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In this week's episode Alex tells Ash about levels 0-4 on The Bridge, how the "auditing" process works, going clear and a lot more. And Ash explains the sunk cost fallacy! Find Alex on his YouTube channel to hear soooo much more about Scientology and to see all of the amazing guests he's had on! And as always, don't forget to subscribe to his channel, and like and comment on his videos! And if you...

This week, Ash and Dawn of HILF: History I'd Like to Fuck , bring the saga of The People's Temple to an end with the infamous Jonestown Massacre. The gals wrap things up with Jones' continued spiral into drug addiction and madness, his start of the constant midnight ritual suicide "white night drills", Congressman Leo Ryan's arrival and the fateful day in which the US lost the most civilian lives...

This week Apostate Alex brings Ash further up The Bridge to TOTAL Freedom and things get even nuttier... like, real nutty. But also, how good does total freedom sound?! And it's not expensive or torturous at all! Find Alex on his YouTube channel to hear soooo much more about Scientology and to see all of the amazing guests he's had on! And as always, don't forget to subscribe to his channel, and l...

Ash and Dawn Brody of the hilarious and insanely informative HILF: History I'd Like to Fuck podcast start to wrap up the Jonestown saga. The People's Temple members who go to Guyana first soon find out just how hard that jungle is to clear and how much effort and time it will take to grow crops to sustain the congregation. Meanwhile, back in California, Jones makes Jonestown out to be a paradise w...

It's time for another edition of.... Ash and Alex Do Scientology ! Ash again teams up with Apostate Alex, former Church of Scientology's Director of Public Book Sales in London, and current dope ass whistleblower and YouTuber, to dive deep into the mysterious world of the "Church" of Scientology. And get ready y'all, because we're coming at you every week! Alex takes Ash deeper into the insanity o...

This month, TSFU Presents: Jonesin' for Jonestown ! Ash and Dawn Brody of the hilarious and insanely informative podcast HILF: History I'd Like to Fuck , take a hard look at how Jones' "church" began and the events that led up to its tragic end. Things get cultier, as they tend to do, when Jones starts encouraging followers to immerse themselves more fully by giving over their material wealth and...

OMG we are soooo excited to present TSFU 's new segment, Ash and Alex Do Scientology! Ash is teaming up with Apostate Alex, former Church of Scientology's Director of Public Book Sales in London, and current dope ass whistleblower and YouTuber. As with the Bible, Ash knows nothing and Alex knows it all! Ummmm Skrillex is a Scientologist you guys! Who knew that?! Probably not us! In our first episo...

This month, TSFU Presents: Jonesin' for Jonestown ! Ash and Dawn Brodey of the hilarious and insanely informative podcast HILF: History I'd Like to Fuck , take a hard look at how Jones' "church" began and the events that led up to its tragic end. In their first episode, Ash tells Dawn about the beginnings of The People's Temple (hint: it was originally called something much sillier), and how it lo...

It's True Crime Tuesday over on the TSFU Patreon , two episodes every Tuesday... this week's wild episode on Teal Swan is out to Patrons today! This week Emily and Ash wrap up the Murdaugh saga with Alex Murdaugh's trial and demise... finally! -Join us for as little as $5 a month on Patreon ! -We'd love to see you in our Discord , come hang out! -We have awesome new merch , go take a look! -Follow...

It's True Crime Tuesday over on the TSFU Patreon , two episodes every Tuesday... I mean like, wow, ammirite?! Episode 139 on Cary Stayner out for Patrons today! As we near the end of the series, Emily tells Ash about the many other deaths and scandals surrounding the now infamous Alex Murdaugh. Man, this guy was not a good dude, and pretty freaking stupid too. -Join us for as little as $5 a month...

In their second episode, Emily tells Ash about the brutal murders of Alex Murdaugh's wife and son, 52 year old Maggie and 22 year old Paul. In June of 2021, just two years after the fatal boat crash, Alex arrived at the family's Islandton property to find Maggie and Paul dead, shot outside of their home. Who could have done such a thing and why? -Join us for as little as $5 a month on Patreon ! -W...

In our final edition of Emo Lyrics or...? the gals are joined by Guru Patron Ophelia as Michelle quizzes her and Ash on whether the lines she gives them are emo lyrics or quotes said by a villain in a movie! -Join us for as little as $5 a month on Patreon ! -We'd love to see you in our Discord , come hang out! -We have awesome new merch , go take a look! -Follow us on Instagram and Twitter ! -Audi...

Ashley and Michelle do their last official episode together on serial killer John Christie! But we still have one more Emo Lyrics Or...? coming! Michelle is very missed but we're so excited to introduce you to our new co-host next week! Michelle tells Ash about John Christie, murderer of at least 8 people by strangulation, including his wife. He was an English serial killer and necrophile active i...

In this season, we're diving deep into the extremely powerful and mischievous (...and a little murderous) Murdaugh family of South Carolina. In our first episode, Ashley and Guru level Patron AND research assistant Emily Springer, dig into what started the Southern scandal that's had everyone talking for months. In February 2019, a very intoxicated 20 year old Paul Murdaugh was boating under the i...

Ok so this came out in 2006... think about where we are in our country right now as you watch and TRIP TF OOOUUUTTT with me! "Jesus Camp follows Levi, Rachel and Tory to Pastor Becky Fischer's "Kids on Fire" summer camp in Devil's Lake, North Dakota, where kids as young as 6 years-old are taught to become dedicated Christian soldiers in "God's Army". The film follows these children at camp as they...

This season was A LOT. So many people, places, incidents, etc. to keep track of, especially over the course of a month. Here we've taken out the intros and outros from episodes 2, 3 and 4 so that you can just follow the story straight from start to finish. You didn't ask for it, but we think you'll really enjoy a re-telling in a more straight forward and easy to follow manner! The full four episod...

This season was A LOT. Many people, places, incidents, etc. to keep track of, especially over the course of a month. Here we've taken out the intros and outros from episodes 2, 3 and 4 so that you can just follow the story straight from start to finish. You didn't ask for it, but we think you'll really enjoy a re-telling in a more straight forward and easy to follow manner! The full four episodes...

While Ash looks for a new co-host, we'll be releasing some material that we had banked up! This interview was done on Instagram, so please excuse the poor audio quality, but the content is excellent! Ashley and former co-host Michelle talk with author, and personal confidant of Caleb McGillvary, aka "Kai the Hatchet-Wielding Hitchhiker", about his book Smash, Smash, Smash: The True Story of Kai th...

In their last episode, Ashley and Megan talk about George Hodel's obsession with the surrealist art movement, which seemingly dictated his values and how he lived his entire adult life. Mark Nelson, author of The Exquisite Corpse , described surrealism as “an interplay of irrationality, eroticism, and violence…recurring in a broad array of writings and art.” Those sound like excellent themes to li...

Ashley and Michelle discuss the tragedy in Waco, Texas in 1993. Ashley talks about the history of the Branch Davidians, how David Koresh became their leader and the incident at Ruby Ridge preceding the initial raid at the Branch Davidians' compound. She also talks about the events that unfolded over the historic 51 day siege and the extremely tragic end results. The government basically tortured a...

Note: This episode was posted Tuesday 3/14, but we apparently accidentally set it to "private" sometime during the week. If you already listened to "Ep. 2: George Hodel" last week, please disregard this message. If you haven't yet listened to it, please listen to it before you listen to "Ep. 3: Tamar and Fauna Hodel", as much of episode 3 won't make sense without having listened to the second epis...

Note: We apparently accidentally set "Ep. 2: George Hodel" to "private" sometime last week. If you already listened to "Ep. 2: George Hodel" last week, please disregard this message. If you haven't yet listened to it, please listen to it before you listen to this episode, as much of it won't make sense without having listened to the second episode. In our second to last episode, Ashley and Megan t...

This week Ash tells Michelle about one of the greatest cinematic masterpieces of our time, The Wizard of Oz, and the horrors that people endured while making it. Not to mention some of the ill fates that befell the cast and crew afterwards, particularly Judy Garland. She also re-visits the 1973 horror film The Exorcist (originally talked about in episode 36 in season 3, which will soon be Patreon...

In our second episode of Emo Lyrics or...? the gals are joined by Guru Patron Chris as Ash quizzes him and Michelle on whether these emotional song lyrics were written by an emo band or T. Swift! -Join us for as little as $5 a month on Patreon ! -We'd love to see you in our Discord , come hang out! -We have awesome new merch , go take a look! -Follow us on Instagram and Twitter ! -Audio editing by...

On June 11, 1962, after months of planning and preparing, Alcatraz inmates Allen West, Frank Morris, and brothers John William and Clarence Anglin, attempted to escape the famed prison in the ocean, also known as "the rock". With a seemingly short distance of just 1.25 miles to the shores of San Francisco, one might think it would be easy to make the escape. But with the freezing temperatures, rou...