The Unprompted Podcast

January 14th, 2022. I talk about patience, addiction to and withdrawal from imagination, and almost throwing myself away.

December 29th, 2021. I talk about wife-beater synonyms, an interesting podcast format, and looking back at memories not knowing the future.

December 27th, 2021. I talk about getting a taste of my old fantasies today, an Insta post I made at the start of this year, and feeling like I've been stolen from myself.

December 25th, 2021. I talk about browsing Etsy, interior design with varied materials, my oldest motivation, my "type", and what caused my downward emotional spiral.

December 24th, 2021. I talk about my cousin going to the navy, losing myself in my relationship, pretending to be okay, and a couple songs that I can now relate to.

December 19th, 2021. I talk about indulging in vices, planning decor for my room, missing Spiderman twice, and a seizure.

December 15th, 2021. I talk about feeling torn between myself and my relationship, encouraging my girl to do stand up comedy, progress on my dad's house, and big picture vs detail orientation.

December 14th, 2021. I talk about being productive before my flight, wanting Watch Dogs: Legion to release on Steam, and finding out what Death Stranding is about.

December 11th, 2021. I talk about the podcast improving my mental health, listening to old episodes, and House of Gucci.

December 9th, 2021. I talk about feeling emotionally numb, gaining a little clarity, and being unmotivated.

December 8th, 2021. I talk about not being able to imagine my future, how comparison works, not being in control of my ego, and feeling guilty for accepting help.

December 6th, 2021. I talk about trying again, standing by my decision to never be with anyone, and not liking anything about myself.

December 5th, 2021. I decide to stop trying.

December 2nd, 2021. I talk about having a minor mental breakdown, heavily conflicting emotions, my parents being vulgar, and searching for creative agencies.

December 1st, 2021. I talk about my mental health in the winter, my marketing plans for the next two months, Insta Reels and TikToks not working, and other general life updates.

November 19th, 2021. I talk about visiting national parks, my first day in Montana, and being the dumbest person in the room.

November 17th, 2021. I talk about driving to Omaha from Virginia, spilling kombucha on my book, and speaking in different financial languages.

November 12th, 2021. I talk about my long day, shooting at a tattoo parlor, and finding entertainment for my travels.

November 11th, 2021. I talk about having secks for the first time, lasting too long, and mens' cringey sex talk.

November 8th, 2021. I talk about losing at rally racing, pig slaughterhouses, ethically sourcing meat, and the ongoing wage shortage.

November 6th/7th, 2021. I talk about forgetting to finish this entry the night before, picking a new name for my first daughter, and struggling through editing photos.

November 4th, 2021. I talk about seasonal depression, wanting money to buy things, and some other shite I can't really remember right now.

November 2nd, 2021. I talk about having the best birthday I've ever had.

November 1st, 2021. I talk about making my new media kit and four vivid dreams I had last night including a zombie apocalypse story, hanging out with Mike Tyson, flying around a city, and angsty singers.

October 29th, 2021. I talk about a comedian puppet, wanting a cheetah tattoo, the original superpowers in my passion project, and deciding not to save money to buy more camera gear.