thinking out loud

recorded the day after graduation, harry & i explain how VCE works & talk about how to tackle it. I remember how nervous I used to feel about year 11 & 12, how it intimidating it seemed. dedicating this episode to kiddos about to go into year 10, 11 or 12, because teachers honestly don't do a very good job at explaining how VCE works in an understandable way. I hope this episode will help clear th...

after a long & stress 3 months of finishing year 12 i have finally returned as a fresh adult with a fresh drivers license. very excited to be back :)

I'm so sorry to have to do this but I'm going to take a 3 month break from the podcast to focus on my studies. I want to push out the best content I have for u guys so I'd rather give u my full attention when I'm not pre-occupied with exam preparation 🥲 thanks for all of your love & support this has been one of my proudest accomplishments to start a podcast & i'm loving it so much. I'll return in...

here is the final version of my speech that I presented for my English SAC. I was very happy with how I went, I got a score of 31/40 with very competitive marking so I hope u enjoy it & can take something away from this very real issue among the veterinary industry

I've always wanted to do this speech & I realised it would be a great idea to fo for my 6 MINUTE English oral presentation for school! this is the draft I've got & this is just for me to practice since I will probably edit more after this but I would love this to have some if any impact on anyone who hears it coz this really is a passion of mine as I used to want to be a vet but there are many tra...

another quick update since I haven't had a lot of free time lately

me & my fam went on a road trip to sandy point. wanna join?

*jack has joined the chat* jack's a very cool friend of mine who used to go to my school. we mainly just complain about school, discuss jobs & just chat about various other random things. jack will probably return to the podcast soon since he lives near me so maybe we'll prepare some topics next time :) ~ALSO~ trigger warning at 21:35: jack mentions a sexual assault case at his school & th...

i sing quiet so my fam doesn't hear me lol <3 sleep well & use headphones the best experience!  1. the bottom of the well (amy michelle) - 1:58  2. the girl you call best friend (aria rayes) - 6:25  3. ghostin (ariana grande) - 9:40  4. ave maria (beyonce) - 14:04  5. nothing (bruno major) - 17:30  6. smaller than this (sara kays) - 21:14  7. happier than...

sometimes we get lost in our own heads. we go down these rabbit holes and struggle to find our way back to reality. here are some of the things that trigger me to zone out, complemented by the things that pull me back down to earth 😌

another short one. just needed to express my frustration over losing a thermometer & also the idea that u should start making a short lil exercise routine after school, coz it has helped me a lot... just didn't have a whole lot to say today :p

i have dreams pretty much nightly. some of them are funny, others are just.. random as hell. i find them interesting so i've been logging them for nearly 2 years (when i can be bothered) to have fun reading down the track. this week u have the privilege of hearing some that i was ok with sharing. enjoy.

wanted to talk about how much year 12s have to go through. you're doing your VCE, trying to get that ATAR u need (which is already stress enough), meanwhile you're turning 18, becoming an adult, and juggling your plan for the future and your career path all at once. it's a lot... but at the same time, your goal in life should be to enjoy your time on earth. just do your best not to get swept up in...

i had a trial today at a professional cafe. huge step up from what i'm used to & it was so overwhelming. i have to decide by tonight whether i want to join their team... i suck at decision making btw :')

what have i been up to lately? school, life and thoughts about my future. i found a free monitor. coco is trapped with me in my room. i go on a rant about my career pathway breakthru: wildlife conservation and my ideas on protecting the environment because i've been aware of it lately.  haven't been doing topics lately.. actually takes a fair amount of motivation to come up with one ngl. i don't k...

yeah hi sorry I forgot to publish on saturday.. it's this weird obsession how I MUST PUBLISH EVERY SATURDAY OR ELSE but it's fineee. I was too distracted having a good time with my family in ballarat, & I'm just letting u know that I'll no longer be doing questions & annoying self promotion stuff just because it's annoying me at this point & i hate to think how annoying it would be to u guys lol....

just a short(ish) update on the latest tea of my life - hint: nothing significant. answered some quirky questions tho :p

personally, i've been stressed lately. u probably noticed. thankfully i'm on school holidays now, and i'm here to explain how i plan on unwinding & how u can too. it's important to take care of yourself. your mental health should always be your priority. remember that!

i'm a bit obsessive sometimes, with the way i do things. everything has be be perfect. my room has to be organised, homework sorted, daily tasks listed out. and if i'm not on top of these things, i stress. it's not very healthy. i don't have OCD, and this isn't a disorder. this is just what i'm like. i'm recognising it & constantly trying to improve on myself, and now, that means making health...

it's ironic how i'm so stressed since last weeks episode was about how i should stop worrying so much. yr 12.. fun times. wish me luck on my chemistry SAC next tuesday. I'm gonna need it.

short and sweet. we're a floating rock in the infinite universe, the earth could maybe explode at any moment. I explain why I cried on my way home from a sac and how to stop overthinking everything. whatever you're worried about, trust me, its probably not that deep :) p.s cheesecake recipe: https://youtu.be/tspdJ6hxqnc

making up for the missing episode last week with a juicy episode about relationships. been saving it for when i've been feeling especially ranty :) discussed the pros & cons of relationships, what's over/underrated, what to ask yourself before getting into one and more. advice on trust issues and commitment, and what you should expect from a special someone! <3

everyone has dreams/goals. whether it's childhood dreams or hidden goals you've always wanted to conquer, i'm here to tell you why you should act on them & where they could lead you. after all, every big thing starts small *explicit due to a couple of nightmares i shared during questions*

grab some tea. snuggle into a blanket. 100% improv today, no topic, no notes. just one on one chatting. that is all.

i think sometimes we all forget to pat ourselves on the back a bit, and how much credit we don't give ourselves. especially after the peaks of covid. i give some advice on how you can start feeling more comfortable with treating yourself & also a rundown of how i had to get a covid test done yesterday ahaha fun