Mad Madame Gin

Reality Check My Life

Religion EN ↓ 642 episodes

Reality Check My Life is a soul-deep, no-bullshit, sacredly irreverent podcast by Gin—eclectic alchemist, sacred trickster, and spiritual truth-teller. Here, we talk healing, grief, sex, spirit, shadow, comedy, and consciousness—all filtered through the messy beauty of real life. This isn’t your basic healing podcast. It’s Holy WTF moments, raw awakenings, soul surgery, and real-time resurrection. Come for the truth. Stay for the sacred chaos. Love is the greatest currency of all… and this is your reality check.

Author

Mad Madame Gin

Category

Religion

Podcast website

realitycheckmylife.com

Latest episode

Jul 10, 2026

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Episodes

Snack Pack S40E2: The Five Knocks 31.08.2025

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Snack Pack S40E1: The Two-Night Bloom 31.08.2025

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Snack Pack S4E1: I Paid $50 to Vent to a Stranger… and It Might’ve Saved Me from a Breakdown 31.08.2025

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Bonus Snacks E6: Take This Job and Shove It: Threshold Lessons from the Feather, the Fruit, the Cicadas, and the Deer 29.08.2025

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Snack Pack S12E7: Fifty and Flaming: The Holy Fire of Becoming 29.08.2025

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Snack Pack S12E6: Celebration as Self-Devotion 29.08.2025

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Snack Pack S6E7: Devotion Isn’t Quiet: Reclaiming the Volume of Your Faith 29.08.2025

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Snack Pack S6E6: Unfollow Me If You Need To: I’m Not for Mass Consumption 29.08.2025

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Snack Pack S6E5: This Ain’t a Revival, It’s a Rebirth 28.08.2025

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Bonus Snacks E5: The Sentinels at the Bend 28.08.2025

Help Save the Sanctuary: 17 acres of healing land and animals are at risk due to property taxes. Learn more or donate here: ⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://gofund.me/6625ab293 The Sentinels at the Bend (Bonus Snacks Episode) Sometimes, after the storm of sacred rage clears, something unexpected arrives at the threshold. In this bonus Snacks episode, Gin shares a Living Grimoire entry about five...

Snack Pack S12E5: Your Worth Is Not a Flag Size 28.08.2025

Help Save the Sanctuary: 17 acres of healing land and animals are at risk due to property taxes. Learn more or donate here: ⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://gofund.me/6625ab293 ✨ Reality Check My Life – Snack Pack for the Soul Cast- S12E5 ✨ Your Worth Is Not a Flag Size Your worth is not measured by symbols, applause, or how big the celebration looks—it’s encoded in your very being. In this epi...

Snack Pack S6E4: I’m Not Angry, I’m Activated: Sacred Rage as a Signpost 28.08.2025

Help Save the Sanctuary: 17 acres of healing land and animals are at risk due to property taxes. Learn more or donate here: ⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://gofund.me/6625ab293 ✨ Reality Check My Life – Snack Packs for the Soulcast- S6E4 ✨ I’m Not Angry, I’m Activated: Sacred Rage as a Signpost Anger isn’t unspiritual—it’s sacred. In this episode, Gin reclaims rage as soul-led activation: the m...

Snack Pack S12E4: The Refund and the Reckoning 27.08.2025

Help Save the Sanctuary: 17 acres of healing land and animals are at risk due to property taxes. Learn more or donate here: ⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://gofund.me/6625ab293 ✨ Reality Check My Life - Snack Pack for the Soul Cast– S12E4 ✨ The Refund and the Reckoning What happens when you stop trying to fix disappointment—and simply release it? In this episode, Gin shares the story of asking...

Bonus Snacks E4: When Poor Planning on Your Part Is a Mirror on Mine 27.08.2025

Help Save the Sanctuary: 17 acres of healing land and animals are at risk due to property taxes. Learn more or donate here: ⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://gofund.me/6625ab293 When Poor Planning on Your Part Is a Mirror on Mine In this Bonus Snacks episode, I share a story about a 79-year-old friend’s surgery that cracked open a mirror I didn’t expect. Watching her resist planning for support st...

Snack Pack S12E3: Self-Witnessing Is a Spiritual Act 26.08.2025

Help Save the Sanctuary: 17 acres of healing land and animals are at risk due to property taxes. Learn more or donate here: ⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://gofund.me/6625ab293 Self-Witnessing Is a Spiritual Act What do you do when the world refuses to see you? You learn to see yourself. In this episode, Gin unpacks the radical, sacred practice of self-witnessing—why it feels so hard, why it matt...

Snack Pack S6E3: It Was Never Meant to Be Easy — It Was Meant to Be Yours 26.08.2025

Help Save the Sanctuary: 17 acres of healing land and animals are at risk due to property taxes. Learn more or donate here: ⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://gofund.me/6625ab293 It Was Never Meant to Be Easy — It Was Meant to Be Yours We’ve been sold the myth that if something is “meant for us,” it’ll come easy. But what if the opposite is true? In this episode, Gin dismantles the lie of the effor...

Snack Pack S6E2: Spiritual Gaslighting Sounds Like Wisdom — But Lands Like Shame 25.08.2025

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Snack Pack S6E1: God Has Trust Issues Too: Why Divine Timing Can Feel Like Abandonment 25.08.2025

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Snack Pack S12E2: When the Celebration Doesn’t Fit 25.08.2025

Help Save the Sanctuary: 17 acres of healing land and animals are at risk due to property taxes. Learn more or donate here: ⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://gofund.me/6625ab293 When the Celebration Doesn’t Fit What happens when the brave act of celebrating yourself doesn’t land the way you hoped? In this episode, Gin continues her story of turning 50—and the too-small birthday flag that became a...

Snack Pack S12E1: Guess Who Tried to Celebrate Herself 25.08.2025

Help Save the Sanctuary: 17 acres of healing land and animals are at risk due to property taxes. Learn more or donate here: ⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://gofund.me/6625ab293 Guess Who Tried to Celebrate Herself What happens when you finally try to celebrate yourself after a lifetime of survival—only to end up with a tiny garden flag instead of fireworks? In this episode, Gin shares the raw, ho...

Snack Pack S38E7: Pontoon (Floating Sanctuary) 23.08.2025

Help Save the Sanctuary: 17 acres of healing land and animals are at risk due to property taxes. Learn more or donate here: ⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://gofund.me/6625ab293 Pontoon (Floating Sanctuary) We end this arc where abundance really lives: in collective joy. The pontoon is our sanctuary—humble, messy, floating together in laughter and belonging. This episode is your invitation to clim...

Snack Pack S1E7: Don’t Mistake Kindness for Consent 23.08.2025

Help Save the Sanctuary: 17 acres of healing land and animals are at risk due to property taxes. Learn more or donate here: ⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://gofund.me/6625ab293 Don’t Mistake Kindness for Consent Too many of us have been taught to smile through violation, to mistake softness for surrender, and to equate kindness with compliance. In this episode of Reality Check My Life , Gin disma...

Snack Pack S1E6: Why Healing Isn’t Polite, but it is Sacred 22.08.2025

Help Save the Sanctuary: 17 acres of healing land and animals are at risk due to property taxes. Learn more or donate here: ⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://gofund.me/6625ab293 Why Healing Isn’t Polite, but It Is Sacred We’ve been taught to keep our pain tidy, our grief quiet, and our truth palatable. But real healing? It’s messy, loud, disruptive—and deeply sacred. In this episode of Reality Che...

Snack Pack S38E6: One Margarita (Pleasure as Prosperity) 21.08.2025

Help Save the Sanctuary: 17 acres of healing land and animals are at risk due to property taxes. Learn more or donate here: ⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://gofund.me/6625ab293 One Margarita (Pleasure as Prosperity) Joy multiplies abundance. Pleasure isn’t frivolous—it’s sacred. From cookies for squirrels to monarch blessings, this episode is about savoring sweetness without guilt. Because someti...

Snack Pack S38E5: Friends in Low Places (Messy Belonging) 21.08.2025

Help Save the Sanctuary: 17 acres of healing land and animals are at risk due to property taxes. Learn more or donate here: ⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ https://gofund.me/6625ab293 Friends in Low Places (Messy Belonging) Here’s the gospel according to Garth Brooks: messy humans are holy humans. This episode is about belonging, not performance—about the Statue of Liberty posture of saying “Bring me yo...

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