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on today’s episode we charge forward with excitement as the page of wands, itching to chase after our dreams!!! nothing can stop us!  🔥 🔥  but wait, hold up kid, not so fast!   what happens when we face challenges,  need to leave things behind,  or people don’t understand why we’re doing what we’re doing?   will we still hold that same excitement that we did in the beginning to keep going, even...

with the 8 of swords we can get stuck in our minds FOREVER… this mental prison is the ultimate SELF SABOTAGE, and killer of dreams.   on today’s episode of the meta mystic show! we talk about how to escape these complex mental traps, gain control of our lives, and move forward with confidence! 🔥 watch this episode on youtube @themetamystic

dear ex-christians, this is why we’re not okay: - no more bible? no more rules! - no more rules? freedom! - wait, i can do anything? - …what do i do now? strangely enough, freedom takes some getting used to.

after leaving christianity I didn’t know who I was anymore, and I realized why: I never knew who I was to begin with! in christianity, we are taught to hate the real us - jesus died for that nasty thing! as christians, we took sick pleasure in hating the authentic self, and being thankful for the plastic one instead! today we talk about the beauty of looking at the roots of who we really are, and...

on today’s deconstruction therapy, we talk about: - being in shock after leaving christianity - bizarre physical symptoms - am I fringe?? - looking for answers no one seems to have - astrology - birth charts/houses - what is reality? - alien abduction - dolores cannon - current spiritual viewpoint

on today’s deconstruction therapy, we talk about: - my brother’s death - tarot cards, guides, new age - my “new” mission - pre-life contracts - the hard reality and challenges of deconstructing my christian faith

On today’s deconstruction therapy, we talk about: hell was the tipping point  the “dangerous” deconstruction movement   constructing my perfect LGBTQIA+ argument  suppressing my christian doubts for 10+ years  Do we choose deconstruction, or does deconstruction choose us?

On today’s deconstruction therapy, we talk about: - leaving my prophetic ministry - hearing an audible voice - growing up in the prosperity gospel - being a “prayer warrior" - the “kabad glory” of God - angelic encounters - my parents’ house churches

are you worthy? OR worthless? on today's episode we’re talking about what it means to be “counted worthy” as a christian... but let’s see what those silly little rascals are ACTUALLY saying sans christian word salad!

what happens when... there is no more "saving souls"? no longer a specific "mission" or "purpose" to "be on fire" for? what happens to all of that "fire"? today we're talking about the aftershock post-christian deconstruction, evangelizing/messiah complex, religious ptsd and spiritual amnesia.

"vivian" (poem) by missy gordon the night falls my dreams repeat the message of a life passed on and soon after the morning rises did I pass? “life is not a test” the sky told me that but i was sure it was then what is it? to my surprise, the sky replied:“ what do you want it to be?” i thought about the line from pretty woman when richard gere asks julia roberts for her name “vivian. my...

"grief is > death" (poem) by missy gordon grief is more than death have you ever lost someone? an old friend? a lover? a beloved pet? have you ever lost something? a job? a house? a dream? an aspect of you? grief is more than death grief is loss grief is wandering grief is aimless and the road can be long and winding without an end in sight but the end will come and when it comes we s...

today we talk about my 26 year old brother mitch's sudden passing, and how my parent's tried to raise him from the dead. plot twist: if anybody believed that my brother would be raised from the dead, it would have been me.

my youngest brother mitch died suddenly a little over a month ago (april, 2023), i wanted to share with you the poem that i wrote for his eulogy (elegy) and some of my favorite pictures from his life. "ever after" (poem) by missy gordon ever after, evermore only after, not before gripping tightly, to my core only after, never toward words i wish i’d said: i wish the timelines met the sec...

0:06 | Too Much To Bear 3:03 | “Bears Bear Burdens” Poem ⚪️Substack: http://missygordon.substack.com ⚪️Donate: https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/missysuegordon ⚪️MMS! Merch: https://www.etsy.com/shop/themetamystic ⚪️Socials: https://linktr.ee/themetamystic

0:00 - My friend, Bear 1:16 - Too Much To Bear 4:57 - “Bears Bear Burdens” Poem 6:17 - “Bear” Artwork 6:54 - The Spirit of Bear 18:27 - The Now 21:13 - Taking Full Responsibility 28:18 - Balancing Points of View 42:07 - My Mission Statement Subscribe to the Winning Pond Newsletter! https://winningpond.com Kyle cease podcast mentioned: https://youtu.be/xgKn5MDbReU ⚪️Substack: http://missygordon.su...

0:00 | Life & Time  2:14 | Old Vs. New 3:47 | Unrecognizable  4:51 | The In-Between 5:42 | The Stages 7:16 | Challenging The Challenger  10:06 | Synecdoche  🟢Substack: http://missygordon.substack.com 🟢Donate: https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/missysuegordon 🟢MMS! Merch: https://www.etsy.com/shop/themetamystic 🟢Socials: https://linktr.ee/themetamystic

0:00 | What The Hell Is This?! 18:40 | Life & Time 27:03 | Old Vs. New 30:50 | Unrecognizable  32:38 | The In-Between 34:20 | The Stages 38:43 | Challenging The Challenger  48:01 | Synecdoche  Subscribe to the Winning Pond Newsletter! https://winningpond.com  🟢Substack: http://missygordon.substack.com 🟢Donate: https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/missysuegordon 🟢MMS! Merch: https://www.etsy.com/...

00:00 | Everything Was Lost 00:49 | Climax 3:48 | Poem 5:37 | Remembering What & Who I Forgot 7:31 | The Magician  14:43 | Looking For Truth In All The Wrong Places 🔵Substack: http://missygordon.substack.com 🔵Donate: https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/missysuegordon 🔵MMS! Merch: https://www.etsy.com/shop/themetamystic 🔵Socials: https://linktr.ee/themetamystic Disclaimer  The Meta Mystic Show!...

00:00 | Intro 1:13 | Climax 5:33 | Poem 8:04 | Remembering What & Who I Forgot 10:31 | The Magician 28:20 | Looking For Truth In All The Wrong Places 35:43 | Remembering Magic 🔵Substack: http://missygordon.substack.com 🔵Donate: https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/missysuegordon 🔵MMS! Merch: https://www.etsy.com/shop/themetamystic 🔵Socials: https://linktr.ee/themetamystic Disclaimer The Meta My...

0:00 | Intro 1:39 | Dreams & Figures 5:25 | Demons, Intercession & The Quest For Sainthood 12:18 | Presence 🔵Substack: http://missygordon.substack.com 🔵Donate: https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/missysuegordon 🔵MMS! Merch: https://www.etsy.com/shop/themetamystic 🔵Socials: https://linktr.ee/themetamystic Disclaimer The Meta Mystic Show! is for Entertainment Purposes Only. The Meta Mystic i...

0:00 | Intro: Floating Through Space & Time 1:59 | Dreams & Figures 6:26 | Demons, Intercession & The Quest For Sainthood 11:20 | Interlude  15:28 | Essay Continues… 22:32 | Presence  31:24 | Outro Practicing His Presence book: https://amzn.to/3nbk5YD (affiliate link) 🔵Substack: http://missygordon.substack.com 🔵Donate: https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/missysuegordon 🔵MMS! Merch: http...

In today’s episode, we talk about the F-word, the first slur I ever knew as a child… “FAT”. Whether I was binging on every carb in my cabinet at 260 lbs., or weighing 130 lbs. less, running 6 miles a day in the best shape of my life as a raw foodist… it didn’t matter. I still felt like sh*t. Losing weight didn’t change things like I thought it would. In fact, it only magnified the real issue: my s...

In today’s episode, I tell my story. After many years of grappling with my sexuality (and cycling through every damn letter in the rainbow 🌈 alphabet😂), I am ready to just be Missy Gordon. The Modern Christian Church has mentally tortured many of us in the LGBTQIA+ community, so today I offer a practice that had deeply helped me to combat this: Eckhart Tolle’s concept of “Presence” and learning...

The Modern Christian Church brainwashed many of us from a young age with Purity Culture. The Christian leaders who pushed books like "I Kissed Dating Goodbye"* on young teens wouldn't call it brainwashing, in fact, they wouldn't use the term, "Purity Culture" at all, they would call it "being godly", but Purity Culture Survivors would argue this. As someone from the LGBTQIA+ 🏳️‍🌈 Community, as we...