Still Searching

Karla and I have a chat remembering our time together in Teen Reach and growing up with all the misfits, rejects, and hurting young people of the country in her home. White dudes who don't know the streets, dealing with depression while being seen as some sort of "perfect Christian" who never drank, never tried drugs or even kissed a guy. Finding a new kind of spirituality and yes, I ask the press...

Ray Molina shares the backstory how his "Hit it Here Yaz" sign went viral when 29 year old San Francisco rookie phenom Mike Yastrzemski had a three home run game in Arizona and almost hit it exactly where the "Hit it Here Yaz" sign was. Ray also shares some profound insights raising two boys as a single father and shares a special song he recorded for them. Be sure to follow the Molina Boys on IG!...

Four dudes get super baked and talk everything cannabis; Down to cultivation, growing, the state of cannabis in California, the medical and recreational differences, first time we got high, favorite stoner bands and the future of the cannabis industry as a whole. Special guests: Coby https://www.instagram.com/yungwhitemamba Theo https://www.instagram.com/theeo213 Ray https://www.instagram.com/rayg...

Lifelong Laker fans get together and try to process the tragic and untimely death of Kobe Bean Bryant.  Mamba Sports Foundation   Clemente  https://www.instagram.com/clementedelatorre Omar https://www.instagram.com/solmarwatts Dave https://www.instagram.com/kingdavewon Kobe Bryant on 'em! ('09 Championship edition) https://youtu.be/dT4T0k5mcK0 Download the song @ https://shamesworth...

Graffiti is a term that dates back to Roman times and refers to etchings found in places like the Catacombs. It originates from the Greek word meaning simply “to write.” But modern graffiti is the visual art form of the global hip hop culture. With such affiliation, it connotes participation in a counter-cultural movement. Graffiti is the “voice of the streets”; it’s both a cry and a shout. Theolo...

The three boss ladies come to the MTTH to talk about entrepreneurship and the challenges of being a woman in business. From dealing with men abusing power in the workplace, sexual harassment and throwing money back at a customers face. These women do not play and are about that life! A ton of F bombs in this episode so beware.  @eloisascleaningservices @svalleybeauty @artisticrejuvenation Don...

What do you do when the pastor gives a scathing rebuke of the president days after he commits an act of war and says, "God is on our side." You stand up an applaud him!  Mission Hills Podcast    In Miami Speech, Trump Tells Evangelical Base: God Is ‘on Our Side’   Image from Beeple  

How do you handle being called a faggot at the age of 6 by a family member? Rene gets vulnerable sharing his experience knowing he was gay at a young age. Growing up in a Hispanic household that was apart of the church for a little while and why he attempted suicide at his lowest point and ultimately finding love and acceptance realizing it does in fact, get better.      Rene's...

Ambyr Rose comes to the MTTH to share her experience growing up as a second generation foster child and enduring years of abuse and trauma in the system and the choices that lead her into substance abuse and ultimately becoming homeless losing her children before getting clean and turning her life completely around.  !Trigger warning!  This episode has detailed stories of abuse that may...

Long time friend Josh Vigh comes to the matrix turtle trap house to take a trip down memory lane to talk deconstructed spirituality, getting picked up in juvenile detention by me and Willie Drone and picking up the pieces of faith again over a few craft beers.  Donate one time Auphonic credits to help me edit this podcast here .  Special thanks to the Bottle Shoppe    Topics me...

For those of you who are mourning the loss of loved ones. For those of you who are sad, lonely, battling depression or anxiety. For those of you who are estranged from moms and/or dads, children, brothers and/or sisters, family. For those of you who cannot afford to buy gifts, decorations, food. For those of you who work endless hours in retail, or work at hospitals or pharmacies, or are members o...

Clemente Delatorre shares his story growing up in the hood and his rise and fall and rising again in the real estate business. Clemente opens up about his deep desire to help people in their search for something greater.  You can find more info on Clemente's real estate business at his website https://clemente.jhagents.com/ Donate Auphonic Credits to help me edit this Podcast HERE

How do you treat your daughter after you told her not to get a boyfriend and she does it anyway? Angelina and Raul come into the "Matrix Turtle Trap house" to talk about how they met, friends, music, lame teachers and school shootings.  Donate Auphonic Credits to help me edit this Podcast HERE

Welcome to the Still Searching podcast where I interview my friends and we talk about the stories that shape us on this journey called life. Some people know what their searching for and others have no clue, either way the stories are worth sharing. Sometimes this show takes a very serious turn in talking about mental health issues and spirituality and other times it's just fun and OG Bubba Kush s...