Planet Dextin

Once your connection to your best friend dies, then the extended family you created will never be re-established because the bond that was created has now being completely broken

No friends (all my friends are girls and are mothers, nobody contacts me, and when they do contact me, it’s either me being an Uber driver, asking me for money, or not talking to me at all)

The purpose behind Planet Dextin is finally revealed

Me transitioning from a job to a career; how I want to be a role model to my girlfriend, my girlfriend’s mom, my girl best friend, their siblings and children, and my own family; I’m 4 years from being 30 years old

Me revealing my weird ass YouTube algorithm and how it is very intriguing to my writing

In this period of my life, I need to have a career to where I can pay all my bills (my car note), find me a place of permanent residence, rinse, and repeat until the day I die

My emotions towards this year’s Valentine’s Day is through the roof

Welcome to 2024, I am so glad that you all have transitioned into the new year safely and even better have stayed with though the years. It is greatly immensely appreciated; in 2024, I want to/will do more traveling this year (SOLO TRAVELING more than anything) and for October, November, and December 2024 I want to be in a different state but really for October 1st and Christmas Day & Eve and New...

In all of my life, I have never been so dedicated or shown any kind of interest to anybody on this planet as much as I show my home girl. No other person will or has ever received this much attention from me ever before.

I explain and apologize at the same time why I have not published an episode within the past 4 months of my last episode. The changes to myself and some superhero TV shows I am watching that I am waiting for them to be completed before ultimately binging their episodes.

How my mind operates as a freelance writer: the world is a document, I am the writer, and the characters I interact with are NPCs that I encounter with (thankfully Narrative Reality Manipulation does not exist or we’d all be fucked peacefully and politely). I can literally turn anybody’s life or anything into a story.

Me describing my materialistic phobias (and in hopes of making myself feel better too)

My personalized internal war with myself, my emotions, my thoughts, my feelings, everything that is involving myself will be handled and dealt with accordingly and thoroughly.

My broken, shattered, fragile, thin ice mentality mixed with my already fragile and broken emotional state. The way I am now…I could literally conclude somebody’s whole existence or make them change their perspective on me or I could severe a friendship in a heartbeat.

Me revealing the phobias that attack me on an emotional and mental scale

My 10 Fears Related to being part of the LGBTQ community and being a black bisexual man

Me tackling and being aware of my emotions, thoughts, feelings, and word manipulation

Me being vocal and upfront with my phobias both materialistic and emotional

91 Episodes published, I want to go on independent/friend adventures starting this summer, I am working on myself financially, Bi-Weekly Events starting this weekend, Self-Abandonment, and etc. are the topics covered in this episode

My personal apology to myself for everything that I’ve done and everything that is happening now

From having no topic to discuss to a personal issue that will be resolved

As of now (three months into 2023) and it has already proven to me that this year is not off to a good start, not even good, it’s off to a terrible start and it is not even attempting to get better as of now.

Here's the update 1) I have this job at the airport as a ramp agent for a contractor at the airport BUT they're biweekly and I am currently taking strenuous training (I am aware that it's a new job, but I'm doing something completely different, I am driving around the airport with hazardous material and peoples' luggage, and I need to be completely safe) 2) Mother and I share a...

The most misguided, anxious, and my most uncomfortable standing in my current life. What else could go wrong? C'mon hit me with it, so I can be further unmotivated and further uninterested in everything. Just so mad at myself at this point; sometimes it's best to just drift off into an eternal sleep. 

Here's everything discussed in the episode: 1) I have been job hunting ever since 2022 (damn near 6 months ago) 2) I have been car renting ever since 2022 (damn near 6 months ago again) 3) Uber and Independent Dextin have been hauling my ass lately 4) I have a court bill due on 03/10/23 and the overall total is $326 ($330 because I want things to be equal and balanced) 5) Independent Dextin WILL M...