Ophelia Everfall

Of Darkness & Light

Fiction EN ↓ 872 episodes

A trans woman with schizophrenia documents her raw journey through severe executive dysfunction while creating independent mathematical and scientific research, fiction, and video journaling. This ongoing audio record captures the fight against systemic neglect, bias, and punishment of disability — turning personal collapse into public truth and groundbreaking work. opheliaeverfall.substack.com

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Ophelia Everfall

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Fiction

Latest episode

Jul 11, 2026

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Episodes

The Straight Story on My Unbecoming 06.03.2026

This is the best-I-can-construct reason I have been made to suffer a most horrible, eternally repetitive mental death. For the time being, at least, it’s the best I can figure it. I’m just solving the case of my own mental murder by a human I loved sweetly, along with how it was emboldened to happen by culture and heartless people. Especially, how culture then gifted my intellectual rapist with a...

Comedy | PlayStation 3 Game Oracle Reading 06.03.2026

let me tell you things about our future and you My Best Comedy Content Hi, I’m Autistic! - Check it out. You might be too. (Probably are for sure) Black People (African Americans) Cannot Be Racist - Believe or die. Intersectionality is Hotness-Personified - Let’s get retarded. My Current PlayStation 3 Collection - This was consciously malicious in intent, meaning to be earnest about feelings, with...

Comedy | Intersectionality is Hotness-Personified 06.03.2026

just get with the program, retard My Best Comedy Content Hi, I’m Autistic! - Check it out. You might be too. (Probably are for sure) Black People (African Americans) Cannot Be Racist - Believe or die. My Current PlayStation 3 Collection - This was consciously malicious in intent, meaning to be earnest about feelings, with humor too large, creating a balance of wicked emotion, unholdable by anyone...

Comedy | Black People (African Americans) Cannot Be Racist 05.03.2026

it is a factual and literal truth of reality which is undeniable especially if they are fake-queer women get with the program you white-trash piece of shit My Best Comedy Content Hi, I’m Autistic! - Check it out. You might be too. (Probably are for sure) My Current PlayStation 3 Collection - This was consciously malicious in intent, meaning to be earnest about feelings, with humor too large, creat...

Comedy | Hi, I'm Autistic! 05.03.2026

welcome to Of Darkness & Light - my schizoid-genie-wizard-palace thank you for your consideration My Best Comedy Content My Current PlayStation 3 Collection - This was consciously malicious in intent, meaning to be earnest about feelings, with humor too large, creating a balance of wicked emotion, unholdable by anyone without breaking. Of Darkness & Light Official Intro - Squigu into the dualities...

Give It a Rest: Everything You Do to a Parent, You Do to Their Child 05.03.2026

an important truth regarding the way we think about each other is here example of what I face, even here on Substack - a ‘follower’ of mine There is literally nobody on Earth who can hurt my feelings except for that one person which my mind died seeking a hug, or some helping hand from; they hurt me every day, and beyond your conceptions of pain. That will continue too, until the day I die, if not...

The Worst Lay I Ever Had 05.03.2026

story time on the light side of the darkness please consider a donation to keep me going in the short term - I’m pursuing help on all fronts not facing the camera as best I can - I am very overwhelmed My GoFundMe - https://gofund.me/623e161a0 My Venmo - https://account.venmo.com/u/DaphneGarrido Follow Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts and Spotify Short Stories Wizard - Merlin but gay AF. I wil...

America Has an Empathy Problem 05.03.2026

let us forgive each other and learn how it might change Please try partaking in my Zen-Zilla meditation. It’s an all-timer for pure entertainment value of how I don’t break by the end. I knew what I was doing the whole time. Zen-Zilla - Primal Release Meditation Please consider making a donation: My GoFundMe - https://gofund.me/623e161a0 Follow Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts and Spotify Pat...

We Treat the Symptoms and Not the Causes 04.03.2026

let us talk about it from the illuminated perspective of a schizophrenic My Healing Path of Neuro-Plasticity—Explained You need to trust my psychiatrist and personal opinions about your mental health—also, google search results and my education. I did. They hurt me. I still do. They have helped me enough. I don’t need anything but a place to land now. It’s only intense because there are no systems...

Schizophrenics Need Hugs | Daphne's Hometree 04.03.2026

this is a story I will keep telling again until someone hears me about the need for uniquely different schizophrenic recovery homes - hearts need to be listened to I teach working through the trauma here and am seeking an ally Pathways to Renewal: Harnessing Neuroplasticity and Holistic Practices in Schizophrenia Recovery please consider a donation to keep me going in the short term - I’m pursuing...

I Am 'Too Intense' Because of One Person | How Trans Women Are Killed by the People They Love the Most 04.03.2026

Daphne was tortured to death for trans misogyny which will not quit. Blatant, horrendous, culturally latent trans misogyny wielded mercilessly by a bully who taught her to trust them before compounding her disability a hundred-fold to watch her die from a distance for their shame. Let’s watch ‘him’ go homeless because it’s an escalating situation of mortal-detransition-tension that I’ve trapped th...

About My Psychotic Female Abuser of Cis-Matriarchy's Protected Class 03.03.2026

If you are a monster like the person I’m specifically calling out here: I hate you for creating the culture which stripped me from my parenthood and tortured me into disability while they thought it right to make fun of me. My transness is not a mojo-dojo you myth-retarded misandrists of sex-essentialist-trans-feminine-dissonance-genocide. It is all of you false women; females, who I find responsi...

Female Women of The United States are Psychotic About Male Women 03.03.2026

you are all disgusting monsters of your own culturally propagated cognitive dissonance feel into your woman’s heart — if you have one — you need my validation, don’t you? It’s a Barbie-world and you’re a clown. I don’t need yours at all because I respect none of you but those who might rise to stand in community member who has been stripped from their daughter by blatant evil-ignorance. No one is...

What Happens If I Get Thrown into Jail in America? What Are You a Part of Then? 03.03.2026

Trans women, mothers, are being murdered by spoiled brats who let them in then doubled back and the older generation of female human beings is watching it happen and relating to them like white people in convenience stores. It is a saddest thing to get abused emotionally by a youthful, elegantly devious young woman and then be left for dead when only just beginning a journey of sapphic discovery t...

I Am A Mother, You Monsters 03.03.2026

Thank you very much to those couple of you who have donated to my fundraiser today, you are so appreciated. Every little bit means the world to me. At my continual and abusers of childish disregard — all of you — enforcing societal harm on a most abundantly loving and warm human who has been disabled and then punished for it over again on end at your excitable hands, who only wants to live for see...

Candelabra Theatre | The Fiend That Was 03.03.2026

please donate to support my art and life this is the home I’m trying to save by paying rent this month Episode One | The Goddess This one had a perfectly timed, creepiest candle-flicker that I managed to not break too hard through. please consider helping me through this difficult time with a donation My GoFundMe - https://gofund.me/623e161a0 My Venmo - https://account.venmo.com/u/DaphneGarrido Fo...

Co-Sleeping As A Trans Goddess Mother (The Goddess) 03.03.2026

What. A. Reflection. please consider helping me through this difficult time with a donation My GoFundMe - https://gofund.me/623e161a0 My Venmo - https://account.venmo.com/u/DaphneGarrido Follow Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts and Spotify Favorite Comedy Content Of Darkness & Light Official Intro My ‘Current’ PlayStation 3 Collection On How I Need Help - What Is Happening to Me Understanding...

Mean Girl Blues 03.03.2026

my mind was bullied to death by a lifetime of mean girls, and one the most, at the end, for how Daphne loved them so Barbie is anti-trans feminine at its unseen roots and has infected women everywhere to deny wholeness within their spirit while despising gendered expression in ‘their territory, once again, in male women most. Daphne; Once Greta Gerwig stole the show something in her had to go it b...

My Great Hope to Be Heard 03.03.2026

my words and actions might seem like witchcraft to some people that is what body-deep earnestness does, especially to people who I know in emotional memory, even through art, as I communicate from this place of emotional maximum, in terms of psychological horror I cannot stop the subconscious reverse psychology stuff that I know is what it is - you do it too I’m just making it obvious for smart pe...

Daphne Garrido v The United States of America 02.03.2026

just an idea PROTECT ME FROM WASHINGTON STATE IMMINENTLY Read Grok Post https://x.com/i/grok/share/57e5f1bc723f4dffb16ba5fbe5e490d3 Legal Treatise: Framework for a Case Against the Government This treatise outlines a robust legal strategy for pursuing claims against government entities (e.g., state agencies, social services, or hospitals) based on discrimination related to schizophrenia as a disab...

The Apple of Eden | I Know 02.03.2026

let me lay it out for you please consider helping me through this difficult time with a donation My GoFundMe - https://gofund.me/623e161a0 My Venmo - https://account.venmo.com/u/DaphneGarrido Follow Of Darkness & Light on Apple Podcasts and Spotify On How I Need Help - What Is Happening to Me Understanding Schizophrenia - https://www.daphnegarrido.com/p/on-my-dream-of-a-schizophrenic-recovery?r=2c...

I Will Not Take Your Pills | I'm Not Fighting Any One Person About It 02.03.2026

your move society of earthen homelands corrupted to the bone who play in their mother’s blood and inject it into their veins (only just) ask AI if there is any petroleum in mRNA messengers - that counts drink hibiscus tea - lemon helps please consider helping me through this difficult time with a donation My GoFundMe - https://gofund.me/623e161a0 My Venmo - https://account.venmo.com/u/DaphneGarrid...

Can someone please help me get help? 02.03.2026

This has been the cycle of dysfunction which every isolated and traumatized schizophrenic gets caught within. My unique brain problems and propensities make it hard to see. I still forgive. I will take help from anywhere and believe in everyone. This is simply a display, it’s a reenactment still running in full right now, every minute, and every hour over here beneath my productive, masked surface...

I Am A Natural Human Being 02.03.2026

this is the end of the road folks - no more mr. nice girl I’m on the brink of homelessness and looking for donations to help see me through a trying time. If you have anything to spare, I’d be very grateful. Thank you. Understanding Schizophrenia - https://www.daphnegarrido.com/p/on-my-dream-of-a-schizophrenic-recovery?r=2cd8qt My GoFundMe - https://gofund.me/623e161a0 My Venmo - https://account.v...

Please Help Me Regrow At My Home 02.03.2026

I would like to tell you how you can help my daughter and me best I’m on the brink of homelessness and looking for donations to help see me through a trying time. If you have anything to spare, I’d be very grateful. Thank you. My GoFundMe - https://gofund.me/623e161a0 My Venmo - https://account.venmo.com/u/DaphneGarrido New Meditation - Zen Zilla My Understanding of Schizophrenia and Dream for a R...

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