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We're so excited to announce our new segment, a continuation of Ash and Michelle Do the Bible- Ash Learns the Bible! Ash still knows very little about this giant, mystical, and frankly pretty terrifying book... So we're all coming from very different view points! Make sure to listen to these eps first: ASH LEARNS THE BIBLE: Genesis Begins- The Garden of Eden, Noah's Ark, Sodom and Gomorrah, Oh My!...

"That 90's Show" S2 is premiering this week on Netflix! Booo! Before you watch it, the gals figured they should let you know, in their opinions, why you shouldn't. Ash and Fallon are spilling the tea on all the behind-the-scenes drama from the cast of "That '70s Show". Danny Masterson, a hardcore Scientologist, recruited many co-stars into the "church", creating some seriously culty vibes on set....

This episode originally aired in January 2021 and was episode 38! Awww baby TSFU! Ashley and Cam talk about the dark underbelly of Competitive Endurance Tickling. Jeepers Creepers!⁠⁠ In this week's episode, Ashley goes over the origins of Competitive Endurance Tickling, the woman who started it, and the events leading up to the making of Tickled, a critically acclaimed documentary by David Farrier...

Today on TSFU Presents, Ash is joined by stopculting , one of the archival consultants on Netflix's " Dancing for the Devil: The 7M TikTok Cult "! SC has been investigating and reporting on 7M, Shekinah and Robert Shinn for the last three years!  They dive into the Krump dance scene, focusing on Tight Eyez, a pioneer of the style, and his entanglement with Shekinah and other Christian cults. Ash e...

In recognition of Juneteenth, we are re-releasing this moving episode from 2020 where Ash and former co-host Cam tell us the story of the wrongfully-imprisoned teen, Kalief Browder. Kalief was arrested at 16 year old and was held - without conviction - for over three years at Rikers Island, 700 of which were spent in solitary confinement. He endured years of abuse in prison while maintaining his i...

" Perfect Wife: The Mysterious Disappearance of Sherri Papini " is now out on Hulu! Ash covered this case in detail with former co-host Michelle last year. Check it out while it's hot again! One day Sherri Papini left her house for a job and didn't return. Everyone was intensely worried for this petite mother of two and a huge search ensued for the pretty blonde woman. She was found on the side of...

Today on TSFU Presents, we dive deeper into the 7M TikTok dance cult scandal, the main players including Miranda Derrick (aka Miranda Wilking) and her husband B-Dash... who was in another cult prior to this. Ash also explains how Krump is heavily involved in this story and how the dance style got so intertwined with Shinn and his brand. Make sure to listen to part one first! ✨ Check out our Patre...

We hope you're thirsty for KNOWLEDGE this Thursday because we've got a new episode coming in hot, a day early! And we've got a surprise for you tomorrow too! You might think of the Amish as quiet, quaint folks in buggies selling homemade stuff, but there's a lot more beneath the surface. Join us as Fallon tells Ash all about the secretive world of the Amish. From shocking abuses against women and...

Get ready for a jaw-dropping episode as we dive into the wild world of Robert Shinn and the Shekinah Church. ALLEGEDLY, this asshole former-doctor-turned-pastor has swindled tens of millions from his followers while keeping a low profile in LA's luxury scene. Ash tells Fallon all about the bizarre teachings, control tactics, and shocking allegations of mind control, coercion, and even sexual misco...

Get ready for this wide ride! This week, Fallon tells Ash about the tragic and bizarre saga of Dean and Tina Clouse. 1978, New Smyrna Beach, Florida —Dean (19) and Tina (15) fall madly in love, get hitched, and have a baby. Then, in 1980, their perfect life takes a dark turn when they move to Texas and suddenly vanish. Their decomposed bodies are found near Houston, murdered in cold blood. Cue the...

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✨ Check out our Patreon for the sweetest swag around, 450+ ad free episodes (including 200 that aren't on the regular feed), monthly new bonus episodes (like Ash Learns the Bible and TSFU Presents) and access to all of our old bonus episodes, and SO much more! We really do pride ourselves on having one of the absolute best Patreons in the game!✨ We are SO FREAKING EXCITED to kick off TSFU's newe...

Picture this: a 1950's pinup model in a bikini with jet black hair and short bangs... chances are that even if you don't know who she is, you're picturing the iconic Bettie Page. Today we're diving into the fascinating and controversial life of the iconic pin-up queen, and one of Ash's idols, Bettie Page. Ash takes us through her troubled childhood and her rise to fame, becoming the first famous b...

Welcome to the second episode of our new segment, "TSFU INTERVIEWS..."! In this episode, Fallon sits down with author Cait West  to chat about her life and her new memoir, " Rift: A Memoir of Breaking Away from Christian Patriarchy ". Cait spills all the details about growing up in the strict Christian Patriarchy movement, which adopts the beliefs of the Quiverfull Movement (check out our episode...

We're officially back Cultlings! Today we're talking about a fairly new cult on the horizon, The University of Cosmic Intelligence, and its mysterious and problematic leader Rashad Jamal.  Fallon tells us how this group got on the public radar, their criminal actions, and what we know about the cult and its missing members. The gals also talk about cults growing online as a new danger.  ✨ If you...

Note: this season of TSFU Presents originally aired in February 2023. We will be back with a brand new episode next Friday!  In this episode of "Jarring Japan", a TSFU Presents season where we explored the more interesting aspects of Japanese culture, Ash and guest co-host Alex of Weird Distractions Podcast talked about insane reality, game and prank shows. Skip to 22:03 to hear the story of Tomoa...

WE HAVE A NEW SEGMENT, AND THIS IS ACTUALLY THE FIRST OF THREE THAT WE'RE ROLLING OUT! WE PRESENT TO YOU "TSFU INTERVIEWS..."! This is a new segment where Ash, Fallon and friend of the podcast Chauntee Pitts will interview survivors, authors and all sorts of other incredible guests! In this first conversation, Ash and Shelly Snow Pordea   discuss Shelly's new book, ' The Cheating Wife ,' which exp...

Hi friends! This episode is a hodgepodge of updates around our mental health, Ash's recent lapse in sobriety and why she's glad she's not in AA, and what's happening on TSFU in the coming weeks. We've got a special interview and Patrons are getting a brand-spanking new episode of Ash Learns the Bible ! Ash also kicks off the show telling Fallon about a problematic singer that she recently discover...

Note: this episode originally aired in September 2021. Chad Daybell is currently on trial and the episode starts with an update of what's happened since our original episode aired. Cam covered the story of Lori Vallow and her fifth husband Chad Daybell, and the disappearance of several of those around them. Daybell is the author of several Doomsday books and was the leader of a small cult, of whic...

Note: This episode originally aired in December 2022. There has been a recent resurgence of talk about the Synanon organization, thanks in part to documentaries released on Max and Paramount+. So we decided to reach back to December 2022 for a re-release of our Synanon episode. Synanon started out as an alternative to AA, a rehab program for "dope fiends", but quickly turned into a sinister and de...

Where do we even start with "Dr." flipping Phil. He's not a licensed anything, accept for a-hole, and hasn't been for years. He's known for berating and being abusive towards guests, enabling victims of addiction, exploiting mental illness, and maybe best of all, sending multiple kids to Troubled Teen institutions. ✨ If you wanna get your TSFU episodes ad free and on Tuesdays instead of Fridays,...

Have you seen the colorful ads enticing you to come experience "China before Communism" through the art of song and dance at a Shen Yun performance? What about the far-right wing newspaper "The Epoch Times" that preaches misogynistic, racist, homophobic and prejudiced views? They're both owned by the dangerous cult of Falun Gong which Ash tells Caitlyn and Lindsey about this week! Caitlyn co-hosts...

In 2014, two friends named Kris Kremers (21) and Lisanne Froone (22) headed from their home in the Netherlands to Panama to go on a trip to go sightseeing, and with the goal of doing community service. On April 1st, they left their host family’s house in Panama to go on hike and disappeared in the forests of Panama. ✨ If you wanna get your TSFU episodes ad free and on Tuesdays instead of Fridays,...

TSFU Presents is BACK! This season Ash is joined by various friends from other awesome indie podcasts! Our first episode is with Alecia Watson from Twisted & Uncorked ! Ash and Alecia go down the Project Modern Day Knight rabbit hole, PMDK is an $18,000 bootcamp for men who wants to go from beta boy to Alpha Man. It's a toxic masculinity mess... here we go! This is the first season that will b...

"The untold story of the toxic and abusive environment inside '90s kids' TV; hearing harrowing accounts from former child stars and crew who probe the balance of power in the industry and reveal an era that inflicted lasting wounds still felt today." - Investigation Discovery Ash and Fallon dig into the new docu-series " Quiet on Set: The Dark Side of Kids TV ". Ash summarizes the four part series...