this is maarte

trigger warning: this episode discusses childhood sexual abuse. a memory i hadn’t thought about in years, and the question i never realized i was still asking: did it count? www.sintainframe.com

trigger warning: this episode does get into emotional abuse and unhealthy relationship dynamics. please feel free to skip this one. www.sintainframe.com

this episode is a reflection of a blog post i wrote 07/27/2026. hope you are well. love you more. www.sintainframe.com poem by: @poetryvonchelle (instagram)

until they don't. if you feel like you're being scolded then this was meant for you. (and yes... i said EXTRA-ordinary, emphasis on the EXTRA.) <3 www.sintainframe.com

onto the next, or whateva. i love you more. cheers! www.sintainframe.com

a dedication to my favorite quote. written by stephen king, the body. www.sintainframe.com

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umm, i say "you know?" a lot in this episode and i CAN NOT STAWWWWP. lmao, mah bad. i do not recommend making a drinking game out of my repeatedly saying "you know". please, absolutely do not make a game out of me saying "you know"... i will not be responsible for your irresponsibility. :) ok, love you. BYE www.sintainframe.com

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volume up :) www.sintainframe.com

what am i even doing? sorting and sifting. writing and feeling. are we even surprised? www.sintainframe.com

a (sort of) dissection of modern emotional detachment, therapy-speak culture, and the way coldness keeps getting mistaken for healing. somewhere along the way, “protecting peace” started looking a lot like avoiding accountability. www.sintainframe.com

it’s strange grieving the version of yourself you spent years blaming. www.sintainframe.com

the beginning of exploring my brain. www.sintainframe.com

things i've written. www.sintainframe.com

sometimes love doesn’t end because the feelings disappear. sometimes it ends because reality doesn’t leave space for it to exist. this episode is about the kind of ending that comes with clarity, not confusion. when there’s nothing left to figure out, nothing left to fix…just the quiet understanding that you have to let it be what it was. and sometimes…loving someone means becoming a stranger to t...

things i wrote when i was still there

i thought i was doing therapy right. i was being honest… with what i had access to. this is about what happens when that changes— and everything you didn’t even know was there starts coming up. maybe this is your nudge to dig a little deeper? gently. at your own pace. www.sintainframe.com

we love to say we’re honest. we love to believe we value communication. but honesty isn’t just about telling the truth… it’s about when you tell it, how you carry it, and what you avoid while you’re waiting. this episode breaks down the difference between honesty as a personal value and honesty as a shared responsibility — and what it actually reveals about someone’s integrity. www.sintainframe.co...

we’ve made love heavier than it needs to be. we treat it like something that has to last forever, be perfectly timed, and be felt the same way by both people… or else we question if it was ever real at all. i don’t believe that. www.sintainframe.com

you don’t just love people. you love them from the relationship you have with yourself. and not everyone has a healthy one. www.sintainframe.com

HI- thank you for being here.

the way we learn love…...and the things we don’t always say in time. this one is for pops. www.sintainframe.com

babe- sometimes it’s not healing. it’s just control. *me to myself but also to you if this hits you in the feels. www.sintainframe.com

HI! I'M J. i guess this is the part where i tell you who i am but instead of doing that like a normal person…i tell you a story. www.sintainframe.com