Stroke Survivor Podcast Ministry

Being judged as a stroke survivor trying to get my life back and how being a survivor affects other areas of your life. The meaning behind invisible disability and why spending 5 minutes with someone can lead to judgement and being labeled fraudulent. The role of God plays in my life.

Happy Heavenly Birthday William. Happy Heavenly Birthday Grandma. Happy 3rd Stroke Anniversary. Happy Rebirth. What God and all of this means to me.

My medical journey and navigating through a system that treats you like you are an inconvenience. A system that believes everyone wants a free ride. Listen to what was done to me so it will never happen to you. God bless. God will see you to it and through it. My apologies for the light obscenities.

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I got the job. More words can not do this episode justice. It must be heard.

What does the crucifixion and the resurrection mean to you? This is what it means to me.

Women are always expected to be strong and for the most part we are. When we are not we hide our weaknesses or obstacles because of pride. Living in between being healthy and recovery is a complicated and confusing place to be. Constant shame and asking, "Why me?" The day after will always remain. Unless a doctor or medical procedure can reverse my stroke I'm living in the day after EVERY DAY.

My experience going back to work after my stroke. Completing daily tasks, dealing with co-workers, and the public. My experience from an able body to a not so able body. God is so good. He is all I need.

Imagine working a job for until retirement and only receiving a watch for all the work you have done over the years as a parting gift. Welcome to divorce. This is the most transparent I've been about my pending divorce. I mean no malace. I know this because there is no anger attached to this episode. These are my thoughts with volume. Peace, resolution, and understanding are the only requests.

My mental health state when my 1st two brain aneurysms ruptured. Daily stress-related issues in your personal and professional life can kill you. Stress is the devil and it can take you out. I apologize for the notifications during this episode. My family and I are very excited about this prospective new job opportunity. God is oh so good.

This is a detailed explanation of my medical experience. The reason why I called it sins is because God gave us a temple and it is our job to take care of our temple. Our temple is our bodies we have to take care of our bodies physically and mentally. I've had quite the experience and sometimes I feel like when I tell my story it's so incredible that many people would probably never believe me. Wh...

Hope City Church in Texas is where my favorite pastor is from. Pastor Jeremy Foster is no longer with Hope City. When he resigned I resigned. I loved him and I could not connect with the new pastor. This episode explains why I was so connected to him. I also explain my sins of the past. How I was so checked out of my marriage that I cam close to committing the same sin he did. This does not absolv...

Experience this new life in a social setting. Stepping out of the box of independence, yet staying guarded with making intimate connections. While others are mapping out their lives I am learning who to map my from one end of the bar to another without spilling my drink and avoiding any physical catastrophe. I was a billboard for being my mother's child who survived a stroke. I felt good, looked g...

Be patient. God is so good. Say yes when it makes sense and not because you have no other options. Be honest with what you want in and for your future. Make sure your love language exudes integrity. To date or not to date? No. Not yet. Getting to know my new self first.

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Returned home just before my dear friend passed. RIP Toni God's timing is always perfect.

My first first post since relocating from California. I haven't been home since 1997 not 2009. That is a correction. What it feels like to be home again. The struggles of living with mom at the age of 51. Adjusting to my new life and finally living loved. New York New York a he'll of a town. I love being here. I missed you New York

My last night in Sacramento. Feelings insight perspective

Reflection of today's court event. Enlightening event. Introspection of self. The direction God led me in. Unmasking the past and taking away its power. The devil's war against humanity. Against decency. The criminal justice system failure. The 3 R's: Race Racism & Reality. The end of one chapter and the beginning of another. Learn from the past. Live for the future. This is my story.

I will discuss the process of relocating from the place I live now in Sacramento to go on back home to live in Yonkers with my mother. What it feels like to give away and sell everything you've worked for. The joy of receiving and giving blessings. Excitement and joy knowing a new chapter is finally going to happen. Why living your life chasing someone else's dreams is a recipe for a destruction o...

12 years a slave. The Help. This is my testimony. Addiction, sacrifice, struggle, infidelity, finance, career, family, health issues, goals, marriage, abandonment, divorce, financial ruin, separation, facades, final chapter, new beginning, faith, home, excitement, and fear. From beginning to the soon to be end. Almost free. Freedom will be achieved when God carries my over this last hurdle. Footpr...

This episode will describe how my week turned out. I did not have any setbacks physically. I did mentally and with my family. There was a death in the family on the day of my stroke anniversary. A graduation of my oldest stepson that I did not attend because he did not want me there. How my anger almost got the best of Me and how I was helped through family, friends, and Bible study. Which helped...

Being cordial has it setbacks. These are the days of lasts. Last days of marital status. Last birthdays and holidays. Last days of communication with a family I thought I had. Last days of 12 years of my former life. Last days on this emotional roller-coaster. I still have hopes and dreams. What I need to do to get the last days of my life back. These are my last days to live and find happiness wi...

This episode will describe where me and my soon to be ex wife are in the divorce process. How we are being cordial to each other and trying to have a relationship while our marriage of 5 years and relationship of 12 is coming close to an end. This episode will also describe how being respectful to each other during the divorce process is important to having a peaceful divorce. I will discuss where...

This episode is about the rejection I feel everyday because of my stroke. Rejection from my mother. Rejection from my soon to be ex wife and kids. All the reasons why am feeling rejected in detail. Why I am such a dark season and my hopes of finally getting out of this season. I will also discuss a new drug I plan on trying called DMT. It's a risk I'm willing to take because I don't want to be dis...