Randomness Inside My Head

The rainbow Colors we see are the spectrums created By the prism; it’s all physics, it’s all Science, it’s all explainable. We see The results of a defraction, but we attribute The colors to a deity, not to the brain And the comprehension capacity each Of us was born with and gifted by. The sea water carves the rocks and Makes the cliff. It’s not supernatural, It’s nature working its way around It...

Assumption drives you to some corners, if You get it wrong, and beyond the borders of Comprehension, if you get it right. It’s a tricky game with low return and unexpected Chaos as a result of uneducated guess and The attitude of being all high and mighty In front of other people, who in some cases Probably way smarter and wiser than you Are, but never bother to show off their Brains and wits to a...

I’m like a hamster running around inside a cute, Pink cage containing a bright, yellow wheel Put there to make me exercise and eventually Be happy and content during bad, gloomy days. The cycle, or the wheel on which I run, is And endless loop with no clear ending Or beginning, and can only be terminated By things as final as death and rebirth. Do you believe in it? Because I don’t.

What is love if it’s unfair? You double the people in your life, but Not the capacity to love, to care, and to be Devoted to all of them, every one Of them, equally and unconditionally. You keep choosing the person you love Best, the person you’ll punish most Severely, the person you’ll give no Apple to should you have one basket full Of them, and the person you’ll say yes to Every time and in eve...

I am your companion when you feel Nobody understands you or even Realize your existence. I am everything you need to stay Alive, and grateful, and content. I am you in every sense of the way; Look at me and nothing else.

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Midnight conversations, heart-to-heart Confessions, stories from the past, Hopes for the future are what bind us, Unite us, keep us jointly all this time.

But you came to me the day after, with Flowers and chocolate and down on Two knees, begging me for another chance. I knew that I was ruining my life, But I let you coming back to me. Then you stood there with your arms open, Taking me into them as soon as I Ran and held you like nothing else mattered.

How can I step out of the front door And drive to the jungle of uncertainties, A battlefield of being healthy or slightly Sick or on the verge of dying? So, I shake my head and decline Your most likely hastily made Suggestion, or perhaps an impulse To seek companion to face the world Outside because you are also Shaking with fear for the virus, But you’re also dying with boredom Of staying inside...

Do you know that it is not impossible For you to connect and disconnect, Appear and disappear, Be availabe and unavailable, With, from, and for people whose names are On your contact list, lining up neatly, Not wanting to make any unnecessary ruckus?

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You and I were like compatible meals, Like medium-rare steak and red wine, Then one of us got spoiled and had No other choice but to be discarded, To be thrown into trash can, like Every other unwanted and unloved being. You wanted to be the last piece Standing, perfectly unmarred by ugly History of dating and relationship Misjudgement and failure.

If one boy is too fat and the Other is too bony, if one girl’s hair Is straight and other’s is curly, If all those shapes are beyond what We can and must control Then who are we to scream out Loud: "Damned you all”?

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We are three people bound with Blood and love and loyalty We pledge to one another Until the end of time. We are three spirits roaming freely and independently, sometimes side by side or other times Contentedly far and away. And it is fine, it Is alright, it is natural.

The guessing game ends when The coffin is closed, the carnation Withers with time, and those who Mourn stand in silence, contemplating On how to move on, on how To get on with life and its occupants.

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