Wild Obedience Man

🍞🦅🤌🫵🏽🔥😏🤘🧨😬‼️😳🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 10c Title: Just do it. Blue truck. Jesus. Description: It’s 3:27 PM on July 10, and I’m driving home from another Holy Spirit download. After listening back to old Crumb episodes, I realized I’ve spent too much time trying to perfect the rollout—branding, strategy, AI plans, all of it—and not enough time just doing the thing. This e...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 10b Title: Lock me onto your Spirit, Lord Description: It’s 2:04 PM on my 38th birthday, and I’m recording this six minutes before another stick shift session in Uncle Greg’s Mustang. What starts as a quick update turns into a raw processing of recent conversations with New Age friends, Spirit-led obedience, and the mystery of the Holy Spirit. I talk about...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 10a Title: I’m falling in love with life not being about me Description: It’s 7:21 AM on July 10—and it’s my 38th birthday. I’m headed out to get coffee and taking a few minutes to reflect on what feels like the clearest truth I’ve learned so far: life is not about me. Not just as an idea, but as something I’m starting to genuinely enjoy. I trace how our c...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 9 Title: I know who I am and I know who God is Description: It’s 5:52 PM on July 9, and I’m recording this on my way to Chipotle after a life-giving night with Farmer Ryan, Rodney (aka Wayne), and Brad. We kayaked the Little Miami, sat by a fire, and talked late into the night—about everything from father wounds and AI to the state of the world and our fai...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 8c Title: I don’t want to go home and apologize Description: It’s just after 7 AM, and I’m sitting by the Ohio River, watching the fog rise and a blue heron fly away. I don’t want to go home and apologize to my kids—but I will. I talk to the Lord about peace, stillness, and why I decided not to post the Epstein video rant. This moment is about surrender. I...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 8b Title: I'm done putting my trust in anyone but Jesus Description: It’s 5:41 AM, and this is part two of today’s confessional. I start with Colossians 6:2 and wonder if this counts as carrying anyone’s burden. What follows is a raw, unscripted processing of the Epstein files, conspiracy history, and my years of chasing truth. I trace my journey from earl...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 8a Title: I don’t want to model yelling for my kids Description: It’s 5:08 AM on July 8, and I knew I’d have to record this one. I really didn’t want to. After a long day that ended with a family outing to the Reds game, I ended up yelling at my wife in front of our kids. I’m recording this for them—and for myself. I trace what led up to the moment, how I...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 7g Title: Snippets from inside the Mass Description: This is another raw audio segment from Sunday Mass at Our Lady of Victory. It includes ambient sounds from the liturgy, Eucharistic preparation, and songs. I’m not offering commentary here—just sharing a bit more context from the environment that shaped my reflections in previous episodes. Listen only if...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 7f Title: Caught a slice of Mass at Our Lady of Victory  Description: This is a partial live recording from Sunday Mass at Our Lady of Victory—my childhood parish. I hit record mid-service, not to capture the full thing, but just to document the Gospel reading and part of the homily that stirred some reflections. It ties directly into the two prior episod...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 7e Title: Felt like a missed opportunity, Part 2 Description: I’m following up after church at Our Lady of Victory—the same parish where I went to grade school. Today’s Gospel reading was Luke 10:9, the exact passage that marked the beginning of my journey back to Jesus years ago. But I left feeling frustrated again. The homily emphasized Catholic hierarch...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 7d Title: Felt like a missed opportunity Description: It’s July 6, and after working out I felt like I was supposed to go to church—Our Lady of Victory, my old Catholic parish and grade school. It was the first time we’ve gone to church since being back, and wouldn’t you know it, the gospel reading was Luke 10:9—the exact verse that led me back to Christ y...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 7c Title: I know this is a trap Description: I recorded this right after God gave me the clearest sign— Take up your cross —through a video from Sahid. But I’ve been here before. I’ve felt the fire and still walked back into the flesh. So I’m pre-praying. I’m naming the trap before I fall into it again. I confess how easy it is to feel seen by God and stil...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 7b Title: Take up your cross Description: Three minutes after recording Episode 7a, I got a WhatsApp video from Sahid at a Catholic church in Freetown, Sierra Leone. The camera pans for just a second—and there it is: a blue shirt that says, Take up your cross. After everything I just confessed, after all the wrestling, God sends a wink that only He could s...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 7a Title: Make my yeses my yeses and my noes my noes Description: It’s July 6th, 6:04 AM, and this one’s a full-body confessional. I start with Romans 8:6 and spiral into one of the hardest patterns in my life—saying things I don’t follow through on. From small unseen commitments like sending Sahid a GPT login, to broken boundaries around Twitter and time,...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 6b Title: A specific line for the marginalized Description: Just a short follow-up to this morning's episode. After running my transcript through GPT and Groq, an idea bubbled up: What if I launched a specific line of merch where 100% of profits go to the marginalized? That way I can explore obedience, generosity, and structure without blowing the whole sy...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 6a Title: Do I give it all away? Description: It’s 6:05 AM on July 5th. I’m walking through morning dew in Delhi, still glowing from yesterday’s amazing Fourth of July with family, fireworks, and freedom. My kids had a blast, and that fills my tank. But today’s episode isn’t about celebration—it’s about the internal war I woke up to. I’m torn between launc...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 5 Title: God bless America  Description: It’s July 4th, 11:35 AM, and I’m recording this real quick on my way to grab a protein shake before two big family parties—one at my in-laws' with pool and fireworks, and one later at Western Hills Country Club. I didn’t plan a deep message today, but I can’t help reflecting on how grateful I am to live in this cou...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 4 Title: You can’t help everybody, and that sucks Description: It’s July 3, 11:10 AM. Just left a walk with my buddy Dan at Fernbank Park and reflecting on a hard update about Mansaray. I’ve been torn for weeks about whether or not to keep helping him—and after talking with Said and Pastor Vince, I’ve finally found peace in drawing a line. We talk about ob...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 3c Title: When do you stop helping someone? Description: Just left the Northern Kentucky Emergency Shelter after another round of homeless outreach. I’ve been talking with Pastor Vince and wrestling with the same tension I’ve had with Mansaray—when do you stop helping someone? When do you walk away? I’ve seen this in coaching, in ministry, in life: if you...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 3b Title: Deploy me, deploy me, deploy me Description: July 2 continues. This is part two of my big post-blue-truck brain dump. I go deeper into what Crumb actually is: a daily digital invitation into a spiritual war most people don’t know they’re in. I’m building this for the broken, the curious, and the committed—and I’m using every tool I’ve got to make...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 3a Title: I’m just trying to leave a trail of breadcrumbs Description: July 2. It’s early, and I’m still pouring everything out. Today is a behind-the-scenes brain dump—a firehose of strategy, conviction, confession, and vision for CRUMB. I talk through the actual digital ecosystem we’re building and the responsibility I feel for it to disciple, challenge,...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 2 Title: I don’t have any good answers right now Description: It’s July 1st, and I’m sitting outside a packed Starbucks after a long day at the zoo. I gave Mansaray—a young man from Sierra Leone—his first video call, and now I’m wrestling. He asked for about $450 USD to pay for school fees. I’m torn. I don’t know if he’s telling the truth. I don’t know if...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 1 Title: I follow a God who can do all things—so why do I get to choose when I don’t give? Description: Welcome to Season Two. I don’t totally know what’s changing, but something is. I’m no longer just working out my own mess with God—I feel like we’re stepping into something together . And it starts with obedience. Today, I confess the tension I’ve been f...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Episode 49e Title: You were worth the cost Description: This is a call. A plea. A moment for anyone who’s made it this far and still isn’t sure if Jesus is real. I read one more line from “Sons and Daughters” by Iron Bell Music— “I saw you. You were lost. You were worth the cost.” If you’re wrestling, if you’re wondering, if you’ve never fully surrendered—this might be your...

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Episode 49d Title: And that concludes Season One of the Crumb Description: A short, spontaneous wrap-up to an emotional stretch of episodes. I declare the end of Season One—not as a closing, but as a marker. A moment to pause, exhale, and acknowledge the spiritual ride we’ve been on. I don't fully see what's next, but I know the Lord says: we're just getting started. I talk...