Not RUSHING To Growth

Spiritual VS Mental Battle 29.06.2023 19:45 ↓

Another TWOFER- Giving this feeling of depression over to God. Asking God for forgiveness for not forgiving. Enjoyed 12 hour prayer on 6/9.

Selective Mutism 25.06.2023 6:09 ↓

I talk NOW because I didn’t THEN. Wonder if anyone noticed with care.

Stumble Now Stand 07.06.2023 10:21 ↓

When my mouth say fuck shit I gotta pray it off my heart. Matthew 12:34

My Faith Walk 29.05.2023 17:15 ↓

Enjoying this path in my journey. Loving that the Holy Spirit is walking with me.

Following Directions 10.05.2023 7:44 ↓

I have to do better at moving when God gives me simple directions. I ask for things and He tells me what to do yet I still hesitate.

Never Alone 03.04.2023 7:56 ↓

Kept my eye on my little brother. Coming to the conclusion that I felt abandoned when my little brother became my little cousin. “A&K all the way.” -the 6th man

Different Headspace 23.03.2023 9:12 ↓

Mentally then vs mentally now. I'm blessed to say there's been an adjustment in my mental.

Sadness Isn’t 100% Depression 21.03.2023 8:09 ↓

Utilized some coping mechanisms to deal with my sadness. After my sadness comes my depression. Learning to nip it before I really get hit.

Gotta Stop Lying 09.03.2023 5:43 ↓

Should’ve told my psychiatrist the truth when I first met him. Now I’m on a personal 10 year plan to tell him the truth.

SPECIAL DAY 26.02.2023 12:52 ↓

Two AudioDiary entries surrounding my Birthday Twin and why I’m not feeling this year but grateful I’m alive.

Growing Out of Handsome 10.02.2023 11:36 ↓

Not seeing myself. Being attracted to women that look like myself. Will I truly feel pretty or handsome forever.

God But I’m Gay 04.02.2023 14:35 ↓

God/Jesus loves me, this I know and not just because the Bible tells me so.

Talking About It 06.01.2023 15:16 ↓

Discussing sexual assault is difficult sometimes but you have to. I assumed I’d dealt with it but I didn’t…yet.

Do Self Affirmations 27.12.2022 8:15 ↓

Late but realizing I love myself. Gotta understand the feeling behind the eyes.

Don’t Remember Me 23.12.2022 12:56 ↓

Thoughts on moving, who I used to be, dad realizing I was good before me, and staying focused.

Trash Feeling 11.12.2022 8:16 ↓

Being sad is a normal emotion for me. Not knowing how to stop is too but it’s what I don’t like.

Appreciated Support System 27.11.2022 13:36 ↓

Voices might not know I’m loved but I know I am.

Mightier Minds Win 24.11.2022 12:28 ↓

Reasons I needed the medication to begin with. Reason why the VOICES won’t win.

Awakening 23.11.2022 10:32 ↓

Trying to figure it out. From my then to my now, I’m just trying to figure it out for myself.