Vent!

O my boys, a long year invested in threads of connection, this is how i feel, sometimes i laugh, sometimes i cry i feel i am spinning on the wheel of the universe a thousand and one thoughts cross my mind in a minute, fuck the world, i am a walking erection i love my boys and all attacks fashioned against them shall not prosper

This episode with Shazzz is a wild one—straight up. We didn’t just scratch the surface; we went into the deep, dark, and ego-driven corners of being a creative. ​We kicked things off talking about split personalities and that moment you finally decide to actually know yourself. Shazzz gets incredibly real about the psychological side of things—even the chilling experience of sitting next to a lite...

is the rose ashamed of its thorns? is the rose insecure of its red glow? is the rose scared of prinking the thumb of the one who holds it? can the rose be adored in its untainted glory? dirty, dismayed, soiled at the bottom mind roaming through the ceiling, still at a point of focus rebellion is the color red, love is the same all is one, all that i am is one there is no condemnation for me the th...

for all my existence i have been perceived i am special the special ones live in the dream of an illusion while the precious moment escapes from sight if i would rewrite the past, i am normal normal is good, normal can be excellent this is the standard i hold myself to that i am not above any man, that i am not arm in arm with any man that all kindness i receive is a grace of compassion from a div...

take this as confirmation take this as affirmation take this as assurance take this as surety this is the way to live this is the path of open hearted freedom flight at its purest, the wings of air this is the path of God love opens its doors as you walk in its way growth follows with natural existence purity embodies your smile your heart leaps for joy the gates of heaven peeks open the lights pi...

take them to war i have failed so many times I won't try I fear taking myself to war at my expense I fear taking me to war at my expense what if I lose? what if I lose all that isn't mine what if I lose all that was given me what if I lose? take me to war if I fail then I fail take me to war if I fail then I fail take me to war i want to go to war take me to war I want to go to war

now is the shortest moment of my life now is here, now is gone now, peace be still all the world revolves on the axis inside of me how can I be calm with the storm brewing inside my heart? how can I stay strong with the looming darkness? how can I guide all my thoughts towards self selfishly? how can I be selfish forever? how can I want and get all now? how can I focus all attention to now, right...

what is a mistake? done out of flow consciousness done out of error in thinking an action outside the appropriate sense of self do not let it corrode your sense of self do not let it lay waste to your flow of thought do not let it affect the righteousness of your consciousness do not let it deter your north star it is okay to make a mistake it is okay to step in error it is okay to understand what...

search and ye shall find what if there was nothing to search for? what if there was nothing to find? no land flowing with milk and honey this is where all faith is tried this is where all trust is tested this is where all might fails this is where we stand and fight forever become a war hero for conviction this is where the truth speaks this is where scripture exist in evidence this is now and for...

all i think about is my age limit this is my greatest fall, how can i achieve older than this? lies, lies, all lies, i am all that there is, all time, all ages break free from the blood thick umbrella of ceilings all the ceilings i create are self made age, sex, location, money, you name it i am the solution, i am the remedy i am the depths of hell, i am the heights of heaven i am all my limitatio...

perfect people don't exist i am perfect perfect people don't exist i am perfect perfect people don't exist i am perfect all the blood in my veins flow in formation all the air in my lungs bubble with excitement and in alignment all the thoughts in my head stream in unison with Christ and gratitude all the steps that i take are from the path of preserved glory i am perfect i am the light of the sun...

yes, the devil is outside you the devil roams the devil is a trickster the devil is a master manipulator the devil's power is a lie Ross and Hov's devil is a lie is it lucifer juice in that two cup he's sipping? the liar can never be a mastermind i am the mastermind i chose my outcome with surrender to the supreme i walk the earth with God in my limbs my feet is never shaken, i live in His secret...

"give us our daily bread" the prayer of the common man springs from struggle "give us our daily bread" the prayer of the enlightened one springs from faith the grind created by mankind, my kind to feel worthy of receiving to give is to receive "give us our daily bread" the tense grind of struggling for bread is man tilling the earth why did God curse Adam? why did God...

my favorite posture is arms wrapped around me warm arms and cuddly shoulders a broad chest open to tears, laughter and sniffles let me rest my head in the divide of your bosom you're looking down and hugging us tight through the outlandish behavior, through the smiles and fake remorse God is the greatest, with hugs and solemn kisses take me to your secret place, let me live forever in your bos...

o everlasting talker the auto suggestion of thought from the spirit the lens through which i see the world quiet your mind o noisy one all the ifs, all the maybes brought to dissolution in this moment your rejection of the present is your pain nothing else contributes but you breathe sweet air, let the mind exhale all the intoxication suffocates the voices take a chair to the compound and stare at...

what can i say? what can i change? all my dependence on reality has been titled inwards all i am is a mirror Kobe numbers, 24 i hope i get the stride he left behind in mamba all the grit, all the glory i hope i live outside the shadow of my father greatness beckons this is no vain pursuit, this lives in me i am the journey i embarked on at birth i am the manifestation i have been waiting on all th...

beat the drums with all the passion in your heart o drummer boy, i see your heart i see the dripping sweat in your vestless clothing i see the sticks slipping from your hands i see the texts in handwriting, to give is to receive "there was special grace for drumming today" what do you do when God gives you sticks instead of mics? you beat it until praise and worship ends what can i exchange for wh...

Inspired by Richard Wright, The Author of Native Son.

break the earth's crust and plant a dead seed dry grounds thirst for water all the sand roughens the throat this is the loneliness of a blooming flower in the desert there is no one to witness this blossom all this green and glow is a beacon of hope below the surface how did you grow out of the cracks meant to suffocate? what godly amount of will is in this beauty of your flower? you have foun...

When I look to the sky, that is all there is What if everything below the sky is background And the sky is the main character of this Earth play What is my act in this? God, the bible says so. I have looked for a word so real and so sure I have spoken words from my mouth I have prophesized through my lips and yet... No words are sure as the one written in a book oh they may tarry, they will tarry...

i love the way you hold a cigarette like you care loosely but still want to smoke anyways your necklace looks like bondage art your hair, a good choice knowing that you love to know people are looking the ring on your index finger, you're single forever with your heart still beating puddles of love and affection your shoulders, built for the head that carries your angelic face your dreamy eyes...

Real Life, No Robbery Life is robbery steal and attach, steal and attack The highest form of peace is war to turn over leaves and doors Life is pain excited to feel it the music interwoven with it hear it in my voice, see it in my choice Life is gain I am all that is inside of me I am a mirror reflection of me mirror, mirror, who is the fairest of them all? Life is rain reality is the great fall o...

This episode is dedicated to anyone who has been a victim of abuse - physical, domestic, emotional - of any kind. God sees you. The content of this episode does not directly explore the topic of abuse, but it is an offering nonetheless.

This is an episode exploring the childhood to now-adult experience of having a relationship with my dad. Three stages of this experience: 1. Idolize: Everything I know, learnt, observed, came from this man. 2. Demonize: Everything that is wrong is the fault of this man. 3. Humanize: He is human, too. He makes mistakes; this is his first life experience, and he deserves mercy and leniency, the one...

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