Still A Part of Us

Erica and Winter have a candid sit down talk about the pain and fears of life after a stillbirth. They talk about how fear and anxiety affects subsequential births and how they personally dealt with that. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Al...

Erica talks with Winter about her daughter Avery, who was stillborn over 12 years ago. Even though so much time has passed, her love still grows everyday for Avery. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20,...

Rebecca and Winter talk about advice and ideas that could help a parent that has experienced stillbirth and loss. Rebecca's son, Liam, died due to complications with Noonan Syndrome. Rebecca talks about the anxiety of birth after loss, and the stress that has had on her. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help tow...

Rebecca and Winter talk about the birth of Liam, who was stillborn at 19 weeks due to complications with Noonan Syndrome. Rebecca tells us about the struggle she had with infertility for about a year and finally becoming pregnant with Liam. Quickly finding out that Liam had a heart issue that would lead to Hydrops fetalis, and eventually his death. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to su...

Seth talks with Lee about his daughter Everly and about his stillbirth. Seth talks about how he and his wife were really excited during the pregnancy to welcome in their baby. How they didn't want to know the gender until they met them. Seth tells us about how they find out that Everly has passed and the pain and hurt felt. Seth recalls the wonderful staff and especially the grief doula that helpe...

Katy and Winter talk about the struggle of being a mother to a stillborn child. What has helped and how people have helped in showing love and support during this first year after the death of Everly. Katy tells Winter about the joy of hearing people mention Everly. Katy also describes how her whole life is something completely different than it was before Everly's death. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a...

Katy talks with Winter about the birth of her daughter Everly, who was stillborn at 40 weeks. Katy recounts the joy and excitement the she had during the pregnancy, which seemed to be a perfect pregnancy. Katy and Winter talk about the sadness and total heartbreak of finding out that Everly didn't have a heartbeat and the fear of having to then deliver her sweet little baby. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us...

Clairissa talks with Winter about the impact her daughter, Darla, has had on her and her family. Darla's influence on how the whole family interacts and has become closer because of the tragedy. Clairissa talks about how speaking with a counselor has helped with her emotional processing and has been a great benefit to her on feeling closer to Darla. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to s...

Mother Clairissa tells us about her beautiful daughter Darla, who was stillborn at 40 weeks. Clairissa talks to Winter about the issues they had before getting pregnant, and the joy of conceiving and being pregnant. She talks about the pain of finding out that her daughter had passed away and the process of having to give birth. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued...

Jessica reads a letter she wrote and read for her sons funeral. The love she has for her son Jacob is so deep, and touching. She also gives some advice on how she is being a stronger mother and letting her love grow in the world around her. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting cost...

Jessica talks with Winter about her beautiful stillborn baby boy, Jacob. Jessica lives in the UK and tells us about the joy and happiness she and her husband had when they found out that they were pregnant. Jessica also talks about the complication she had with COVID-19 and the ultimate demise of Jacob due to COVID. Jessica found the Tommy's Organization ( https://www.tommys.org/baby-loss-support/...

After the stillbirth of her son Turner, mother Desiree needed to still be a mother to 4 other children. In this discussion, Desiree talks with Winter about all the pain of losing a child, and then also having to say farewell to her husband, who was deployed shortly after the birth. Desiree reflects that she now sees that is was a blessing, but at the time is was tremendously hard. Desiree also tal...

Desiree talks with Winter about her sweet little son, Turner Ashby who was stillborn at 38 weeks after a very "beautiful and uneventful" pregnancy. Desiree tells Winter that she was the healthiest she had been with any of her pregnancies, and that she was so excited to add another child to their family. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these storie...

Chris talks with Lee about his little daughter Lily Grace, stillborn at 27 weeks. He tells us about the difficult time that he and his wife, Michelle, had with early issues in the pregnancy. The relief and joy they had for a short time. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. O...

Michelle talks with Winter about what she has learned, felt, and done since the stillbirth of her daughter, Lily, over a year ago. She talks about everything from the help she received from family and friends, to her experience with counseling. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting...

Michelle talks with Winter about her beautiful daughter, Lily Grace, who was stillborn at 27 weeks. Michelle talks about the joy and excitement that they felt when they found out that they were pregnant, and the fear and pain during the pregnancy, Michelle talks about the sadness and grief of when they go into the last ultrasound appointment and knowing that their baby had no heartbeat. DONATE $5...

Geneviève and Rob give us advice about what has helped them as they mourn and continue on loving their son Liam, who was stillborn at 26 weeks. They talk about the legacy projects that they are involved in. The help they received from family and friends. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production an...

Rob tells us about his beautiful son, Liam Mateo, who was stillborn at 26 weeks. Rob recounts how he and his wife Genevieve were excited to welcome in their little son. Rob tells us about the pain and sorrow of when they gave birth to their stillborn son. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production a...

Mother Geneviève tells us about her beautiful son, Liam Mateo, who was stillborn at 26 weeks. She recounts the joy of finding out that they were pregnant and the horrors of having to part with a beloved child. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase a...

Megan talks with Winter about her beautiful daughter. Adalyn Grace was stillborn at 37 weeks and delivered via Cesarean section. Megan tells us about about having to be on bed rest due to a short cervix and the complications that came because of it. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hos...

Mother Ryannah shares with us a letter she wrote to her son Jayce talking about the love and pains she has had during her pregnancy and his birth. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providin...

Mother Ryannah tells us about her beautiful son Jayce, who was stillborn at 20 weeks. She tells us about the joys of becoming pregnant and the deep sorrow of finding out about the loss of her sweet baby boy. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an...

Larileah reads a letter she wrote for herself to us about all that will happen after her own stillbirth. She talks about the love she has for her son, Jason Matthew Joseph, who was stillborn at 24 weeks. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Alw...

Larileah reads a letter she wrote for herself to us about all that will happen after her own stillbirth. She talks about the love she has for her son, Jason Matthew Joseph, who was stillborn at 24 weeks. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Alw...

Larileah talks with Winter about her sweet son Jason Matthew Joseph, who was stillborn at 24 weeks. DONATE $5 (aka "buy us a coffee/hot cocoa") to support the continued production of these stories. We appreciate all the help toward production and hosting costs. Or if you want to purchase an "Always a Part of Us" Legacy Gift for $20, you'll be providing to one of these families that shares their st...