The lonely queers

#31 ADVENTURES & GIVING UP OUR POWER This episode is about living the adventure instead of dreaming about it or wanting to live It. To create adventures in our lives, we have to recognize that we spend a lot of time in front the screen to be entertained instead of creating the adventure ourselves away from the screen with ourselves as the lead character in our own play…   We can alter our real...

#30 A REMINDER OF MIND CONTROL Do you think about and understand that being happy is about mind control? Not just living in a healthy environment and taking the right choices that make one feel good – it is an ongoing process to be staying in that ‘happy mode’ and remember that it is a choice.   Self awareness is the first step into the path of self discovery and recognition of self. It can be an...

#29 HAPPINESS AS A CHOICE This episode is pure inspiration and it’s coming from the place in me, where I can share the message that we all deserve happiness. The episode is about happiness. And as a choice.   We all have the ability to connect to our higher self. Connect to the universe and to connect to other realms – but in order to manifest the best version of a timeline – we have to let the li...

#28 Meditation no. 3  MEET YOUR DECEASED LOVED ONES Sit back or lay down. Relax and make this your moment. You deserve it and this is an opportunity to connect to your self and sense that your loved ones - who walked the earth before you - can connect to you.   This meditation gives you inspiration to find your way home and balance your self and KNOW that you are not alone.  Enjoy! //ASH NOTE: If...

#27 YOU NEVER WALK ALONE We suffer when we lose someone, and they die. But are they really gone for good? A lot of people believe that there IS more to life than the eye can see. We don’t – as the divine energy beings we are – disappear. We are still connected, and the deceased people give this message: we are only a thought away…   My story in this episode proves that it really is so. Only a thou...

#26 OUR INNER POWER This episode is made on May 12th, 2025, as it is the Scorpio full moon - where long standing unresolved issues will be triggered. The energy in this podcast is different than the other episodes in 'The lonely queers' podcast due to the connection to athe energy from the Scorpio full moon. The topic 'our inner power' is connected to words of inspiration and the possibility to re...

#24 Meditation no. 2 SENSE YOUR DIVINITY Sit back or lay down. Relax and make this your moment. You deserve it and this is an opportunity to feel your divinity and a sensation that you a unique spiritual human being.   This meditation gives you inspiration to find your way home and balance your self.   Enjoy! //ASH NOTE: If you want to listen to the podcast episode connected and in sync. with this...

#24 WE ARE DIVINE BEINGS, YES? What is divinity to you? When we are connected to something more to life than what are living and/ or what the eye can see, we have a chance to sense that we are divine beings living a human life. That we are uniique and that we are actually connected to something bigger. Something divine and it's a flowing energi and lifeforce in our bodies. What does it mean to you...

#23 Meditation no. 1 OPEN UP YOUR MIND Sit back or lay down. Relax and make this your moment. You deserve it. This meditation gives you inspiration to balance and find your inner peace as you have the opportunity to merge with your higher self. Your teacher of life.  Enjoy! //ASH NOTE: If you want to listen to the podcast episode connected and in sync. with this meditation, then listen to episode...

#22 ‘MIXED MESSAGES AND AN OPEN MIND'. This episode is combined with a meditation. A meditation is created from my higher self to you in the end of this episode, to inspire you to sense and emerge with your higher self. Nothing less.   The topic in this episode is about realizing that we all – regardless being spiritual or not, OR being aware in the field self-development and self-awareness or not...

#21 GET IT GOING GIRL What do you need? Do you know it?   Because we ARE the creator of our lives, we must reflect and balance us self – everyday. In a world that’s spin very fast and can be very dark, we are being thrown off balance again and again. But nothing is stagnated so you do have the power to change it and be in balance and sync. Don’t you need more pleasure? Sexual pleasure? Pleasure is...

#20  MIND CONTROL AND THE CREATION OF YOUR OWN LIFE To point fingers and make projections against other people is not the way to create peace and harmony. When we give the other people the blame for our emotions and hurt, we let our inner child rule the relationship… in a devastating direction and away from love. We stay victims and we truely forget who we really are.  We are all connected and we...

#19 HE PLAYED SMOKE ON THE WATER FROM THE AFTERLIFE This episode is made with gratitude. I am so full of gratitude, and I am so proud! My dance school has 100 years birthday, and we celebrate it today at our end of season ball… but also, I needed – just before leaving for this event and hurrying to get ready – to do an episode for inspiration. A wake-up call. How was that possible I thought as I w...

#18 FEAR IS A FOE FRIEND REMEMBER? We cannot be creative and have abundance of energy and light when we are fearful. Creativity and passion are shutting down - and is that what we are longing for? Is that what we need and thrives from?   My son from the afterlife came back and opened my mind, my spirituality, changing my understanding of reality and how the world is put together… I am just here to...

#17 HOW DOES FEAR NOT HAVE TO DOMINATE OUR LIVES? I use my paranormal experiences in combination with the subject of the episode,- to inspire you to sense and hear that there is much more to life than the eye can see…   The subject of this episode is ‘FEAR’. Who wants to be in a constant state of stress? Walk with fear every day? Being a victim of life?   As I am channeling to an audience – being...

#16 THE DROWNING YOUNG MAN DIES AND INSPIRES US FROM THE AFTERLIFE. This episode is again about the afterworld and our deceased loved ones. They have an urgent message to us again. The dead young man in my dance studio proved it by coming back. As I am standing up to channel, in front of a crowd of people, I become a young, deceased man who drowned in an accident. The story in this episode has an...

#15 THE SPIRITS ARE AROUND YOU 24/7   Making a podcast without a script and only from intuition, opens up for a true inspiration in the moment – opens up for things to happen in the closet, where the episodes are made from… And I was in for a big surprise when I did this episode. My deceased son came. That was not my plan.   We are sentient beings and after our lifetime on earth we are naturally d...

#14 WHAT CAN A HAUNTED HOUSE TEACH US? In this episode I must talk about us as powerful human beings (queers etc.) again – as vibrations incarnated as a human being walking this earth. How can we protect ourselves from dark energy and from energy that does not empower us or teach us anything? Energy can come in different forms and shapes, and we do get what we expect. The ‘haunted’ houses are not...

#13 THE SPIRIT WORLD BORROWED MY FAVORITE GOLDEN SHOES The divine number 13. This episode is very important as it is made in the divine feminine energy. Letting go in love and not in lack. Not being a victim but to be conscious. Love truely moves through time and space. This episode is about lack and how to remove living in lack so we can manifest our new and better reality as the divine beings/ w...

#12 NIGTMARE ON ELM STREET CAME TO MY BATHROOM It can be a game changer if you know how to protect yourself from energetic attacks, where you feel drained or don’t know what’s going on.   In this episode I will talk about what’s going on, when you suddenly out of the blue start to feel melancholy or heart pain in connection to a former loved one or someone else, who is sending you bad thoughts or...

#11 THE SMELLY DEAD MAND OPENED UP MY MIND The story about the deceased smelly man in this episode, chased me away. And he turned up again in my bedroom later again.   The para normal goes hand in hand with a self-discovery in this episode’s story - as an inspiration for you to broaden your mind and sense into that there are more realities than we know of and have been brought up to believe in.  ...

#10 THE PUNISHED VAGINA Why on earth do we punish ourselves and shut down the most precious part of us? The crown juvel…  Are we so programmed to be asleep that we honestly believe this is a sustainable option to close down our sexuality and inner power, because we haven’t learnt that THE VAGINA’  - being our crown juvcel - is the entrance to being enlightened? To being happy and satisfied.   In t...

#9 THE BLUE ORB CRASHED THE PARTY We again and again give up our powers to distractions. What is happening and WHY do we do that? Why do we keep on forgetting that we are powerful beings.   Loneliness sneaks into our lives in different shapes. Distractions is a dear friend to loneliness, and they often come hand in hand. The world is full of distractions, and it takes the power away from us in a w...

# 8 AN IMPORTANT MESSAGE FROM THE AFTERLIFE AGAIN Stay tuned. It’s not over. We have just begun. And how do we manifest the things we want or long for? And what stays in our way?   In this episode I still mention the vagina because she is the portal to our insights, to wisdom and to guidance. Nobody ever taught us that but it’s never too late to learn.   I will inspire you with my words and inspir...

#7 THE DEAD GIRL PROVES US WRONG Now it’s time to be authentic. It’s our chance – as women – queer women or not – to look inward and harvest our sexual power back. But it doesn’t come without a cost. To be authentic and powerful, we must embrace our sexuality totally. And that can also go hand in hand with the paranormal story I am sharing in this episode.   In this episode I will inspire you to c...