Our Undoing Radio

The boys are back! Well, sorta. The Jeff and The Jer briefly reunited to bring us Paratopia Oculus. What is Paratopia Oculus, you ask? Good question. It shall be answered right up front in this inaugural episode. Then, we catch up on their lives and their take on where ufology has been going since they broke up the band. (originally aired in 2015.)

It's Jeremy Vaeni. It's Jeff Ritzmann. It's paranormal researcher Nick Redfern. It's famed filmmaker Philippe Mora. It's the legendary roundtable discussion you never heard about searching the National Archives with two gents who have done it to great effect for different purposes ranging from MJ-12 to Hitler.

Paratopia Talk Story was an incredibly short-lived and glitchy Youtube video talk show. On this inaugural episode, The Jeff & The Jer welcome experiencer Deb Kauble to talk about how the paranormal has evolved in her life since the days of her possible "alien pregnancy." Are pregnancies themselves gateways to the paranormal? We shall find out!

The Jer channels his inner Mel Blanc to bring you a very special interpretation of the Citizen's Hearing on Disclosure, in this, the first-ever Paratopia radio play. (originally aired: 05.03.2013)

This is a crossover special between The Black Fridays podcast and Paratopia hosted by Jeremy Vaeni, Wes Owsley, and Stacy Lowery. Together, they interview NARCAP's Ted Roe and Dr. Richard Haines who were saying "UAP" long before it was cool. This is a discussion about their Project Sphere report on spherical UAP. But first, The Jer has a little something to say on The Trickster. (originally aired...

This is the unreleased, never-before-heard midweek special that breaks down Jeff's reasons for the falling out between Paracast host and once good friend, Dave Biedny, and Jeff Ritzmann. We decided not to release it back in 2010 for a few reasons that are irrelevant now. Jeff and Dave have both passed away. Dave told his side on another show back then. This is not meant to stir up old controversy...

The Jer talks to Emma Woods about a recent odd experience involving abduction-related and hallucinatory phenomena. Together, they discuss whether one's state of consciousness during an abduction differs if it's physical or nonphysical. If so, do phenomena surrounding an experience differ? All of this is couched in Oliver Sacks' book, Hallucinations. Then, The Jer gets into his meditative experienc...

The Jeff & The Jer run down a brief list of things gone wrong in ufology since Paratopia left the internets. Then, The Jeff looks back on his recent dive back into UFO photo analysis and the public response to it. Next, The Jer tosses out a new hypothesis about the meaning behind the devastating and frightening images and experiences in abductions. Finally, the hosts update us on the strangene...

In this part 1 of 2 epilogues to the greatest paranormal podcast in the history of several earths, The Jer is lost at sea without The Jeff. However, he is kept company by some friends with very peculiar night lives. (originally aired: 11.01.2012)

Jeff & Jer run from their past straight into the future with this, the final installment of the weekly podcast. But before they go, they leave you with a high strangeness theory that incorporates some of the concepts Jeff, Jer, and Tiokasin have brought to you over the last few weeks and through the years. This one could turn ufological, paranormal, and psychic research on their ears if resear...

This was a subscriber-only sequel to episode 114 back in the day. The day has changed. Let's all listen in now as The Jeff and The Jer takes your short questions and turn them into longwinded answers! (originally aired 05.04.2011. May the 4th be with us again!)

In this, the season finale, Tom Cheetham and Jeremy Vaeni have a very informal chitchat that brings us to the answer to a great and important question on everyone's mind: Can staring at a flea penis under a microscope cause paranormal experiences? Also, they announce that they will be taking their conversations to a new livestream format on Youtube, March 21st at 4pm EST! (The show is called Wise...

On this the final Paratopia Live, Jeff and Jer say goodbye and thanks to their audience and tell their latest high strangeness experiences. Features special call-in guests, including Deb Kauble! Want to say Thank You back? Please consider tossing a couple of bucks to The Jer at: www.ko-fi.com/jayvay .

Jeff's final solo episode of Paratopia covers where we've been over the long journey of the program--which includes a special mystery guest to talk of the future. But Jeff also delivers a critical message about where communication regarding the '"alien" encounter goes in moving forward, how it cannot be stopped, why we have to take the mighty leap of faith, and speak of it as it truly is, and not...

Tom Cheetham can't get Jeremy Vaeni's voice out of his head, an inner critic, telling him that what he's teaching about Henry Corbin and company is irrelevant because the spiritual trump card is the only card to play--and that is letting go of everything. Is his inner Vaeni right? What does outer Jeremy Vaeni have to say about it? Thus begins this week's continuing conversation.

Episode 103 ran long and The Jeff & The Jer had yet more to say. This is that more. Jer in 2025 says, "I'm finishing up a book on Kundalini due later this year and then writing one more 'alien abduction' book. What you're about to listen to will play a heavy role in that book. Watch out for it in 2026!" (originally released to subscribers in February 2011)

Because the Paratopia podcast just wasn't enough, Paratopia Live was born. Here Jeff Ritzmann, Jeremy Vaeni, and the official unofficial third host, Lee Townsend, talk about their high strangeness experiences and take calls live! Help keep Our Undoing Radio going. Donate whatever small amount you can today at: www.ko-fi.com/jayvay

The Jer says his goodbyes on this, the beginning of the countdown to the end of Paratopia, and has one fantastic all-encompassing interview with Tim Binnall about everything from ufology to Bigfoot to remote viewing to what drives the 2 main types of conspiracy theorists. But not before he exposes Croatian gazer Braco in the greatest story never told! (originally aired: 05.31.2012)

If I told you that this episode is about what becomes of people in general, and academics specifically, when they get absorbed in ufology and the paranormal, I wouldn't be lying. If I told you it is about the laws of physics actually being as flimsy as a deck of card, I'd still be telling the truth. And if I told you it's about whether or not to stop studying spiritual heirarchy because it isn't T...

Because the Paratopia podcast just wasn't enough, Paratopia Live was born. Here Jeff Ritzmann, Jeremy Vaeni, and the official unofficial third host, Lee Townsend, talk about their high strangeness experiences and take calls live! Help keep Our Undoing Radio going. Donate whatever small amount you can today at: www.ko-fi.com/jayvay

Mothman has nothing on what Jeff Ritzmann reveals in the first half of the show. In the second half, Jer and Tiokasin discuss how it's possible that coming from the heart might help us understand hauntings and related phenomena. (originally aired: 05.28.2012)

While Tom Cheetham digs himself out of his house after a snowstorm, Jeremy Vaeni flies solo, answering listener questions, lighting up the proper setting for awakening, showing why precise language matters when talking about death of self, and exposing the link between sorrow and desire.  Put on your active listening ears for this one and your might just stop you in your tracks for a real miracle...

Two hours of Tiokasin Ghosthorse and Jeremy Vaeni in unfiltered, unedited, live conversation. Are you ready for this? Tiokasin Ghosthorse—a member of the Cheyenne River Lakota Nation of South Dakota—is, amongst many actions, the host and producer of First Voices Radio and an international speaker on peace.  

Part 2 of the David Schwab interview about his life of high strangeness. If you thought Part 1 was amazing, you ain't heard nothin' yet. But first, The Jer has some new stories and insights to share with Paratopia. Many, in fact. (originally aired: 05.17.2012)

What is the transition from waking into heart and living back in brain-focused society? How does Jeremy know he's right, as opposed to the people he critiques? Why do religious mystics stick with their religion when they know better? Does the personal self exist in the "godself" experience?   This conversation between Tom Cheetham and Jeremy Vaeni gets into these topics and more. It's a lot, folks...