There is a Way

A lengthy ramble about the intention behind the release of the Epstein files, the pertinence of sobriety during the upcoming tribulation, how to protect your inner divinity/faith, and an explication of the spirit of Satan and the war being waged on your alignement with Source. Sending lots of love to you all; take care of yourselves, and stay tuned for more. 

A soul is a self-arising desire to exist. It is an extension of our Source. You are an extension of your Source. Simply put, your soul is your "desire to exist." A fancy way of putting it is, our Soul is an "individuation of eternal spirit." It is the reason why you are here in this body, and why you will reincarnate into another one, ad infinitum. Existence itself began as an intention to "be." W...

A dizzying ramble about getting sick, being wrong, being right, staying healthy, and some thoughts on what's happening in the world and why. Without getting too specific. More episodes soon! please be patient and take very good care of yourselves. 

A ramble about saving your cash, living locally, the importance of water, sources of free energy, growing loofas, the benefits of Oil of Oregeno, and the psy-op to make men and women adverserial toward each other instead of appreciative and harmonic. Happy New Year!

We're in a time right now where everybody should be getting quiet inside and figuring out what matters to them. I think what's coming is big and we need to respect how easily we could be in a dire scenario if we don't prepare ahead of time. Shout out to my Canadians. Take care of yourselves, everyone. Listen to your inner guidance. It's the only source of real Truth. 

No Christmas Special today. I am going to be lazy. Take care of yourselves and of the people you love! Be back soon. 

A ramble about the power going out, Washington state being flooded, and a difficult realization about the interconnectedness of the current state of the world as civilization continues to wobble. Stay sharp my friends. Take care of yourdselves and the people around you. 

A ramble about decaf coffee, flooding in Washington state, missing paper football, the "odyssey of the mind" program for kids, Elon Musk's prediction of the AI takeover, the debate of whether to enter the matrix, trying to eat healthy, the benefits of lavender tea, laughing at a molting chicken, and a preview of the upcoming episode on enlightenment. 

A ramble about the movie Napoleon actually being good, Matthew McConaghey's decision to be in Killer Joe, shaving my head, the ongoing war with youtube ads, outer space being a manifestation, and the debate over flat earth theory.  

A ramble about putting out a fire, sleep deprivation, body doubles throughout history, the mystery of outer space, slowly quitting zyn, and an exposition on what your Intuition is and how to tune into it when it's needed. 

New episode up tomorrow hopefully. Hang tight and please be chill, Los Angeles. 

Ken Burns is an alien but the new doc is good. A ramble about Bill Burr, not eating enough, the benefits of raw garlic, pre-1900 mud flood theory, Benjamin Franklin's questionable travels, the movie "Prisoners," and wanting to be a cop. 

VERY explicit episode, heads up. A ramble about the matthew mcconaughey movie "Killer Joe," the new Ken Burns documentary, the struggle to quit Zyn, the continuing war against youtube ads, and the process of how each soul incarnates and reincarnates. 

A ramble about quitting zyn, having truck problems, bad luck, and the basics of witchcraft and how to protect yourself from it. 

Catching up, looking ahead, and a ramble about artificial intelligence, Charlie Kirk, civil war, getting dumber, and Ken Burns secretly being an extraterrestrial from outer space. Opening Song:  https://music.apple.com/us/album/i-want-candy/282215709?i=282215728 Closing Song: https://music.apple.com/us/album/slayed/215738095?i=215738140

This is where it all comes together. Hope you enjoy.  Intro Song: https://michael-parallax.bandcamp.com/track/make-me-believe Closing Song: https://music.apple.com/us/album/fly-away/723338099?i=723338326

Today's episode details the first six months of staying at a (temporarily shut down) retreat center, in a small cabin surrounded by 106 acres of forest. I quickly determined that there is a creator to our existence, and got my hands in the dirt as a gardener and landscaper for the first time. Navigating extreme isolation by exploring the forest, meeting and befriending the founder of the retreat c...

After returning home to the U.S. from doing Ayahuasca, COVID-19 began to creep into the news, and all future plans got put on hold as the world shut down. I found myself briefly staying with my parents during the lockdown, before heading back to Chicago to cancel my lease and drive across the country to the Pacific Northwest. I ultimately road tripped from Northern Virginia to Chicago, then from C...

Today's episode is a brief reiteration of the notion that all things are constantly changing. The unfolding of current events, the manifestations within your private life, your work life, your health, your finances, everything is consistently evolving over time, and sometimes changing rapidly. And we have the capacity to influence, and even control the manifested outcomes of our life, if we learn...

This is part two of the story of dying on Ayahuasca. Enjoy. Opening Song: “Body Song” by Patients https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TWJ7ynTqw-A Closing Song 1: https://ohfortuna.bandcamp.com/track/bodies-broken Closing Song 2: https://music.apple.com/us/album/love-vigilantes-alternate-version-bonus-track/314988639?i=314988699

Finding myself in the back of a moto-taxi in Iquitos, Peru, I met other retreaters heading to the same place and finally arrived at the Ayahuasca center out in the jungle. This episode details the first two Ayahuasca ceremonies, meeting the spirit of Ayahuasca as an old woman, and some signs and synchronicities in between. Opening Song: https://michael-parallax.bandcamp.com/track/ghosts-spirit-com...

After taking mushrooms alone in the dark one last time in Chicago, and introducing my mom to the mushroom space back in Virginia, the road to Ayahuasca took me first to a retreat center in the Pacific Northwest. I found myself being called to more retreat centers and more work in the “healing” profession, made some very interesting connections out West, and prepared myself for solo travel to Peru...

Today’s episode is a continuation and conclusion of the affair story, as well as a transition into an emerging chapter of life pursuing a career in retreats and at retreat centers. One more retreat days episode after this, then I’ll get into ayahuasca. Stay tuned. Opening Song: Monsters of Folk - “Temazcal” Closing Song: https://music.apple.com/us/album/changes-feat-the-budos-band/1485051210?i=148...

Part one of a story recounting a romantic entanglement that cost me just about everything I had at the time. Major changes began to occur in my life and my personal growth after this. And a brief story of taking mushrooms in a State Park with a “friend” and finding myself having to start my life over, in many ways. Opening Song: https://music.apple.com/us/album/put-a-date-on-it-feat-lil-baby/14503...

More DMT stories that transpired in Chicago between 2017 and 2019, including watching a friend almost lose his mind, getting fired from my sales job, manifesting the best living situation I had ever experienced at the time, and passing the DMT torch over to a hungry soul that seemed fit for the job. Enjoy. Stay tuned. Opening Song: https://music.apple.com/us/album/usa-boys/1577221958?i=1577221959...