaptism...

Tatiana is joined by Justin and they finalize their 3-part discussion on the topic of Benjamin's promises, emphasizing the importance of trusting Jesus Christ and applying His atonement. They highlight the need to recognize and trust Christ, let go of guilt and resentment, and seek His presence daily. The conversation also touches on the idea that all truth and wisdom come from Christ, and that tr...

Tatiana is joined by Justin and they continue their discussion of Benjamin's promises, highlighting spiritual dyslexia, where individuals misinterpret commandments, leading to frustration and anxiety. They reference King Benjamin's sermon in Mosiah 4:14, emphasizing that the scripture is a promise, not a commandment, and requires faith in Jesus Christ. They share personal anecdotes, including Tati...

Tatiana is joined by Justin and they discuss the concept of spiritual dyslexia, where individuals focus on actions rather than the process of coming unto Christ. They reference Colleen Harrison's work, explaining that many Latter-Day Saints misunderstand scriptures like Moroni 10:32, which emphasizes coming unto Christ before denying ungodliness. They highlight King Benjamin's teachings in the Boo...

Tatiana is joined by Justin and Krisha, and they discuss their experiences at a priesthood camp, emphasizing the spiritual growth and camaraderie among young boys. They reflect on the true character of Christ and how His attributes manifest in their lives. Tatiana shares her preparation for an adult presentation at the camp, highlighting the miracles of Christ. Justin and Krisha recount personal s...