Re-Discover You

 I’m not the same woman I was one year ago. I’m not the same woman I was 6 months ago. Hell… I’m not the same woman I was one month ago. Emma Swain to me is a remarkable being, who has a backbone of steal and the flexibility of a ballerina. In this life I have lived countless lives. I have died countless times. I have re birthed, re framed, realigned, unbecome more times than I can count. It’s now...

In this earth, we live in space time, it is linear, moving from both to death. However, the soul lives outside of time so does God the alpha, the omega. The beginning and the end. When we work with quantum, what we are really doing is having the expanded mental ability to witness and embody the past, the future and the present into one moment. What once was spread over a 95-year period of time, ca...

I died. Literally and figuratively speaking – I died. May 16, 2020, I had a major suicide attempt. The doctors said it was impossible I survived. 50 sleeping pills and over 50 Xanax – nobody should be able to make that turn. But by some miracle… I survived. My heart flat lined that night – so yes, by medical standards… I was dead. Buti came back. I resurrected. But for me, in my journey, in the hu...

Hands up.. who has ever invested – emotionally, physically, mentally, spiritually – maybe all of the above, in someone who you ended up feeling robbed by? Or let down by? Or you feel you over invested in? Hands up who has ever felt like a let down to a soul they have deeply loved, because they could not handle the level of commitment or investment someone was pouring into them or giving them?  Han...

What paradigm of consciousness are you choosing to live in? Do you believe there is a new one? Are you on the journey of many deaths and resurrections? Are you ready to ascend?  Are you a vessel of love? How deeply in surrender to the divine are you – in your mind, in your body, in your soul… to life, to others, to you?  The shifts are happening… more and more… its time for us to rise. To be in lo...

We are master manifestors in this life. This podcast goes into a beautiful story in my own life of how I co-created through faith, intention and a little sprinkle of magic a wild manifestation. From there, w dive into how you can do this, too. INjoy my loves x

From princess to priestess. I’ve been home in mama Bali for a few days now, and I finally feel its time to write about the journey I experienced in India. I read a powerful quote which I feel was the anthem for my trip to India, and for a lot of my life: it takes going through near annihilation again and again to discover what within us is indestructible” My trip to India was near inhalation exper...

If life can manfiest the human dna, not to mention create the human brain, how is it that we think we need to manifest and create everything on our own? There must he another more saine way to approach life. This is the experimental question: am i better off making up an alternative reality in my mind and then fighting actual reality to try make it be my way, or am i better off letting go of what...

Spoiler alert: life never works the way we think it should.... but always in the way that brings us to our fullest healing and truth.  This podcast is all about how I grew in love, learned through loved and came to a place of empowerment after disempowering myself. It goes into where i was just 3 year ago, to where I am now, and how the longing of my feminine heart has guided me into hell and heav...

Faith is my strongest value. Its my core. But what I have realise is that we are all faith-based being. Faith believing in what we perceive to be truth, and then calling it into our field, as if it is the only true thing. All of us are faith-based beings. All of us are living in faith. But the question I always ask is… what are we believing in?  You see… as beings, we are constantly believing in s...

The word became flesh; embodiment; rhema revolations - all these words / phrases for years made sence to my mind, but now they are my living truth. This podcast unpacks how we can truly live what we listen to; how we are concsantly building momentum and compounding our energtic patterns; and most imporantly - how to connciously co-create with Life to manifest the life of our dreams in an embodied,...

We are souls, in bodies, with minds. We are not our minds, we are not our bodies. In fact, if you begin to study the quantum atom, it is nothing but t space. Why? Because everything is energy, light reactions, densified space that swirls and reflects in billions of unique ways to reflect form. But at essence, everything is energy. I remember when I began my awakening journey and healing, so many d...

Signs, divine guidence, the language of energy, awakeneed awerness, action awerenss, faith, surender.... this podcast is alllll about my journey to spitrually opening, learning, re-discovering and totally aligning  with Life. I give you the step by steps I took to allow you to begin to do the same. We truly are a part of something bigger ... are you ready to awaken to your sings? 

It's about time I began to share some of my BOOK with you, my lovers. It's also about time I began to shine my inner light around our purpose, heaven, the energetic shifts taking palce on this plaent and how to begin to authetically intergrate into this new world. This podcast I speak about my views on Heaven becoming a place on earth, how my life shattered and then shifted into this sta...

Being in your authentic truth, learning who you are in relation to God, humans and this movement of life brings up a lot. Its a place to meet your fears, to deepen in your truth and to surrender into the unknown, knowing you are held though it all. This mornings podcast is about my current journey and processing of shifting from fear to faith around living authentically, as my life's journey...

Healing, sexual liberation and living an a fully embodied woman did not happen over night... This podcast really goes into my journey to healing embodied shame - and how in my healing journey I have been able to truly reclaim my sexuality, self love and womanhood after YEARS of living riddled in shame. I pray this opens you into a new perspective of reclaiming allllll your selves, to truly live sh...

Mm... PART TWO IS HERE! This podcast goes into poems, insights, healing and my own authentic truth around surrender, love, intimacy and divine communion. I pray it allows you to open, expand and come back into your own truth as we all continue to grow, heal and expand through love in this life. Enjoy my loves x

I decided that it was about time to write and share some of my views of sexuality… sacred sexually, and how I have come to really embody and heal myself into this wildly wonderful sexual being, who somehow remains celibate and connected to her big soul’s purpose.  This is pt. 1 – where I want to open up about how I have been falling in love herein Bali, and how it opened me to learning my edge bet...

I am awake at 4 30 am because I feel God has just spoken very clearly to me about something. Recently, I have been starting my day off with a prayer. In it I sate that I am ready to learn through love. I release the idea that pain has a purpose. I am born to live a peaceful life. I release the purpose of pain, and I received the purpose of love.  Sounds nice right? And makes sense. Yet for some re...

5am poetry. Falling in love with life. Understanding mind, body, soul alignment. Coming back into this moment. Seeking the light within. Wow... this morning it all came through, and its here. I pray this podcast opens you, heals you and re-aligns you. Its a magical one. Enjoy, my loves xxx

Mmm, mmm, mmm... can we get to the good sutff?! WOWWW, Last week I spoke about feeling grief, coming back into the present moment and the fucking courage it takes to be vulnerable with ourselves. This week I want to speak about how to come back to a sate of joy and learning how to gage where we are at on our scale of emotions. This is a goodie for learning how to authentically feel your feels and...

Last week I began to speak about grief. It is such an in-depth topic, something we all go through in different ways. But today I want to open up about the regrets, the overwhelm and how to come back into presence. I want to open your perspective to the difference of suffering vs grieving, and how to ride the inevitable waves of loss, heart break and love. Enjoy, my loves! 

I have felt for a while to begin to share more on the topic of grief. Its s tender topic for me. One that I have had to lean into so fully.  One that consumed my world, and nearly took my life.  But one that has also given so much to me. From grief, I have found my depths. From grief I have found my love. From grief I have found self-forgiveness in ways I never knew to be true.  And so here, for t...

This past week my fever was 39, and I was sick. Very sick. Yet through my sickness, there was healing far deeper than just in the body. This episode I explore the mind-body-soul connection to healing, how epileptics works and how I for the first time have released a rape I went though 9 years ago. It's deep, beautiful and edgy. But this is my perspective on the divine healing and power of ill...

This podcast is delving into how I fell right off the bandwagon of faith, and into the hurricane of fears. And how, life in its glory, was able to bring me back into alignment and gave me an easy 5-step plan to come back into alignment in your mind-body and soul, to help heal, validate and find gratitude in the midst of a totally shit show … which trust me, my currently life truly does feel like....