WHAT WAS HER NAME

This episode is dedicated to friends and family. On what could be hurting more than helping. What to say, do, and all the in between. Love talking to my mentor mamma on this messy and magical topic.

On August 23. 2021 2 years ago today, a blood clot traveled up to my brain stopping the blood flow and nearly took my life. At 25 years old I had a stroke that left me paralyzed on my left side, blind in my left eye, short term memory loss, and paresthesia on the left side of my body from my toes to my head. I had to re-learn how to walk, use my left arm, and regain my cognitive function - all in...

This episode is featuring therapist, Trevor Hansen. As known by the art of healing podcast. This episode we discuss what it looks like to reparent your wounded inner child, how to not get stuck in a victim mindset, how to identify an anxious attachment style and what tools you can apply to gain a secure attachment style. I really loved this episode with Trevor and I guarantee you will want to grab...

An episode where we discuss the not so obvious signs of anxiety, ptsd, and depression. We discus tools on how to cope and heal. This episode focuses on the doubt that survivors often feel after leaving the relationship and the inner battle as many fight for their a system to side with them in pursuit of safety for themselves and or their children. Melissa Buesing is a therapist specializing in ind...

On this episode I am interviewing Tina Swithin where we talk about he alienation industry, reunification camps, and the current human trafficking happening before our very eyes to our children within this camps. Who is Tina: Tina Swithin is the author of Divorcing a Narcissist (series), founder of One Mom’s Battle and the High Conflict Divorce Coach Certification Program. Tina Swithin continues to...

This episode I am joined by a fellow domestic abuse survivor who speaks on how she navigated the legal system after abuse and tactics/steps in which she was able to obtain full freedom. We talk strategy. What to do if you just left an abusive relationship and what steps to take.

This is me at 11 at night sitting on my bed, it's giving big sister and I'm ready to have a late night heart to heart. Here's to an episode on when life isn't how you expected, where your dreams started feeling impractical and how to move forward past stagnancy while cultivating dreams along the way.

This episode I'm joined with my therapist Dr. Carl Russel where we discuss how the central nervous system is affected by abuse/trauma. Dr. Carl gives insight on identifying neurological hypersensitivity and how to cope with a dysregulated nervous system as well as heal. If you wrestle with triggers, questioning your perception constantly or can't escape fight flight or freeze this episode...

This episode I discuss with my therapist, Dr. Carl Russel a pastor who also worked as a police officer in law enforcement. He shares what the Bible says about divorce and we dig into the context and face the statement that "abuse breaks covenant." We talk about how submission has been mistaken for domination and how that taints the idea of Godly submission with marriage. I open up about...

This podcast I interview Amy Fiedler, a certified trauma support specialist and certified holistic life coach. We discuss not trusting our intuition after abuse, self sabotage, what happens to the central nervous system after abuse, how feeling safe can actually trigger you, and steps in how to be able to receive healthy love after abuse.

This episode Kael opens up about her personal story with domestic abuse. She shares her current experience as she battles the courts midst a custody battle. Her son KJ currently is being leveraged in a custody case and Kael continues to fight for her motherhood. We talk all things abuse, post separation abuse, the aftermath of abuse and more.

Caroline Cambrus shares her story of domestic abuse she endured in 1964. This episode she provides insight into women's rights within the 1960's. We discuss how misogny impacted motherhood for her and hindered her from cultivating a life for herself outside of being a housewife. This magical wonderful treasured human opens up our eyes to strategy midst a system fighting against victims. Caroline s...

This episode I’ve had the opportunity to interview Tabitha , the mother of Mackenzie Anderson. Tabitha tragically lost her daughter Mackenzie when she was stabbed 20 times to death, fighting her last breath until police arrived rescuing her one year old little boy at the scene. This podcast is about hearing the stories of those who’ve endured domestic abuse, and in memory of the individuals we’ve...

Trigger warning: abuse, violence, child sexual abuse, insestual abuse, graphic 

Trigger warning: graphic, physical violence Ashley shares her story and experience with physical violence. We open up a conversation regarding youth and the trap many teens walk into of abuse. Ashley goes in depth about her abuse that lets us into a discussion about physical violence. Abuse isn't only limited to adults and we carry a dialogue about teen violence, teen pregnancy, and more. 

Trigger warning *** (emotional, psychological, graphic, severe sexual abuse, human trafficking) 

A new episode is up and airing “Liar Liar pants on fire”. I had the opportunity to interview “Be like Abigail” on the podcast this week. Once upon a time girl meets guy, girl falls in love and gets married only to uncover guy is hiding his identity and not who he says he is. In fact he’s led a completely different life and on their honeymoon rocks her world upside down. Listening to this story I h...

This is my story with domestic violence.  I experienced psychological, mental, emotional, spiritual, and financial abuse. I was married to a man I'd met on a christian missionary base and I open up about our abusive marriage held behind closed doors. 

Join me as I speak with a Yvonne a social worker/therapist who openly speaks about her abusive marriage within the christian church. We're talking all things abuse without bruises. Abandonment issues. And how our family structures can impact our relationships in the future. 

Dear Diary - Brittany x 

A computer wiz meets nice girl and we live happily ever... oh wait is it fate or have you been watching me? Listen to mine and Sara's conversation about cyber stalking, and one of if not the most bizarre stories I've heard yet. n** trigger warning, knives, abuse, content may be triggering **

A story of an ex ministers wife who spent over a decade married to her abusive husband. Michelle spent over a decade suffering silently behind closed doors unknowingly the victim of domestic abuse. We will discuss the toxic role churches have and currently play within condoning abuse inside the lines of covenant. As well as how "submission" has been misused as a tactic to keep a a goodly wife sile...

Males can be particularly unlikely to report and come forward because victims are thought to be weak, vulnerable, unable to protect themselves and in need of help or assistance. These attributes conflict with many males’ definitions of what it means to be a ‘strong’ man in contemporary society. This is a topic really untouched in my opinion. When a guy is assaulted by a female, male victims may be...

Part 2, Elissa Wall from Netflix's Keep Sweet Pray and Obey continues her story of her experience within the FLDS and the arranged marriage to her cousin at a young 14 who sexually assaulted her for years. 

(This episode will continue next week for part 2!) I feel very honored to have been able to talk with Elissa Wall for Ep. 9 on the podcast. You may have seen Elissa on Netflix’s documentary ‘Keep sweet pray & obey’. This documentary sheds light on Warren Jeff who initiated a cult within the FLDS. Elissa opens up about her personal story as a child bride given away at a young 14 years old to her ol...