Notyourdiary Podcast

Do you ever feel it when you're losing your marbles ? what stops you from completely going nuts?

I wanted to die so i could live. like a new life lease and it's still me Instagram account @stef.nydp

if you really want to hear from me, socially i.e,well that's why you're here😂but idk whether that's practical Wacha tuone. I missed recording on here bois🥹

habari zenu? habari zenu tena?!😂llife update+others. the clichès work!!...enjoy!😚

Paramilitary training, that's where🙈I signed (an NDA? sorta)so that's the most I can say😂 I been playing the game of catch up and boii it's exhausting and i want to know your thoughts on this ...follow,like and leave a review on here🫶 on IG @notyourdiary.podcast.

I took a couple...yk months off but now,oh I'm scared Original Big Sexy Yapper is back! god did i miss this!🥹

Never back down never what!?yea,so this is not a goodbye, it's a see you later loves🥹🫶and I hope you find joy in every single thing you do including catching up on all the episodes I've put out ndio once I'm back you'll have caught up. my heart breaks kadogo bc I'll miss yapping on here weekly but prepare to be sick of me in the future. i love every single one of you.see ya later, alligator 🤭

I learnt about limerence and I'm so not okay in the head for the way it reasonated with me,lol what are the immutable parts of yourself? bc from there it's where you meander into different things that make up that which you are. I am too old to be diffident,so grown to not love on myself. Happy Valentine's day lovelies 🫶 Enjoy💚

i'm convincing myself that I don't have to suffer ti get something, finding my life, things that make oart of my life,new music,heavy hurt bc fading relationships+others Enjoy 💚

so much loss this 2024, grief is long life process,be still and know that I am God🫶

I hurt for us,i demand better for us from our leaders and the men in our society,I hope for a different and better narrative and may the good God protect and fight for us.

I almost died of matters of the heart😩 A series I watched;My demon, A book i'm reading;A Girl is A Body of Water by Jennifer Nansubuga Makumbi Icks& embarrassment are the tips of the iceberg,Shame is the entire Iceberg Instagram page @notyourdiary.podcast

Happy New Year pookies 🎉We done made it to 2024🥳. I've started a substack,omgg new year,new me?lol. A book i'm reading -A Girl is A Body of Water by Jennifer Nansubuga Makumbi. Create and Share your art and allow it to have a life of it's own 💋no bars😂😂

it's the End Of Year Episode,yeeyy🥳also we celebrate the first year since I published an episode for this podcast and have been doing so consistently. Super proud of me man. a couple of lessons this year has taught me+others. Let's meet next year pookies ❤️

On the Eve of Christmas,and I haven't felt the Christmas vibe yet,is it too late😭am I lost cause,books I've been reading&completed 2 of them and I'm proud of myself+others. I hope you enjoy!💚

Contrary to the merry vibe that everyone is on,this episode is very low vibrational. An intervention was held the other day in my family, realized no one's actually coming to save me,no one can..hence the title,CHRISTina,like CHRIST the savior?loool

in this episode,just a heads-up,don't look for santa this year,ako stuck at Onika's place, she's too goodt man😩🤌.I really hope these 20somesthing's don't kill us🥲. Enjoy💚

this is a very impromptu,low vibrational episode.i am struggling with the reality of the smallness of life.will you Enjoy?eh eh eh ,i wonder🤭😂

Merry December loves♥️,in this episode,i pour out my grateful heart to you lot🫶the Spotify wrapped results was so heartwarming, thankyou so much for the small not so small pookies that take time to hear me ramble on and on about whatever,i really appreciate you 😗(don't be shy, interact with me?xx) i also think we're getting out of the rotting era? we're not yet out tho but the light's shimmering...

this episode is cut short as my phone battery dies,i talk about what I've been upto in general note ... it's just a meh episode 😅 let's call it a curtain raiser for this week's episode. Enjoy🫶

In this episode,i talk about alooot. I will incorporate video episodes, Inshallah 🤭 we're almost turning a year since i published the episode.had a boudoir shoot and the guysss?the back wasn't arching 😭,update on financial wellness journey, breaking down "life purpose" to just find a qay to be useful where you're at🫶 +others Alsoooo, debate:which is worse AIDS OR HIV? answer the poll on spotify...

this episode is one of the random ones,Wairimu kagichu writing makes me feel-i love her work sm.i find Nikki Giovanni so sure of how to lead her life-i want that for me. We get the not so good parts of the people we love, maintain the same 'light' you give the outside xx Enjoy💚

in this episode,i take you through my financial well being.like what i said in the previous episode i'm in my rotting era, breaking down every aspect of my life to chaff, giving it up so i can allow regeneration in a healthy way and we're starting with finances. I struggle with finances and as a baby adult, we're going to change that by putting effort in learning about what money, wealth and all t...

In this episode,i talk about how I've been building on non stuff expecting solidity/health and all the goodness but now I'm changing that.i am allowing myself to rot down, like say compost, so the ideal self can grow and be nurtured on "new" grounds. i hope you Enjoy 💚

It's been a while! i just turned 22, I am 'we mzee' fr😭. I've also shaved my 4c damaged hair,i didn't mean to rn. Eroticism erased after realizing you're broke &how money affects moods and feelings. Where else can you source all the goodness that comes with having money that is more reliable than money since money comes and goes?